Dawson's Creek Season 5 Episode 6 High Anxiety
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00:00So there's nothing wrong with me?
00:08Everything is fine, kiddo.
00:09Blood, EKG, all normal.
00:10Anything else I should know about?
00:11I, um...
00:12I've been having these episodes.
00:13Uh, well, attacks, really.
00:14I'm working all sweaty and I feel like I'm gonna pass out.
00:15Have you ever passed out?
00:16No, but...
00:17I've come close.
00:18How long has this been going on?
00:31Um, a couple of weeks.
00:37Dawson...
00:38How long has it been since your father died?
00:42About a month.
00:43Am I going crazy?
00:44You're not crazy.
00:45Stress manifests itself in all kinds of ways and anything as significant as the loss of
00:54a parent easily trigger what you're experiencing.
00:55I don't think it's that though.
00:56I mean, it was tough but I've been dealing as well as I could.
01:06You know, these episodes could be how you're dealing.
01:13Look, this isn't my area, but I know a doctor in Boston who I think can help you.
01:20You know, she specializes in things like this. Grief, loss of a loved one.
01:25Need a shrink?
01:27No. Tracy, Dawson needs to see Dr. Weir. Weir is the best in Boston.
01:35Is there someone closer? Because I really have to kind of stay near my mom.
01:38The only other place would be in Providence. Look, trust me. Weir is worth the trip.
01:46You're all set. Five o'clock tomorrow.
01:49Great. Let me know how it goes.
01:53Thanks.
02:09My feet have left the ground. My life is turning around.
02:17Every voice inside my head is telling me to run like mad.
02:25Oh, bulls and arrows, stars and sunsets.
02:30Hey, hey, hey, yeah. Hey, hey, hey, yeah.
02:35Every heartbeat, every kiss just makes me wonder what all this is.
02:43Suits of armor, parts and arrows. Hey, hey, hey, yeah.
02:53I was born in a garden of roses.
03:00Hey, hey.
03:08Didn't you need me to take you to the health center?
03:10What? No, why?
03:12You're cleaning.
03:13Oh, right, right. I get it. It's a joke, right?
03:17Wow, Joey Potter made a joke. Maybe I should take you to the health center.
03:21Seriously? What is with this Martha Stewart routine?
03:26My mother.
03:27What about her?
03:28She's in town for a day and she's coming to visit.
03:31I mean, I get to meet the woman responsible for bringing you into this world. This should be fun.
03:38Or not.
03:39No, Joey, not fun. Not even a distant relative of fun.
03:43In fact, probably about as far down on the fun family tree as you could possibly get.
03:47So I take it you two have some issues?
03:49Have you ever seen a little movie called Mommy Dearest?
03:52This woman has, like, systematically destroyed my self-esteem, okay?
03:55You don't strike me as lacking self-esteem.
03:58Oh, well, just wait and see. This time tomorrow I'll be like a shadow of my former self.
04:04I think you're exaggerating a bit.
04:06We're talking about a woman here, so self-involved and insecure that she used to borrow my clothes and hit on my boyfriends.
04:14She's like a menace to society, an enemy of daughters everywhere.
04:19Brace yourself, Joe. Something wicked this way comes.
04:24Belson hasn't called, has he?
04:26Look, I would forget to tell you.
04:30Okay, right, I probably would, but no, he hasn't.
04:38She's my sister? How could I be so stupid?
04:41I thought she was his sister.
04:43Well, maybe she was.
04:45How could I be so stupid?
04:46I thought she was his sister.
04:48Well, maybe she was his sister, but the other girl, no, definitely not.
04:52Unless, of course, they had some sort of sick flowers in the attic thing going on,
04:56which at this point, I mean, I wouldn't put past him and are such dogs.
04:59That we are.
05:00You know, it'd be better if they went up to you, sniffed your butt, and peed on you,
05:03because they're going to do it anyway, metaphorically speaking.
05:06What is this?
05:09It's a long story.
05:10And you know what the worst part is? I've become a cliché.
05:13I mean, is there anything more trite than blaming a cheating boyfriend
05:16on the wayward nature of men, when the real culprit here, it's my own naivete.
05:21I thought this stuff was usually Jack's area of expertise.
05:24Jack, well, Jack I haven't spoken to in weeks.
05:27He's too busy guzzling beer with his Neanderthal frat brothers.
05:31Okay, well, the way I see the situation, you've got two options.
05:35You can either get angry, which clearly you've already done.
05:38Or?
05:39Or you could get even.
05:43Fuck.
06:14So much that I'm afraid.
06:38I was under the impression that the only food that the employees were allowed
06:41to eat in this restaurant was the staff meal.
06:43Well, today is my day off, so technically, I'm not an employee.
06:48Well, then I might have to charge you.
06:50With what? Possession of stolen bisque?
06:53Clever. But it's not bisque, it's chowder.
06:56Well, whatever it is, it's mine.
07:00You just think you can have whatever you want in this restaurant, don't you?
07:03Well, obviously not whatever I want.
07:12Here.
07:15Here's your winner.
07:16Don't spend it all in one place.
07:19Not only do I get to be the subject of your scorn and derision, but I get paid for it.
07:24I found that on the boat.
07:26Your wife must have left it there.
07:28Right, thanks.
07:30Which reminds me, uh, speaking of that boat of yours...
07:35Yeah, what about it?
07:37How about letting me use it again sometime, like...
07:40Tonight?
07:43Um, you know what? Tonight's just not a very good night.
07:47Pacey, come on. Hey, I'll give you the night off.
07:50I already have the night off.
07:52Well, then, uh, there's got to be something that I can do to change your mind.
07:58You know, I'd love to help you out, but I'm throwing this party tonight for a friend, so I just can't.
08:04Hear that, everyone? Pacey's throwing a party tonight.
08:10Yeah!
08:41Hello?
08:42Joey. Hey, it's me.
08:45Dawson, hey, how are you?
08:48Uh, hey, I'm sorry, it's taken me a while to get back to you.
08:52I've been, uh, you know, got my hands full around here.
08:55Oh, that's what I figured.
08:57How've you been?
09:00Uh, you know, I've been fine.
09:03I guess.
09:05You know.
09:06Dawson, um, you can...
09:08So, uh, listen, I think I might be in town this weekend.
09:14Really? That's great. Um, do you need a place to stay?
09:17No, I'm going to, I think I'm just going to stay with Jack and Jen.
09:22Oh, um,
09:25you know, this is probably just as well. Uh, Audrey's mom is coming into town, so...
09:30Oh, okay, so...
09:32Uh, so, how about I, uh, I'll just, I'll give you a call when I get into town.
09:41Sounds good.
09:44Alright, bye.
09:46Bye.
10:02♪
10:12♪
10:31♪
10:47♪
11:01♪
11:32♪
11:44Fine!
11:47Look, are you happy now? Is it any wonder that I hate myself?
11:51You are such a drama queen, Audrey.
11:53Oh, right, this is from Stella Adler herself.
11:56Hello, dear.
11:57Hi.
11:58Joey, this is my mother. Mother, this is Joey Potter.
12:02Oh, I have heard so much about you, dear. It's such a pleasure to meet you.
12:06Oh, it's very nice meeting you.
12:08Oh, you have such a cute little figure. Did you ever do any modeling?
12:12Uh, no.
12:14If you're wondering why I was standing on that scale,
12:17it's because crazy woman here thinks I've gained 10 pounds.
12:20That's not what I said, Audrey. Five, maybe.
12:23Five, maybe.
12:24Mom, do you have any idea how long it's taken me to feel good about my body?
12:28There's no reason you shouldn't, sweetie.
12:31It's just a known fact that college freshmen tend to pack on the LBs.
12:37Joey, how old do I look to you?
12:41Excuse me?
12:42Oh, I'm putting you on the spot. I understand this. Allow me to rephrase.
12:46Do I look more like Audrey's mother or Audrey's sister? Be honest.
12:51Uh...
12:57Definitely Audrey's sister.
12:58Exactly. And do you know why that is? Because I take excellent care of myself.
13:03Your body is your friend and should be treated as such.
13:06Okay, just shoot me. Please? Will you just shoot me right now?
13:10You must come to dinner with us.
13:12Oh, uh, actually, I can't.
13:15Joey, did you check out the leak in the bathroom?
13:18What leak?
13:19The leak.
13:26I can't believe you told her she looks like my sister.
13:28What was I supposed to say? And I have to admit, she does look young.
13:31Yeah, thanks to her two best friends, College and Ed Botox.
13:34Joey, I can't make it through tonight alone with her. You have to come with us to dinner.
13:37I can't. I'm waiting for a call from Dawson.
13:40You have a cell phone?
13:41But we're supposed to go out later.
13:43That's later. I need you now.
13:46Audrey.
13:47Joey.
13:49Thank you. You're a lifesaver.
13:55Hello?
14:00Dawson?
14:02What are you doing here?
14:04In the neighborhood. Figured I would drop by, see how you guys are doing.
14:08Well, you should have told me that you were coming. I would have had Grams bake you a cake.
14:12Ah, that's fine. Speaking of Grams, do you think she might have a crush on you tonight?
14:16No, of course not. You okay?
14:18Yeah.
14:20Yeah, I'm fine.
14:21Hey, I thought I heard a familiar voice.
14:24Hey, man.
14:25How's it going?
14:26Good to see you, man.
14:27Good to see you.
14:28Um, listen, I gotta run, but you and I will talk later.
14:32Alright, where you going?
14:34Nowhere.
14:36You look pretty smokin' for a girl who's going nowhere.
14:40Well, thank you. I'll take the compliment and subtly defer the question to a later date.
14:45Yeah, you subtly defer the question.
14:48Actually, I'm out of here too. I'm going down to the house to hang out with the guys. You wanna go?
14:55You know what? That sounds great.
14:57Really?
14:58Yeah, as long as I'm not intruding.
15:00You kidding me?
15:01Come on, let's go.
15:04Alright.
15:15Come on.
15:24Who is it?
15:27Jen, your most willing girl servant.
15:33Hi.
15:34Hey.
15:37What are you doing here?
15:38Don't look so surprised.
15:41We had plans to rock your world.
15:44Why? You thought we were gonna rock my world tomorrow?
15:48Uh...
15:50You know what? You're right.
16:00I really gotta get one of those Palm Pilot thingies to keep track of all my liaisons.
16:06Oh well.
16:07Just so long as you're here and I'm here.
16:11What are your thoughts on getting naked?
16:16Uh, actually, Jen, now's not the best time.
16:28Okay.
16:34I get it. You don't want me.
16:37Do you know what that's like for a girl, Charlie?
16:40To offer oneself and be rejected. It's horrible.
16:45Come on, no, no, no.
16:47It's just that I have this midterm and I haven't even started studying.
16:52Okay.
16:53I understand.
16:57I'm just gonna go get my sweater.
16:59No, wait.
17:01What?
17:03Sweater. Uh, what?
17:05Uh, what sweater?
17:07That one that I left you that one time.
17:09Oh, right. Um, your sweater.
17:12That's just another...
17:14It's not.
17:16Uh, it's at the dry cleaners.
17:20I had a dry cleaner.
17:22I'm really good like that.
17:24Oh, okay.
17:32Who are you?
17:33I'm Charlie's girlfriend. Who are you?
17:35I'm Charlie's girlfriend.
17:51Go!
18:03Go!
18:09Go!
18:22Oh, that looks good.
18:28Is that a cream sauce?
18:30It's a Dijon.
18:32Oh, looks like cream.
18:35Have you been working out?
18:36No, mother, I hate working out, you know that.
18:39Well, I walked six miles in the soft sand before getting on the plane this morning.
18:43My sciatic is killing me.
18:46That's great, mom.
18:49Are you being sarcastic?
18:51I was kidding.
18:52Are you asking me or telling me?
18:55Because your voice goes up at the end like it's a question,
18:58but I have a sneaking suspicion you're not looking for an answer.
19:01I guess it's called up-talking.
19:03I wasn't aware that's what I was doing.
19:05Well, you should be because it makes you sound like a California blonde.
19:15Excuse me, I have to make a phone call.
19:19Sure.
19:32Sorry.
19:43Oh, yeah.
19:49Oh, yeah.
19:51Oh, yeah.
19:58Oh, yeah.
20:02Awesome.
20:05Ready? Round two.
20:10Let's do it.
20:12Yeah!
20:30I'm curious, Charlie, how exactly did you think you were going to get away with this?
20:34Get away with what exactly?
20:36Having your cake and eating it too.
20:39Why is what you just said so arousing to me?
20:41Don't be glib.
20:42Charlie, glib makes me mad.
20:44Glib makes me want to smash some of your very precious finals.
20:48Okay, okay.
20:50All right, look, guys, we never had that talk.
20:52What talk?
20:53We never discussed commitment of any kind.
20:55Who never discussed commitment?
20:57You and me.
20:58And you and me.
21:01Look, come on, guys.
21:03This is college.
21:04You know how it is.
21:06No, tell us, Charlie.
21:07How is it?
21:08It's about meeting new people.
21:11Experiencing new things.
21:14Look, here's the thing.
21:16I never meant for any of this to happen.
21:19I truly didn't.
21:20I met both of you on the same night at that party, and then this stuff just happened.
21:28I mean, the only thing I can say at this point is...
21:36I'm sorry.
21:40I'm truly sorry.
21:43I never meant to hurt either of you.
21:48Can I make a suggestion?
21:51You and me, me and you, is pretty much over.
21:55Kaput.
21:57There ain't this much I know.
22:00But we can't go back to the way things were.
22:06But...
22:09We can go forward.
22:14What does that mean?
22:17I mean, look at the facts.
22:19Alright?
22:20I like you.
22:22And I like you.
22:25And once upon a time, you both liked me.
22:27Alright, so I propose.
22:29Tell me if I'm crazy.
22:32We all like each other at the same time.
22:40So, they're doing a production of The Seagull at school.
22:45I'm thinking of auditioning.
22:47Really?
22:48That's great.
22:50Did Audrey tell you that she acted a bit as a child?
22:53Yeah, I've been meaning to rent the movie she was in.
22:56You're not missing much.
22:58Do you miss it, honey?
22:59No.
23:00I can think of better ways to feel bad about myself.
23:04Well, I miss it.
23:06You were an actress?
23:07Model, actress, whatever.
23:09She was the Giselle of her time.
23:11Parsley.
23:12But there were a lot of shows, and a couple covers here and there.
23:17But acting?
23:19That's what I really wanted for myself.
23:21You know, if you look closely, you can see her in an old A-Team episode.
23:26Actually, I was up for a Scorsese movie when I found out I was pregnant with Audrey.
23:33That's pretty much why she hates me.
23:35I ruined her career.
23:36That's not true, dear.
23:38I wasn't very good.
23:40You, you were good.
23:41I suck.
23:42You do not, Audrey.
23:44You just lack focus.
23:46You know, acting requires a great deal of discipline.
23:49Something you've never had.
23:51That's not true, Mom.
23:53Audrey, please.
23:55Since you were a little girl,
23:57flitting from one thing to the next,
23:59toys, boys, schools.
24:02Do you have any idea how many private schools Audrey's been to in the last four years?
24:07Mom, really? I don't think Joey wants to hear about this.
24:09Six. In four years.
24:11Which must be some kind of record.
24:13Each one ending in lord scandal.
24:16Mom, please stop. You're embarrassing me.
24:19Oh, I'm embarrassing you?
24:23I'm so sorry, Audrey, but
24:25I don't think you really know what it's like to be embarrassed.
24:30Not until you have to shell out a six-figure donation
24:34to some hoity-toity New England college
24:37just so they'll even consider your daughter,
24:39whose academic record is the very definition of embarrassing.
24:44The fact that you're here at Worthington at all
24:48is a miracle, Audrey.
24:51You might learn to appreciate it.
24:58You know what, Mrs. Liddell?
25:00Oh, Kay, please.
25:02You know what, Kay?
25:03I've sat here this entire meal
25:05and listened to you do nothing but cut down your daughter,
25:08and I don't know if you're just upset with her
25:11because she's not what you want her to be
25:13or because she's 18 and you're not.
25:17Audrey may be dramatic, but at least she's never boring,
25:20and she may be interested in a lot of different things,
25:23but that just makes her well-rounded.
25:26And as far as discipline goes,
25:28she obviously has a great deal
25:30because no matter what you seem to say to her,
25:32she somehow manages to grin and bear it.
25:35As you can see, I don't really have that kind of discipline.
25:39Audrey, let's go. There's a party.
25:46Let's go.
25:54What do you say, Nora?
25:56I'm game if you are, Jen.
25:58All right, so what do you say we get this party started?
26:01All right. Um...
26:04Here's what's gonna happen.
26:07You go stand up over there.
26:12All right. Come on, baby.
26:16Come on.
26:22All right, so what now?
26:24Strip.
26:29You first.
26:31You know what, Nora? Let's... Yeah, let's go.
26:33No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
26:35Don't go. Don't go.
26:38All right, whatever you want.
26:40All right, I'll go first.
26:43I heard you say that Charlie Tom was lacking in chivalry.
26:56Yeah, go ahead.
27:03Oh, don't stop there.
27:09Don't stop there.
27:13Oh.
27:22Oh.
27:32I do believe you have one garment left.
27:38Now it's your turn.
27:39Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
27:41Charlie, Charlie, Charlie.
27:44This is not tit for tat here. Make no mistake.
27:48We're holding the cards now.
27:52Shut up and get naked.
27:59Okay. Okay.
28:03It's not something both you girls haven't seen before.
28:07Okay.
28:23Oh, yes.
28:29You ready?
28:30You bet.
28:32Okay.
28:35Now, you close your eyes.
28:42Why?
28:45Because it's our turn, silly.
28:48We're shy.
28:51This is so cool.
28:57Looking good, baby.
29:00Oh, my God.
29:04Wow.
29:05Are you ready for us, Charlie?
29:08Oh, yeah.
29:11What are you doing?
29:14Hey, come on. Hey, get back here. Are you listening to me?
29:18Bye, Charlie.
29:19Bye, Charlie.
29:20Hey, the two of you, get back here.
29:24Yeah, all right.
29:29Hey, come on. Move it along. Nothing to see here.
29:35How awesome is that?
29:37You're a genius, Jen. I'm so glad you talked me into that.
29:41Can you believe that he thought that he could actually talk us into a threesome?
29:44I mean, no offense. You're really beautiful. It's just...
29:49It's the weekend, and you too, beautiful. Very much so.
29:52Yeah.
29:54Well, all in all, it's a pretty priceless moment.
29:57Not quite as priceless, however, as the one when he realizes that his autographed copy of Pinkerton is missing.
30:05Gross.
30:07Class notes for art history.
30:10Midterms on Monday.
30:12Bummer.
30:15He loves that shirt.
30:17And when I get home, I'm going to clean my toilet with it.
30:23You know, it's just... I knew it was too good to be true.
30:27That I could actually meet a guy that was both cute and honest.
30:30What was I thinking?
30:32Yeah, I know. Well, if it makes you feel any better, I thought it too.
30:38Listen, a friend of mine is having a party. Do you want to come?
30:45Thanks. I think I'm just going to go back to my dorm, listen to some music, and try to convince myself that being alone doesn't suck.
30:53No, that's actually not a bad idea.
30:55But we should hang out sometime.
30:57Yeah, that'd be good.
30:59Bye. See ya.
31:23Hey, thanks.
31:25You're welcome.
31:27This boat kicks some serious ass, you know.
31:30That it does. One day, I hope to have one just like it.
31:34But in the meantime, I mean, it must be quite the chick magnet.
31:38You know, I resent that. Can't a guy just love all things nautical?
31:42Tell me something. This whole latter-day Hemingway thing, does it really work for you?
31:47Hey, what are you guys doing?
31:49I have your roommate sitting on me.
31:51I'm not!
31:52You are too.
31:53You wish.
31:54I just call him like I see him, lady.
31:56You better watch it, because I might just have to put a hole in your boat later or something.
32:04I have no words.
32:06Neither do I.
32:09Did you talk to Dawson today?
32:11No. He was supposed to call me when he got in, but I haven't heard from him.
32:15Neither have I. I called him about the party, but he never called me back.
32:18He's okay.
32:21Oh, speak of the devil.
32:26Where's the man? Where's the man?
32:28Pacey.
32:29Dawson.
32:30Pacey.
32:31Dawson.
32:32Hey, make as much. I'm in Boston.
32:35I know.
32:36This is my oldest friend, Pacey Ritter.
32:38Pacey, this is Brady.
32:39And Moskowitz.
32:40And a guy in a blue shirt.
32:42Dawson, theory!
32:44Hey, Audrey!
32:46Hey!
32:48How are you?
32:49I'm so good. How are you?
32:51I'm great.
32:52What's up?
32:53You got him drunk?
32:55Yeah, he had a few beers at the house. Why?
32:57Well, I kind of thought that the objective was to make him feel better sober.
33:00I kind of thought the object here was to make him feel better period.
33:04I mean, come on. Look at him.
33:06I do, Audrey.
33:08I do.
33:09I'd say he's feeling better.
33:10I know.
33:11I'd say he's hardly feeling any better.
33:13I know.
33:15I know.
33:16I'd say he's hardly feeling anything right now.
33:18Come on, man. Whatever works.
33:22We don't see enough of each other.
33:23No, we don't.
33:24Every time I see you, you're out the door or something.
33:27Well, you should come by more often.
33:28I miss you.
33:29Hey.
33:30Joey, Joey, Joey!
33:32Oh, Joey, I was supposed to call you.
33:35Yeah, you were.
33:36I was supposed to call you.
33:38I'm so sorry.
33:40Here, hold on. Let me write the time.
33:42Hold on.
33:43Hold on.
33:44Have no fear.
33:46Dawson is here.
33:48I'm calling you right now.
33:50Come on, Joey. Pick up on this.
33:52Dawson, what's up with you tonight?
33:55Y'all can't make me do these things.
33:57Joey! Hey, it's Dawson.
33:59I'm at this party here at Pacey's Boat, and I wish you were here.
34:02You're not here.
34:03It sucks that you're not here.
34:04I was supposed to call you, and I'm so sorry I didn't call you.
34:07I meant to, and I was really going to, but you know what?
34:10I couldn't.
34:12I just couldn't call you.
34:15Does that make any sense?
34:17Does that make any sense?
34:18I'm like a drunken idiot on your machine.
34:21That's what I'm doing.
34:22But that's okay, because you left me a drunken message,
34:26and if you had, I probably wouldn't go back to L.A.
34:29You know what?
34:30I would probably still be there right now.
34:33And maybe my dad would still be alive.
34:35So, thank you, Joey.
34:37I appreciate it.
34:38Okay.
34:39Call me.
34:40Bye.
34:42Bye.
34:48Awesome.
34:49Great party.
35:06Rise and shine.
35:13Come on, drink up.
35:15Who is that?
35:17You really want to know?
35:21It's sauerkraut juice, honey, and a splash of Tabasco.
35:26That's disgusting.
35:27Yes, it is, but it'll make you feel better.
35:29The guys at the restaurant swear by it.
35:32I can't do that.
35:34All right.
35:38Please tell me that how my head feels
35:40is no reflection on how I acted.
35:43How your head feels is no reflection on how you acted?
35:48You're not a very good liar.
35:51Look, you obviously have a lot of stuff bottled up inside.
35:54You combine that with a couple of 12 beers,
35:56and it's bound to happen.
36:02I'm afraid I said something really terrible.
36:05I'm afraid I said something really terrible to Joey.
36:10Yeah, be afraid.
36:12Come on.
36:13Be very afraid.
36:14You put on quite a show last night.
36:17If it's any consolation to you,
36:20I think Joey's going to forgive you a lot sooner
36:22than you forgive yourself.
36:29It will make you feel better.
36:32Thanks.
36:34I got to get to work.
36:53Give me a hug.
37:00You're okay, Mom.
37:04You better go. Your car's waiting.
37:07I miss you already.
37:10I feel like I didn't get enough of you.
37:13Well, I think you got plenty.
37:17I just want you to know that the only reason
37:20I say some of the things I say to you
37:23is out of love.
37:27Do you know how much I love you?
37:33Bunches.
37:36Bunches.
37:39That's nice, Mom.
37:44But you know what was missing from that speech?
37:50An apology to me.
37:58Let's just not do this anymore, okay?
38:01You don't want me to visit anymore?
38:04Okay.
38:06That would be awesome, but
38:09that's not going to happen.
38:14I don't know.
38:17Let's just...
38:20Let's just try to be good to each other.
38:23Okay?
38:26Because I know I might be a spoiled brat,
38:29but quite frankly,
38:32I'm the only one you've got.
38:36And you may be a raging psychotic,
38:39but you're my raging psychotic.
38:42Do you know what I mean?
38:50I'm sorry, Audrey.
38:55Me too, Mom.
38:58Okay.
39:05Okay.
39:11Take care, honey.
39:13You too, buddy.
39:29She's gone.
39:32You're still in one piece.
39:35Yeah, thanks to you.
39:38What did I do?
39:41You defended my honor, Joey.
39:44That, and you took me to a party.
39:47For once, I didn't have to invite myself along.
39:51It was nothing.
39:54It was nothing.
39:57No, it was something.
40:02You made me feel
40:05good about myself.
40:08Trust me, that's something.
40:11And you know all that stuff that she said.
40:19I hope you don't think less of me or something.
40:22Please.
40:25I'm just glad I could help.
40:30I just wish I could return the favor.
40:48Hey, what are you doing up so early?
40:51Ah, post-traumatic hunger syndrome.
40:54Want some?
40:57Take that as a no.
41:02So is your dire need for comfort food because of...
41:05He who shall remain nameless, yes.
41:07Is he who shall remain nameless the reason you didn't make it to
41:10Katie's party last night?
41:14Wasn't feeling very festive.
41:21How was your frat pack experience?
41:26Yeah, I can't really picture you hanging out with a bunch of guys
41:29who consider the high-five an acceptable form of greeting.
41:32Yeah, but, um...
41:36The last time I was here, everybody just walked on eggshells around me, so...
41:40That just reminded me of everything.
41:44Your life just seems to suck right now in ways that
41:47I can't imagine.
41:51Everybody's tried their best, you know.
41:55Yeah, you're right.
41:59I'm a lucky guy. I've got some pretty kick-ass friends.
42:03Don't you forget it.
42:10Dad?
42:21Well, I was looking a little tired.
42:24You hung over?
42:26Overworked.
42:28Thought you had a date with your boyfriend last night.
42:30So did I.
42:32But something came up and he was short a waiter, so...
42:36How was your party?
42:39Not as good as it would have been if you were there.
42:41Well, I'll be sure not to miss the next one, then.
42:45What's wrong?
42:47Um, nothing. I was just noticing that necklace. It's nice.
42:50Oh, thanks.
42:52Is it new?
42:53No, it's my grandmother's. You know, passed down through generations.
42:56I thought I lost it the other night. My mother would not have been pleased.
43:00Yeah, I can imagine.
43:02Anyway, I'd better start setting up before I pass out.
43:05Are you okay?
43:07Yeah, I'm fine.
43:18Joey, for the past 15 minutes I've been trying to figure out a way to tell you how sorry I am, and I just don't know how.
43:36Like all of a sudden English is my second language.
43:39Aren't we beyond the need for formal apologies at this point?
43:44I mean, besides, you were such a jerk last night, I figure you're feeling all kinds of stupid.
43:50That's true.
43:55That's the two-dollar movie theater I was telling you about.
44:00I can't remember the last time I just went to the movies.
44:04Well, maybe the next time you're up, we can go.
44:06I mean, granted, the seats are torn, and it smells like burnt popcorn circa 1975, but it does have that old movie house kind of charm.
44:15I mean, I do think the idea of going to a movie and losing myself in someone else's world would be appealing right about now, but it's just not.
44:25Truth is, Joey, I don't know what to do with myself.
44:30Austin, your dad just died.
44:33You have every right to be feeling that way.
44:42You know why I came here this weekend?
44:45Just to see a shrink.
44:48A career specialist, to be exact.
44:52Well, how'd it go?
44:54It didn't.
44:59I flicked.
45:01How come?
45:07I don't know.
45:11I don't know. Nothing makes sense to me these days.
45:18Can I tell you something?
45:22Even if it has the potential to make you sad.
45:30Joey, when I made the decision not to go back to L.A., all I could do was daydream about this one thing.
45:42Kissing you.
45:47I was so looking forward to this day when it would finally feel right for you and me to give it another try.
45:57And for the first time in forever, it seemed so possible. It seemed like it was just around the corner.
46:07And then he died.
46:14And I just went away.
46:17I was living in this fuzzy world of daydreams, and I just got yanked out of it.
46:23And...
46:28I have no idea how to get back there.
46:36And what scares me most is that maybe I never will.
46:53You'll find your way back.
46:57In the meantime, I'll be daydreaming for the both of us.
47:23May I have your attention, please?
47:26The train from Capeside, Massachusetts will be departing on track 12.
47:31Once again, the train from Capeside, Massachusetts will be departing on track 12.
47:36That's him.
47:52I love you.
48:22I love you.
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