Feriha Yilmaz is an attractive, beautiful, talented and ambitious daughter of a poor family. Her father, Riza Yilmaz, is a janitor in Etiler, an upper-class neighbourhood in Istanbul. Her mother Zehra Yilmaz is a maid. Feriha studies at a private university with full scholarship. While studying at the university, Feriha poses as a rich girl. She meets a handsome and rich young man, Emir Sarrafoglu. Feriha lies about her life and her family background and Emir falls in love with her without knowing who she really is. She falls in love with him too and becomes trapped in her own lies.
Cast: Hazal Kaya, Çağatay Ulusoy, Vahide Perçin, Metin Çekmez,
Melih Selçuk, Ceyda Ateş, Yusuf Akgün, Deniz Uğur, Barış Kılıç.
Production: Fatih Aksoy
Director: Merve Girgin Neslihan Yeşilyurt
Screenplay: Melis Civelek, Sırma Yanık
Cast: Hazal Kaya, Çağatay Ulusoy, Vahide Perçin, Metin Çekmez,
Melih Selçuk, Ceyda Ateş, Yusuf Akgün, Deniz Uğur, Barış Kılıç.
Production: Fatih Aksoy
Director: Merve Girgin Neslihan Yeşilyurt
Screenplay: Melis Civelek, Sırma Yanık
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00:00So
00:30Yes
01:00It's
01:30In
01:35This is me, but they can go to
01:43Yes, I'm
01:48Very
01:53Such
01:56But take it
01:58Oh
02:06Took his alderman
02:16Say
02:19Oh
02:25I'm
02:29Look at me. Do you know so old?
02:34Kuchuk kırmızı ayakkabılar yüzünden
02:37Anlatsana sen gerçekten susmadan konuşmamızı istiyorsun şimdiye kadar konuşmadığımız zamana say
02:48I
02:52Love you
03:02Sini görmüş
03:10O şişenin ömrün boyunca
03:14Ayakkabıları yalnız
03:17Anneciğim kurtar anne çok sıkıyor ayakkabılar anne çıkar ayakkabılar anne çıkar
03:26Soru yere kapaklı
03:30Sonra da anladık iş yaptık
03:32Anlamadım da senin aşkın
03:43O kırmızı ayakkabılardan daha çok istediğim hiçbir şey olmamıştı o zaman
03:48Sende o kadar çok istedim
03:51İlk zamanlarımızda senden kaçarken bile
03:55Ben de ayakkabılar gibi yaraladım değil mi seni
04:02Senin
04:18Bir daha eğer bunu yaparsan bir daha ne yaparsam seni öpersem
04:23Sesimi çıkarmam için öptüm evet
04:26iyi bir mazerette
04:28Emir yeter artık delirdik ve bitti tamam mı
04:31Sen o kapıyı açacaksın ben sakin sakin çıkacağım buradan Feriha kapıyı açmayacağım
04:37Emir bütün gece konuştuk konuştuk ve ve ne
04:40Bir gece oturup konuşup her şeyi çözecek miyiz
04:44Haklısın henüz her şeyi çözmedik hatta belki hiçbir şey çözmedik bak işte kapıyı açmamak için bir neden daha
04:52Kahvaltı kahvaltı
04:55Kahvaltı kahvaltı
05:00Sadece yumurta ve peynir var istersen omlet yaparız
05:26Ne yapıyorsun sen ya hepsini içtim eğer kapıyı açmazsan burada kıvrana kıvrana öleceğim
05:33Feriha yürü bırak Feriha yürü kusacaksın bırak Emir bırak kusacaksın Feriha
05:41Bırak kusmayacağım bırak
05:45Feriha yürü
05:47Feriha yürü
05:49Feriha yürü
05:51Feriha yürü
05:53Feriha yürü
05:55Feriha yürü
06:25Şuna su koyar mısın?
06:47Kahvaltı mı hazırlayacağım bir de seninle
06:52Midem boş bir şeyler yemen lazım
06:54Okay.
07:00Emir, are you trying to drive me crazy?
07:03As if nothing happened, as if we haven't done anything to each other since yesterday.
07:08Are we going to sit like this and have breakfast now?
07:12You don't have to have breakfast.
07:14But I have to stay here until you get bored.
07:17Emir, how long?
07:19How long will this madness continue?
07:21Look, my arm is going to get a microbe.
07:24Come on, let's get out of here.
07:26You have to go to the doctor. Go to the doctor.
07:29I'll go to the yurt, let's rest a little.
07:35Don't you hear me?
07:38Now you don't hear my voice?
07:41You don't hear this either?
07:48Look, Emir will be curious about us.
07:49Maybe they'll think something happened to you and come in with a knife.
07:59Emir, do you hear me?
08:01They'll see that nothing happened to me and go back.
08:03Emir, this is like a child's toy.
08:06It won't work.
08:09Emir, do you hear me?
08:11Really?
08:13Doesn't it make any sense that we've been talking all morning?
08:16It didn't work?
08:19Emir, it won't work.
08:21It really won't work.
08:23Okay, we'll see.
08:26You locked me up here like this.
08:29You're playing like a child's toy.
08:33There's no game, Firuze.
08:35We're here, you're here.
08:37We won't leave until it works.
08:40You want a game.
08:50Then play alone like this.
08:55Feriha, open the door.
08:57I'm not opening it.
08:59Let's see which one of us is going to be more ridiculous.
09:02Look, you're the one who turned it into a game.
09:04You wanted it to be like this.
09:07Feriha, I'm not going to be stubborn with you.
09:09If you want me to open the door, you're going to open the outside door.
09:13Which one are you more afraid of?
09:15Talking or listening?
09:16Talking?
09:18Tell me, which one are you hiding from?
09:21Maybe I'm afraid I don't believe you.
09:24Maybe I'm afraid I don't respect myself.
09:27Then don't be afraid.
09:29I'm not telling you anything I don't feel.
09:31I don't care what you feel.
09:33Because you don't care what I feel either.
09:36You never cared.
09:38I've never heard a bigger lie than this.
09:40You cared about what others did to me, Emir.
09:43You never cared about what they did to me.
09:46It's easier to cover others' wounds, isn't it?
09:49Don't do it.
09:51No matter how much I hurt you, I was hurt that much.
09:54If you knew what you did to me even once,
09:57we wouldn't be here right now.
10:00I wouldn't have locked me up in this house where I broke down many times.
10:03Is this the house where I broke you down many times?
10:05Come on, go as far back as you can.
10:08What happened to this house now?
10:10Did it become the house I came to destroy you?
10:13Did it become the house I called you one night?
10:17Did it become the house I cleaned for your mother?
10:20Shut up, Emir!
10:22I won't shut up.
10:24You won't shut up either.
10:26Which house is this?
10:28The house where I made you cry or the house where I made you cry?
10:32Get out of here and tell me.
10:35You're telling me to get out of here and get angry.
10:40This is how much I mean to you.
10:43This is how much my feelings mean to you.
10:44This is how much my feelings mean to you.
10:46You're not opening the door just because you're angry
10:49to get out of that door and talk to me.
10:54It's not telling me how you feel or making contact.
10:57It's making me give up.
10:59You're talking nonsense.
11:02Feriha, get out of the back of the door.
11:04I'm not in the back of the door, you idiot.
11:08Feriha, I said get out.
11:14Feriha, get out of the back of the door.
11:16Get out.
11:19You didn't have to hide behind that door.
11:22You're already breaking such thick walls when you want to.
11:25What's that door?
11:27Why did you break the door then?
11:29Because I have no tolerance.
11:32I have no tolerance for the truth or action you're going to put between us.
11:35I didn't either.
11:37That's why I tried to stay with you despite what happened.
11:40I didn't even think what this meant to me.
11:42This is the first time in my life that I can't think straight.
11:45You still can't tell me the truth.
11:47You can't say that I couldn't help you stay with me.
11:50You can't say that I felt powerless when I tried to hold your hand despite everything.
11:55Maybe it's not just about being powerless, Feriha.
11:58I was so jealous of myself
12:00that I didn't deserve to hold your hand.
12:02I didn't deserve to hold your hand.
12:04I didn't deserve to hold your hand.
12:06I didn't deserve to hold your hand.
12:09Maybe I couldn't find the strength to reach out to you.
12:13I pushed you.
12:15What changed now?
12:17Why are you trying to hold my hand now?
12:19Forcibly?
12:21As if it was years ago.
12:23But it was a year ago.
12:26I was trying to figure you out.
12:28I said to Koray, he has something.
12:31He's pushing and pulling me.
12:33Maybe that's what's going on between us.
12:36We're pushing each other.
12:38Then we're pulling each other with the strongest force.
12:41You're asking me what this house is.
12:46This house is the house where I lost my pride.
12:50With my mother,
12:52with my body,
12:54with the body of another woman,
12:56the house you've hit many times.
12:59Do you know what's weird?
13:01Despite that,
13:03I didn't want to leave this house as much as you wanted.
13:07When you were talking about your pride,
13:13I thought we could make this house a home.
13:18This house is another four walls.
13:20If we were in it, it was already a home.
13:25This is the most ridiculous thing you've said since yesterday.
13:29It's a home.
13:31Who are you fooling?
13:33We came back from the island to our home, didn't we?
13:36Why did you run away from our home at every opportunity?
13:40Since the day we found Rüya at the door,
13:43until the night you slapped me.
13:45How many times did you run away from our home?
13:47From me.
13:49Your excuse is ready.
13:51You were weak. That's it.
13:55When I was paying the price for my lies,
13:57I came to you at every opportunity, no matter what.
14:01I've collected garbage many times just to see you.
14:03But what did you do?
14:05You threw yourself out at every opportunity.
14:08Now you actually left our home alone.
14:11You're a coward.
14:13So don't expect mercy from me.
14:34Didn't you open this?
14:37What is it?
14:39So you didn't even see it.
14:41The photos of our child.
14:43Look.
14:47What is it doing here?
14:49Think about it. What is it doing here?
14:56Did Rüya come?
14:59That day.
15:03Why didn't you tell me?
15:05Why did you let her harass you?
15:07What are you talking about?
15:09Who wants permission from me?
15:11Who wants permission to harass me?
15:14My mother.
15:16My mother came too, didn't she?
15:18If you had told me...
15:20So what if I told you?
15:22Poor girl. What did she go through when I wasn't at home?
15:24Should I be more understanding of her?
15:26Should I at least not blow up one if it comes on me?
15:29What?
15:31What did my mother tell you?
15:33She didn't tell me anything.
15:35In our good times, she used to say that I made you a mother and a son.
15:39In a good way.
15:41Now she still says that I made you a mother and a son, but in a bad way.
15:45Actually, isn't it nice?
15:47I have to feel good because I have strengthened her family ties.
15:59I'm sorry. I said that to upset you.
16:02Don't say that. You didn't say anything wrong.
16:06You're exaggerating.
16:08I exaggerated, too.
16:11Even your mother's hatred for me shows how much she cares about you.
16:17It's a late and completely unintentional relationship.
16:20You talk as if you've never been happy with them.
16:23I mean, because of a touching story...
16:26I was five years old.
16:28I was five years old when I was last happy with my parents.
16:31I was five years old when I was last happy with my parents.
16:38Mom, how is it? Is it nice?
16:41It's very nice, Emir. Very nice.
16:44Do you think my father will like it?
16:46I think he will.
16:48Mom, do you think he'll hang it on the wall?
16:51I'm sure he will.
16:53Now that we're going back, my father will be very happy, won't he, mom?
16:57Yes, he'll be very surprised. He'll be very happy, honey.
16:59How much longer, mom?
17:02Look, Emir. We're here.
17:12Emir.
17:14Emir, wait.
17:18Emir.
17:20Son, wait.
17:22Come on, mom.
17:24Okay, I'm coming. Slow down.
17:27Emir. Emir, wait.
17:29Emir.
17:31Wait for me.
17:33Why are you in such a hurry?
17:40Come on.
17:49Sweetheart.
17:51Should we surprise him, mom?
17:53Let's do it, Emir.
17:55Let's count to three.
17:56Three.
17:58Two.
18:00Dad, surprise!
18:26Dad.
18:39Everything was happening so fast.
18:43I was just hearing voices on the stairs.
18:47The voice of my mother, the voice of my father.
18:50The sound of shoes.
18:56May God punish you, son.
18:58You had to put everything I know into my eyes, didn't you?
19:03And in our house.
19:05In our bed.
19:07Aysun.
19:09Let's talk for a minute.
19:11There's nothing left.
19:13There's nothing left to talk about.
19:19Aysun.
19:24Emir.
19:26It was because of me.
19:28It was because of me.
19:30It wasn't because of you, Emir.
19:40Come here.
19:57Put the bags back in the car.
19:59We're leaving this house right now.
20:01Emir, get in the car.
20:03Let's get out of here.
20:17This is too much.
20:19You're so cruel.
20:21How did you forgive them?
20:24I don't know.
20:27I never said I forgave them.
20:29No child...
20:31...can grow up with such resentment.
20:35Maybe that's why I still haven't grown up.
20:37Our desires, our mistakes.
20:40It's like a legacy from childhood, isn't it?
20:43My complexes.
20:45Your anger.
20:47Your insecurity.
20:49How did we manage this?
20:52What?
20:53To love each other so much without knowing each other this much.
20:58You never told me this.
21:00It's been a long time since I've thought about it.
21:03Childhood is like this.
21:05Like a shadow.
21:07So...
21:10How long were you with your mother?
21:13I went back to my father when I was 10 years old.
21:16You were like Omer.
21:19How did your mother leave you?
21:21When I was 10 years old...
21:23...I was the only reason my mother couldn't keep her promise.
21:28When I was 17 years old...
21:30...they were to blame for everything I went through.
21:33Apparently she left me because of her father...
21:37...but actually it was because of her own weaknesses.
21:40My father was the wrong choice.
21:42And I was a living proof of this choice.
21:45My mother had to live a clean life.
21:48She gave up.
21:49She gave up.
21:51She gave up on me.
21:58I'm sure she didn't want to do this.
22:06You're breaking my heart, Rifat.
22:08What harm did Emine do to you?
22:11Why don't you want her that much?
22:13Aysun, we set out to open a new page in our lives.
22:16Look, we'll have a baby soon.
22:18I want you to take care of our baby.
22:20How can you think that I won't take care of our baby because of Emir?
22:28Aysun, Emir is a very problematic, very responsible man.
22:31Do you think I don't see how he takes all your time and energy?
22:36You want me to give up on my son.
22:42How can I give up on my son?
22:44How can I give up on my son?
22:48How can I turn my back on my own son?
22:51I did my best, Aysun.
22:54I thought I could tolerate another man's child, but I can't.
22:58I can't stand that man's child being in our house.
23:02I'm so sorry.
23:04Make your choice.
23:06Either you choose the life that belongs to us, or your son.
23:11Because I can't stand it anymore.
23:14I'm sorry.
23:44There are a lot of things that I can't solve about you and your family, and there are a lot of things that I don't like about them.
24:03But there's one more thing.
24:06Actually, this is the only thing that matters to a child.
24:09Connection.
24:11Despite everything.
24:13Despite mistakes, anger, resentment.
24:19Their connection to you, your connection to them.
24:23I know.
24:25Despite everything we've been through,
24:28even if they seem to have turned their backs on me now,
24:32I know.
24:35I've never told you this before, but
24:38even if you lied about them,
24:41I think since the day we were locked up in the orphanage,
24:47it affected your connection to your family a lot.
24:50What did you feel when you returned to your father's house?
25:01The first night I returned to my father's house, the only thing I missed was my mother.
25:10I miss her a lot.
25:33Ünal, my son is so handsome. He's grown up so much.
25:37Well, whose son is he?
25:40Emir.
25:41Son, get up and say hello to my friends.
25:44Oh, poor thing, he's crying.
25:46Why are you crying, little prince?
25:48I'm not crying. I'm sleepy.
25:50What happened? Did you miss your mother?
25:53Son, does a man cry?
25:56I wasn't crying.
25:58Son, your mother left you just in time.
26:00If you had stayed with her a little longer,
26:03you would have been a baby.
26:06Ünal, come on, don't embarrass him.
26:08Your handsome.
26:11Come on.
26:24The first night I returned to my father's house was noisy.
26:29Why didn't you tell me before?
26:32Why didn't I know you were so lonely?
26:37I learned to deal with loneliness very early.
26:40To get involved in the crowd, not to think,
26:43and not to talk about loneliness.
26:45I guess that's how I dealt with everything in my heart.
26:49I mean, I knew your mother sent you to your father, but...
26:53I never thought there was such a story.
26:59I mean, your mother seems so attached to you.
27:03Why?
27:09My mother couldn't be with me when I needed her.
27:14Now she doesn't want to admit that I don't need her.
27:19She wants to save me from you in a sick way.
27:24And you're the one who ties us together.
27:28She hates me.
27:30I'm sorry, Feriha.
27:34I'm here.
27:36I'm your mother.
27:38It's my fault, too.
27:40I didn't agree with her at all.
27:43I didn't hit you because I knew the reason for this obsession with you.
27:48But I'm going to do it.
27:50I don't want to cause new problems between your mother and your father.
27:54It's not a problem.
27:56Maybe you'll cause a solution between them for the first time.
27:59I don't want to cause anything, Emir.
28:01Even if we can't find a solution to our own problems...
28:05We're on our way, Feriha.
28:10You're so upset that you can't see the steps we're taking right now.
28:14But believe me, we're on our way.
28:17Without knowing where we're going?
28:20Since the day I met you, all my roads lead to you.
28:24I don't even care where we're going when we're walking together.
28:28I care.
28:29I care.
28:31Because we walked without looking ahead.
28:35Look, we can't go a step further.
28:37Come on, tell me something I haven't told you before.
28:41Because you told me?
28:44Come on, tell me.
28:47I locked you in this house months ago.
28:51I think we talked for the first time then.
28:55Until Cansu came.
28:57I learned about the university at Cansu's house.
29:02It was one of the most exciting and beautiful days of my life.
29:07Then it became one of the worst days.
29:12Maybe that day was the reason for everything we've been through.
29:16For days, months, this voice echoed in my brain.
29:20Strange.
29:22Maybe it was Sanem who started the whole story.
29:26The story Sanem started is left behind.
29:30Lies are left behind.
29:33The story is ours now.
29:36This is just our story.
29:44I missed you so much to touch me like this.
29:57I couldn't control myself and I broke the spell, right?
30:00There's no spell, it's a momentary thing.
30:04Does letting yourself go even for a moment scare you that much?
30:07Emir, please don't.
30:10Opening our wounds from the past
30:13is not enough to close the wounds we opened in each other, Emir.
30:17Having a difficult childhood doesn't erase my wrinkles.
30:20Okay, I'm not claiming to be the child of pain.
30:23How much of a child of pain can you be with your father?
30:27Growing up with my father.
30:29Sounds fun, right?
30:31Fun.
30:33Unlimited fun.