Married at first sight Australia S. 11 Ep.04
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00:00:00Your match, he no longer wanted to be a part of the experiment.
00:00:07Previously, Michael's devastating news...
00:00:10I feel like somebody just ripped my heart out of my chest.
00:00:13...turned to hope.
00:00:14We are looking at new matches for you because we want to find you the fairy tale.
00:00:19Meanwhile...
00:00:21I'm just hoping she's not going to think he's a boxer and he's heartless and he doesn't have the ability to love.
00:00:27Kickboxer Jaden overcame his own self-doubt...
00:00:31Were you this nervous, bro?
00:00:34...to give Eden her fairy tale wedding day.
00:00:37It was perfect. It was 10 out of 10.
00:00:40Before...
00:00:43Quirky bride Natalie...
00:00:45Alright, we're going!
00:00:48...was besotted with her new groom...
00:00:50I just want to wrap my arms around him all the time.
00:00:53...but Colin's lack of relationship experience...
00:00:56How are you feeling about Natalie?
00:00:59Could you repeat that?
00:01:00...saw him put on the brakes before they even left for their honeymoon.
00:01:04I know that it's going to take time for me.
00:01:07Slow burn.
00:01:08Yeah, a real slow burn.
00:01:10I'm feeling so upset.
00:01:14Tonight...
00:01:16The honeymoons are in full swing.
00:01:19We just get along so well. Feels like I've known him forever.
00:01:22As romantic sparks...
00:01:23The honeymoon life suits us.
00:01:25...start to form.
00:01:26Could I give you a goodnight kiss?
00:01:29That's so sweet.
00:01:32But the arrival of the honeymoon box...
00:01:35This is my worst nightmare.
00:01:37...will expose some uncomfortable...
00:01:39Do you feel any sexual chemistry with me?
00:01:42...and hard truths.
00:01:45I didn't even want to sleep with you.
00:01:49And...
00:01:50All I've ever wanted is to get married and start a family.
00:01:53But I've had to cancel one wedding before.
00:01:56That was the hardest thing to go through.
00:01:58A brave bride's second chance at love.
00:02:01Hi!
00:02:04Wow.
00:02:05But will her overprotective cousin...
00:02:07Why are you here?
00:02:08I have concerns.
00:02:10...derail the entire wedding?
00:02:12I don't believe it.
00:02:19From the seas of the South Pacific...
00:02:23...to the white sands of the Whitsundays...
00:02:27...our first six couples are embarking on the next phase of the experiment...
00:02:32...the honeymoons.
00:02:34And some newlyweds are taking the opportunity to build more intimacy.
00:02:39Yes, yes.
00:02:41Yes, yes, yes.
00:02:52There's no aphrodisiac like an oyster.
00:02:55Do you mind if I just keep shucking?
00:03:00In Vanuatu...
00:03:02...Tori is gaining a newfound appreciation for her husband, Jack.
00:03:12Stop it.
00:03:13Jesus Christ.
00:03:15Jack is sexy.
00:03:17Hurry up and wrap yourself up.
00:03:19Jesus.
00:03:21Seriously?
00:03:22I'll take it.
00:03:23Yeah, I'm looking forward to the rest of the honeymoon, absolutely.
00:03:29Honeymoon day two.
00:03:30Honeymoon day two.
00:03:32Morning.
00:03:34And welcome to you.
00:03:35We are broadcasting live from the Whitsundays.
00:03:38That's when you do like a little quick around.
00:03:40Oh, oh yeah.
00:03:41We can do that.
00:03:42Watching over the Whitsundays, I'm saying I'm pretty damn good.
00:03:46Especially I got this 47 out of 10.
00:03:50Our couples are growing more comfortable with one another.
00:03:54Beautiful spot.
00:03:56All to ourselves.
00:03:58Yeah, I feel like Tim and I had a really rocky start.
00:04:03But we've just gone from completely one end to the other.
00:04:08And I'm hopeful.
00:04:11And in Western Australia, Natalie and Collins are finding new ways to entertain themselves.
00:04:17No, I'm going to do the run up.
00:04:19You know the run up?
00:04:20The run up.
00:04:26You've got to do a run up.
00:04:28Yeah, day one of the honeymoon.
00:04:31It's...
00:04:33Don't you ever do that?
00:04:34I haven't, no.
00:04:35I've never done the run up.
00:04:36I think today I found a whole new level of the dorky, nerdy, quirky side of Nat.
00:04:43And at times I'm like, ooh.
00:04:47Yeah.
00:04:48Welcome to the honeymoon.
00:04:58In South Australia, Cassandra and Tristan are settling in for brunch.
00:05:03Cheers to another beautiful day on our honeymoon.
00:05:05Let's be honest.
00:05:06I did not see this coming.
00:05:07No, not at all.
00:05:11Hello.
00:05:13You're beautiful.
00:05:15For Tristan, the connection was instant on their wedding day.
00:05:19She's so pretty.
00:05:21I really like her.
00:05:22I like her a lot.
00:05:23I'm a hopeless romantic, so get ready to be treated like the queen you deserve to be.
00:05:27He is bold, courageous, funny, and I really adore him.
00:05:35And the couple have grown closer during their honeymoon.
00:05:39The honeymoon life suits us.
00:05:41The honeymoon life does suit us.
00:05:43Things are going really great.
00:05:45Really good.
00:05:46Definitely husband material.
00:05:47Okay, that's a good start.
00:05:48That's a good start.
00:05:49You're very much a wife material.
00:05:51I feel like you've got a nice honeymoon glow about you.
00:05:54Yeah, I'm very happy here.
00:05:57The honeymoon glow is real.
00:05:59Tristan is fantastic.
00:06:01I'm in my zone.
00:06:04Just bliss.
00:06:05Just bliss everything.
00:06:07Everything is just bliss.
00:06:08You literally can't get much better than this.
00:06:13I do want to ask one question, but I'm like really nervous about asking it.
00:06:16Oh my goodness.
00:06:17I don't want to ask it.
00:06:18Oh, come on.
00:06:19You can ask me anything.
00:06:20No, no, I can't.
00:06:21We'll ask it.
00:06:22I'll talk about it later.
00:06:23Let me think about it.
00:06:24I don't want to ask it.
00:06:25I mean, obviously, we're married, and physical contact is a thing that kind of needs to happen,
00:06:28and obviously, being the dude, I need to kind of, and I hate that.
00:06:32Like, I was really hoping at some point she was just going to make the move, but like,
00:06:36obviously, we've got to progress either way, move forward.
00:06:39But I also don't want to put too much pressure on it.
00:06:43When you're ready, I'll answer any question you have for me.
00:06:49Oh, because I get so nervous.
00:06:51I'm getting so nervous.
00:06:55Ah, ****.
00:06:59I was maybe wondering after dinner if I could give you a goodnight kiss.
00:07:09My God, that just freaks me out.
00:07:11Why would you do that?
00:07:13This is very, very stressful.
00:07:15I was going to ask you yesterday, but I was never going to do it.
00:07:17That's so sweet.
00:07:18And I was just like, nah, we'll wait for dinner time, because then I can ask you.
00:07:20But look, that's the question I want to ask you.
00:07:22So, it's up to you, obviously.
00:07:25Now that you asked it, like, that's great.
00:07:29You put me in the vulnerable zone.
00:07:31That's so sweet.
00:07:34Don't hide.
00:07:35That's really sweet.
00:07:39No, no, no, no.
00:07:41It was very sweet.
00:07:43It was very sweet of him.
00:07:45And it took him a lot to get that off his mind and chest.
00:07:49And it was very sweet.
00:07:52I think that'll be nice.
00:07:53Okay.
00:07:54He's just a gentleman.
00:07:56And I'm glad to have him as my husband.
00:08:00In Vanuatu, the experiment's two dominant alpha personalities,
00:08:06Tori and Jack...
00:08:08Happy husband, happy life.
00:08:10..are beginning to explore their relationship dynamic
00:08:13on their honeymoon.
00:08:15I've never been so aligned with someone in my life.
00:08:18And there's a spark, and that's great.
00:08:20And I'm sure he's the same.
00:08:22Like, you ask yourself, where was I going wrong?
00:08:24Well, you've never dated me.
00:08:26I'm feeling like you're the special one.
00:08:30Maybe.
00:08:31On their wedding day...
00:08:33I'm a bit of a control freak.
00:08:35Jack was confident he could take charge in the relationship.
00:08:39I definitely reckon I'll sort her out and we'll have a good time.
00:08:42And Tori's attraction to Jack proved too strong to resist.
00:08:46The hair, the hair, the hair.
00:08:49The hair, the hair.
00:08:51Too strong to resist.
00:08:53The hair.
00:08:54Body.
00:08:55Glistening in the sun.
00:08:57Move it!
00:08:58Go.
00:08:59There's definitely a lack of sexual energy there.
00:09:02But unbeknownst to Tori,
00:09:04Jack's sexual feelings for her weren't exactly reciprocated.
00:09:09We're not sexually connected at all.
00:09:13We're on the same page.
00:09:15I mean, we obviously don't know how the other couples are going,
00:09:18but I'm feeling a little bit, like...
00:09:22..superior.
00:09:25I really do think that we are...
00:09:29..a step ahead.
00:09:31Hello.
00:09:33But Tori's confidence in their relationship is about to be tested...
00:09:37What the fuck is this?
00:09:39..with the arrival of the honeymoon box.
00:09:42Damn!
00:09:44Did you get me a gift?
00:09:45The honeymoon box is an important part
00:09:48of the Married at First Sight experiment.
00:09:50I...
00:09:52..kind of wish it was a gift.
00:09:54It contains a set of direct and targeted questions
00:09:58with its purpose to speed up our newlyweds
00:10:00getting to know each other on a deeper level.
00:10:03Good luck.
00:10:06OK, shall I start?
00:10:08Fire away.
00:10:10What are your deal-breakers and why?
00:10:12Someone that doesn't take care of themselves.
00:10:14Someone that's not true to themselves.
00:10:16Someone that's not driven.
00:10:18And, ultimately, someone that respects me.
00:10:21Also, I demand respect in a relationship.
00:10:24It makes me feel like the man I am.
00:10:27I don't think we will have an issue in that area whatsoever.
00:10:32Mm. Alrighty.
00:10:34Tori...
00:10:37..are you attracted to me?
00:10:39Am I your type?
00:10:42I am attracted to you, absolutely.
00:10:45No question.
00:10:49Are you my type? Yeah.
00:10:51You are pretty much cookie-cutter what I asked for.
00:10:55Values, looks, personality...
00:11:00..everything.
00:11:02Honestly, I couldn't ask for...
00:11:05..anything more.
00:11:07Like, you absolutely fit the mould.
00:11:10To a T. Yeah?
00:11:13Mm, yeah.
00:11:15They've done great.
00:11:17They've done great.
00:11:19I absolutely feel that. Yeah, right, OK.
00:11:24Shoot me.
00:11:28Do you feel any sexual chemistry with me?
00:11:33You answered that question...
00:11:35..immacul... What's that word?
00:11:37Immaculately. Immaculately.
00:11:39Immaculately. It was amazing the way you worded that.
00:11:45Um...
00:11:47I've definitely had, like, bigger sexual sparks instantly.
00:11:55Um, I think given the way we met
00:11:58and the mixed bag of emotions that were running through my body,
00:12:03in my head the day I met you,
00:12:06I wasn't like going,
00:12:08''Goddamn, I want to get this girl in bed.''
00:12:26Um, I think given the way we met
00:12:29and the mixed bag of emotions that were running through my body,
00:12:34in my head the day I met you,
00:12:36I wasn't like going,
00:12:38''Goddamn, I want to get this girl in bed.''
00:12:46I am a sexually driven guy.
00:12:49I've got to be connected to my partner,
00:12:51and that takes time for me.
00:12:53I nearly can pinpoint how long it takes.
00:12:56OK.
00:12:57I've said to the experts,
00:12:59when I first lay eyes on my bride,
00:13:01I want to get a feeling and a connection instantly.
00:13:04I can tell, like, within ten seconds,
00:13:07if I want to be physical with this girl one night or three months
00:13:11or put a ring on it.
00:13:13I'm hoping this experiment, as fast-paced as it is,
00:13:16it'll grow quicker than, you know, what the average time is for me.
00:13:20Mm-hm.
00:13:21Um, sex is a funny topic.
00:13:24Yeah.
00:13:25So it does happen in life.
00:13:27Like, I have had, um, moments
00:13:30where I do have that sexual spark instantly.
00:13:33I don't think we had it straight away.
00:13:37Yeah, I think it was him trying to keep his car close to his chest,
00:13:42which is fine.
00:13:44So it's not the first thing on my mind.
00:13:47I didn't even want to sleep with you the first night,
00:13:50second night, it was not on my mind.
00:13:53I'm a fierce lover and I'm a very passionate lover,
00:13:56you know?
00:13:57The stronger connection I can find with my partner, a.k.a. you,
00:14:02the more sexually attracted I will be.
00:14:05Therefore, that's when, you know,
00:14:08yeah, we'll be getting it on.
00:14:10Perfect.
00:14:12Right, well, that concludes that.
00:14:15She hasn't challenged me yet, which I thought she would,
00:14:18especially the day I met her and listening to her vows,
00:14:21I thought she would challenge me.
00:14:23I don't know if she's a bit more submissive
00:14:25than she bleeds out to be,
00:14:27or she might like me, might like me a lot
00:14:30and she's trying to please me, which is kind of sweet as well.
00:14:33I hope it's the latter.
00:14:35If I'm not sleeping with you in six weeks' time, something's wrong,
00:14:38I'll tell you that right now.
00:14:42With Jack setting a clear six-week deadline
00:14:45for when sex should transpire in his marriage,
00:14:50for Natalie and Collins, there are no such concerns.
00:14:55He's going to be the pillow wall guardian.
00:14:58I can't wait.
00:15:00Alright, no worries.
00:15:02I feel safer already.
00:15:14In Port Stephens,
00:15:16Lucinda and Timothy are getting ready
00:15:18for their first date of their lives.
00:15:21In Port Stephens,
00:15:23Lucinda and Timothy are waking up
00:15:25to the first full day of their honeymoon.
00:15:28This is it, eh? First morning.
00:15:30How are you feeling about everything?
00:15:32A little more relaxed, yeah.
00:15:34Timothy's unease with Lucinda's spiritual practices
00:15:38was palpable on their wedding day.
00:15:41What I would like to invite you to do first of all
00:15:44is close your eyes.
00:15:47Is this different?
00:15:49This is frankincense.
00:15:51Rose petals.
00:15:53When they were waving the chicken wing,
00:15:55I was waiting for something to fall out of the sky and just hit me.
00:15:58And a thunderstorm...
00:16:00I can feel rain.
00:16:02..threw their nuptials into chaos.
00:16:04Do we have a weather plan?
00:16:05Now shit gets real!
00:16:07Everybody, run for cover!
00:16:09That better not be an omen.
00:16:11But despite a tumultuous start to their wedding,
00:16:14the couple weathered the storm together.
00:16:16You put me at ease.
00:16:18And as they begin their honeymoon,
00:16:21Lucinda is eager to further broaden Timothy's horizons...
00:16:25Oh, my God!
00:16:27..with a life-drawing session.
00:16:29Tim!
00:16:31We're going to draw each other, are we?
00:16:33There's no chance of me getting my gear off and somebody painting me.
00:16:36I'm telling you right now.
00:16:38So, Elise, in you come.
00:16:40Oh, hello.
00:16:42Wow!
00:16:45Hi, Elise.
00:16:47We get to draw you.
00:16:49Fabulous.
00:16:53Holy shit.
00:16:55OK.
00:17:00It was very confronting.
00:17:02I just didn't know where to look.
00:17:04A good thing to do, Tim, is actually look at the body and not your paper.
00:17:08And appreciate the body.
00:17:10So you look at the lines, the curves, how it moves.
00:17:14I just... It's just...
00:17:16It's just not real often, you know?
00:17:18You just... Somebody just walks in and says,
00:17:21draw me. Yeah.
00:17:23I just... It just doesn't happen at my place that often.
00:17:27That often, never.
00:17:31Oh, God.
00:17:33This is awesome.
00:17:35But Lucinda, it was just natural for her.
00:17:38And, Elise, you're gorgeous, honey.
00:17:40So beautiful.
00:17:42She just compliments and, you know,
00:17:46lots of...
00:17:48hand movements.
00:17:50I'm loving all these awesome curves.
00:17:53From one voluptuous woman to another.
00:17:55So awesome.
00:17:57She just makes everyone feel very comfortable.
00:18:00I was grivering mess next to her, but, you know,
00:18:02the model was very comfortable.
00:18:04That was so beautiful. Thank you, honey.
00:18:06Thank you very much.
00:18:09You all right?
00:18:12It's not, you know...
00:18:13Obviously, I'm...
00:18:15Yeah.
00:18:17I appreciate your beautiful open mind as well.
00:18:20You've gone with it.
00:18:22I think it's great.
00:18:23That was just fun.
00:18:24At the end of the day, we just really enjoy each other
00:18:27and have such a laugh.
00:18:28So that, to me, is the best thing ever.
00:18:32I'd like to draw Tim naked at some point.
00:18:38Coming up...
00:18:41I've had to cancel one wedding before.
00:18:44That was the hardest thing to go through.
00:18:46A brand-new couple enter the experiment.
00:18:49Hi!
00:18:51Wow.
00:18:53But a protective cousin...
00:18:55I just have a gut feeling
00:18:57that he might be here to promote his business.
00:19:00..threatens to derail this bride's second chance at love.
00:19:04Red flags.
00:19:05Made me a little bit nervous.
00:19:14Back in Sydney,
00:19:16it's time to meet two new singles
00:19:19who are about to enter the experiment.
00:19:25I'm Ellie, I'm 32, I'm from Queensland,
00:19:28and I'm a nurse.
00:19:31All I've ever wanted in life
00:19:33was just the average Australian dream.
00:19:36And I almost had that with my ex-partner.
00:19:41We were together for six years.
00:19:43I was engaged, about to get married, just bought a house.
00:19:47We had spoken about starting a family.
00:19:49Yeah, I had my whole life mapped out,
00:19:51and then it all just crumbled.
00:19:55He went out one night
00:19:57and didn't come home until 10am the next morning.
00:20:00I tried phoning him.
00:20:02Hadn't taken my call all night,
00:20:04and I, deep down, knew that something wasn't right.
00:20:07And then when he came home the next day,
00:20:10it was just like, hey, I don't love you anymore.
00:20:13It was a big shock.
00:20:16And I was like, do you want to work on it?
00:20:18And he said no, and that was it.
00:20:21It was gut-wrenching, yeah, and really sad.
00:20:25How close were you to the wedding day?
00:20:27Three or four months out.
00:20:29Wow.
00:20:30So everything was pretty much planned.
00:20:32We'd sent out invites,
00:20:34and I had paid for my dress, had all my rings.
00:20:38Yeah, so I had to cancel all of that,
00:20:41and I had to do that by myself too.
00:20:44And you try and make those calls to everyone,
00:20:47and everyone wants to know why, and you're like...
00:20:49But very quickly, after we'd broken up,
00:20:52he was with someone else,
00:20:54and then, yeah, she got pregnant.
00:20:57Yeah, it was just insane.
00:20:59I could not believe that my life just changed like that overnight.
00:21:03I've definitely healed from that past relationship.
00:21:06I just thought, you know, we'll start again.
00:21:11I definitely want someone that's active,
00:21:14adventurous, and willing to try new things.
00:21:18Someone that loves travelling,
00:21:20and I really like someone that's got goals
00:21:23and a plan for their life.
00:21:25I do actually want children.
00:21:27My baby sister is having a baby.
00:21:30She's, like, four years younger than me.
00:21:32It just makes me realise that, you know,
00:21:34I do actually want that for myself in the future.
00:21:36And to meet someone that's also looking for that,
00:21:39that is the goal for me.
00:21:41And what I hope that I walk away with at the end
00:21:44is someone that, you know, I can share the rest of my life with
00:21:47and go on and have a happily ever after.
00:21:50So what would this life look like, do you think, for this ideal person?
00:21:54The white picket fence.
00:21:56Maybe. Is that what you see?
00:21:58I want to have a family and just the average Australian dream.
00:22:02Yes.
00:22:03And to be able to travel together and, yeah,
00:22:06try new things and new experiences.
00:22:12My name is Ben. I'm 39 years of age.
00:22:14I'm from Newcastle, New South Wales, and I'm a tour leader.
00:22:17In Venice, in Florence, Rome.
00:22:21I've been travelling for such a long time
00:22:24and I really wasn't ready to be in that long-term relationship.
00:22:28But I've shifted my priorities where I've put relationships at the top
00:22:33because you never know what tomorrow's going to bring.
00:22:38Recently, I lost my best mate to brain cancer.
00:22:43That shook me. You know, you lose your best mate when he's 36.
00:22:47He had so much to live for.
00:22:50Yeah, that was really hard.
00:22:55I don't get asked about that a lot.
00:22:58You know, that was a tough journey.
00:23:00Yeah.
00:23:02But it gave me a great perspective to reanalyse what's important.
00:23:06I had to sort of hit a big reset button.
00:23:08OK.
00:23:09And just look at all the pieces of my puzzle.
00:23:11You know, what's important?
00:23:13And part of that was relationships.
00:23:15That's at number one.
00:23:16You ready for love?
00:23:17Yes.
00:23:19You know, like, I've got good people around me.
00:23:22Got a good career.
00:23:23Everything's great.
00:23:24There's just that little piece that's missing.
00:23:26What makes a woman attractive?
00:23:28A nice smile.
00:23:29Yeah?
00:23:30I'm hoping that she's intelligent.
00:23:33Trustworthy.
00:23:34Sort of a helper-type personality.
00:23:37I find, sort of, is a good match.
00:23:40I'm hoping that she's smart.
00:23:43I find, sort of, is a good match.
00:23:46And that's about it.
00:23:47You think you want to have kids?
00:23:49Yes.
00:23:50Yeah.
00:23:51You know, 2.3 kids, a house.
00:23:53It's the Australian dream.
00:23:55And I want that.
00:23:56That's at number one.
00:23:59This is an amazing dress.
00:24:01It feels absolutely wild to be wedding dress shopping again.
00:24:08Beautiful.
00:24:10Ta-da!
00:24:12Second time's the charm.
00:24:14I can't believe we're doing this.
00:24:15I know, me either.
00:24:16We, as in I'm going with you.
00:24:20I really hope this works.
00:24:24Hopefully this is it.
00:24:28But I do feel optimistic going into this experiment.
00:24:32And it would just be amazing to meet my, like, perfect match.
00:24:36Ellie, I think, is a person who really deserves a second chance.
00:24:40She really is ready at this moment to form that connection,
00:24:44to form that bond, to fall in love.
00:24:46And she's really looking ahead into motherhood and taking those steps.
00:24:50They really are very much aligned
00:24:52in terms of what they want to get out of this relationship.
00:24:55You know, so often with this experiment,
00:24:57we have people coming into the process
00:24:59with really lofty goals and high expectations,
00:25:03sometimes unrelenting expectations.
00:25:05But with Ben and Ellie, their expectations are quite humble.
00:25:10You know, they really just want to find the one,
00:25:12settle down and create a beautiful home.
00:25:15And I think that's quite refreshing.
00:25:17Ellie and Ben, I think they stand a really, really good chance.
00:25:22Very hopeful about them.
00:25:26With less than 24 hours before her big day...
00:25:30Hey!
00:25:31Ellie is meeting up with her cousin Jordan for a final pep talk.
00:25:36Look, I got us a great table here.
00:25:38Jordan and I are really close
00:25:40because our mums are actually identical twins.
00:25:43Cheers to getting married.
00:25:45Cheers!
00:25:46Jordan has a great BS radar.
00:25:49He always says it how it is.
00:25:51And he's definitely very vocal,
00:25:53so I know that he is going to just say it straight to me,
00:25:56which is sometimes what I need to hear.
00:25:58Is this crazy?
00:26:00Absolutely it's crazy, Ellie.
00:26:03But do you know what?
00:26:05I would really hope that you are matched with somebody
00:26:08who would really care about you,
00:26:10want to grow a family with you,
00:26:12who would want to be there and support you for a long time.
00:26:15Yeah.
00:26:16You know, I want to have children one day.
00:26:18Like, tick, tick.
00:26:20You know, my little sister's beating me to it.
00:26:22Yeah, true. She is, isn't she?
00:26:24This could be it, and then there could be no more dating,
00:26:27and it could be the best thing ever.
00:26:29Ellie definitely sees the best in people.
00:26:31She always looks to the positive side,
00:26:33and I think it's good for her to have someone like me
00:26:36to bring her back down a little bit.
00:26:38I get pretty excited, and I kind of just, like, forget
00:26:41and, you know, try and see the best in someone.
00:26:43But, yeah, sometimes I wear my rose-coloured glasses.
00:26:46I'll be there.
00:26:48I'll be there, wine in hand.
00:26:50Excuse me.
00:26:51I'm definitely a protective cousin.
00:26:53We're family. I care about you.
00:26:55I'm protective of her because she's had a history
00:26:57of bad relationships in the past,
00:26:59and I don't want to see that again.
00:27:01You can be pretty vocal. Yeah.
00:27:03After a couple of drinks, you certainly don't hold anything back.
00:27:06If I said anything to anybody,
00:27:08it would be because I want the best for you.
00:27:11All right.
00:27:12I can always see somebody for directly who they are.
00:27:15Yeah.
00:27:16And I think it's going to be good having me there.
00:27:18I can always spot any kind of bullshit from a mile away.
00:27:28Today, I finally get to walk down the aisle.
00:27:32And the best outcome would be meeting my one true love
00:27:37and starting a family.
00:27:41That's all I've ever wanted in life,
00:27:44and I'm really optimistic about this experiment.
00:27:50I've lived around the world, travelled a lot,
00:27:53but I want love,
00:27:55and I want to settle down and start a family.
00:27:59So to be here now makes sense.
00:28:03I don't have a crystal ball, but who knows?
00:28:06I could live happily ever after.
00:28:11Hi.
00:28:13Oh, my gosh, look at you.
00:28:16Oh, my God, you make me cry.
00:28:20Oh, my God, you make me cry.
00:28:24Hi.
00:28:27I can't believe this is happening.
00:28:30Just don't wreck the make-up.
00:28:32I know.
00:28:33We've made it.
00:28:34I know.
00:28:35A little bit, you know, different,
00:28:37not knowing who I'm going to marry, but it's something.
00:28:40A little bit delayed, but hey, here we are.
00:28:42Today's going to be so amazing.
00:28:44This is the beginning of your happily ever after
00:28:47that you've always deserved.
00:28:49She deserves this happy day and happy ending,
00:28:52and I just hope it's perfect for her.
00:28:55All right, well, I'm going to see you at your wedding
00:28:58walking down the aisle.
00:28:59Amazing.
00:29:00I'll meet you there.
00:29:18Oh, wow.
00:29:20Oh, my gosh, this is amazing.
00:29:23What a place to have a wedding.
00:29:25It's gorgeous.
00:29:26That's lovely.
00:29:27It's all a bit surreal.
00:29:29Hey.
00:29:30Hey.
00:29:31Beautiful day.
00:29:37I am excited.
00:29:41I've lived a pretty, you know,
00:29:44I've lived a pretty unconventional wild lifestyle,
00:29:49but now I want something more,
00:29:53and I think I'm ready for it.
00:29:56To be here in the experiment,
00:29:59it's an outstanding opportunity in every shape and form,
00:30:04so I'm going to give it everything.
00:30:08Bring it on.
00:30:10Look who's coming.
00:30:12Ah, they're coming.
00:30:14Hi, how are you?
00:30:16Hi.
00:30:20Hi.
00:30:21Hi.
00:30:22Hello.
00:30:24How are you feeling?
00:30:25Excited.
00:30:26You're going to love her.
00:30:28I hope so.
00:30:29I bet she's excited.
00:30:30I can just imagine her.
00:30:37Ooh, yep, it's happening.
00:30:41I've been waiting for this moment for a very long time.
00:30:45It's very surreal to be in a big white dress.
00:30:50I've had to cancel one wedding before.
00:30:54That was the hardest thing to go through.
00:30:57So, so much is riding on this for me.
00:31:04All I've ever wanted in life is to get married and start a family,
00:31:09and I really hope that I meet someone amazing
00:31:12that just wants the same things that I do.
00:31:23I hope that I walk down that aisle,
00:31:25he turns around with a big smile on his face,
00:31:28and it's like we instantly click.
00:31:31I'm hoping it is a forever type of deal
00:31:34because the absolute goal for me at the end of this
00:31:37is to finally have my happily ever after.
00:31:41Oh, my God.
00:31:43She's so beautiful.
00:31:45So beautiful.
00:31:47Hi.
00:31:56Wow.
00:31:58Hi.
00:32:00Hello, everybody.
00:32:03Hi.
00:32:05Hi.
00:32:07Oh, my God.
00:32:10I can't believe I'm doing this.
00:32:12Hi, I'm Ellie.
00:32:13Hey, Ellie, Ben.
00:32:14Nice to meet you.
00:32:15Nice to meet you.
00:32:16As soon as I locked eyes with him, I was like, perfect.
00:32:19Oh, I'm nervous.
00:32:20I was so pleased, honestly.
00:32:22Hands down, the experts did a great job.
00:32:26You look amazing.
00:32:28Thank you, I was hoping for that.
00:32:30Oh, my God.
00:32:31Holy shit, she's beautiful.
00:32:34We like hold hands.
00:32:35Yeah, whatever you're comfortable with.
00:32:37Let's just do it.
00:32:38I need to hold on to something.
00:32:40Do you have children?
00:32:41No.
00:32:42Okay.
00:32:43Do you?
00:32:44No.
00:32:45That's good, ticking a few boxes already.
00:32:46Yeah.
00:32:47What do you do?
00:32:48I'm a nurse.
00:32:49What do you do?
00:32:50Wow, I'm a tour guide.
00:32:51Okay, yeah.
00:32:52You enjoy helping people.
00:32:53Yeah.
00:32:54We're off to a good start.
00:32:55This is going to work.
00:32:56It's going to work.
00:32:57I love traveling too.
00:32:58Really?
00:32:59Yeah, I do.
00:33:00Wow, my type of personality.
00:33:02Family and friends, we are gathered here today
00:33:05to witness the union of Ellie and Ben.
00:33:09Today, they will pledge their commitment
00:33:11to each other in marriage.
00:33:16Ellie and Ben will now share their personal vows,
00:33:18which they have written for one another.
00:33:21Okay.
00:33:22A bit of the old shake.
00:33:27Hey, Ben.
00:33:29I am so excited to be standing here,
00:33:31and crazily enough, marrying you today.
00:33:36I know this is a little unconventional
00:33:38and a pretty wild thing to do,
00:33:40but I'm hoping the experts have this right
00:33:45and that this decision to marry a complete stranger
00:33:47pays off as one of the best decisions of my life.
00:33:55I'm an eternal optimist,
00:33:56and I value honesty and respect
00:33:58and believe that every relationship must have these
00:34:00to have a solid foundation for something to grow.
00:34:04I've had my fair share of heartbreaks
00:34:06and letdowns in the past,
00:34:08which is what brought me here today.
00:34:11I'm hoping this turns out a little differently, though,
00:34:13which is why I'm willing to jump in the deep end with you
00:34:15and commit myself to this relationship.
00:34:19So, let's get married.
00:34:21Yeah!
00:34:25That was so good.
00:34:26Like, those words, like,
00:34:27that was exactly what I was thinking.
00:34:29Yeah.
00:34:30My type of personality.
00:34:31Yeah.
00:34:32Yeah.
00:34:33Ben, your vows?
00:34:34Sure.
00:34:36Ellie,
00:34:38I first want to thank you for taking this huge risk
00:34:40as we stand here together as complete strangers,
00:34:43placing our faith into the experts.
00:34:48Being a world traveller and a tour guide for many years,
00:34:50I've lived a life on the road with itchy feet.
00:34:53And as a result, romance has taken a back seat.
00:34:59But I've learned that love is life's greatest experience.
00:35:04And that's why I'm here standing in front of you.
00:35:07And I want to assure you that I'm here for genuine reasons.
00:35:14The experiment and you are now my priority.
00:35:16I hope that no matter what the outcome,
00:35:18if we put our best foot forward and take care for one another,
00:35:21we can never lose.
00:35:23I love that.
00:35:24That's really sweet.
00:35:30I loved his vows.
00:35:32He just seemed so genuine.
00:35:35And he's into travelling.
00:35:36I love travelling.
00:35:38And he doesn't have children just yet.
00:35:41I was like, perfect.
00:35:42Tick, tick, tick.
00:35:43All the boxes.
00:35:48Looks good, hey.
00:35:49Wow.
00:35:50Yeah.
00:35:51Oh my God.
00:35:53I feel like this could be it.
00:35:55Perfect.
00:35:58It is now my pleasure to pronounce you husband and wife.
00:36:03Oh my God.
00:36:07I cannot believe I got married.
00:36:09Ladies and gentlemen, Ben and Ellie.
00:36:13Finally.
00:36:14There is a ring on that finger.
00:36:15It feels a little strange.
00:36:17But yeah, I love it.
00:36:20I'm so excited.
00:36:21I'm so excited.
00:36:22I'm so excited.
00:36:23I'm so excited.
00:36:24I'm so excited.
00:36:25I'm so excited.
00:36:26I'm so excited.
00:36:27I'm so excited.
00:36:28I'm so excited.
00:36:29I'm so excited.
00:36:30I'm so excited.
00:36:32Yes.
00:36:34Yeah, it's going to take a while to get used to saying the word husband.
00:36:44As the sun sets on their wedding ceremony,
00:36:47Ellie and Ben are connecting over their shared love of travel.
00:36:51Northern Territory, Melbourne.
00:36:54I love that Ben is a tour guide.
00:36:56Wow.
00:36:57Yeah.
00:36:58Well travelled.
00:36:59Yeah.
00:37:00Getting along really well and from what I can gather, you know for our little chats together. He seems really great. I'm so happy
00:37:11I've had a great first impression. I
00:37:15Would not be laughing and smiling otherwise
00:37:19Then seems like a nice guy
00:37:22But I'm really nervous for Ellie because she always looks to the positives and people which has had a history of some terrible
00:37:29relationship and
00:37:31I don't want to see her get hurt again
00:37:34so I'm here to interrogate him I
00:37:38Hope that he has the right intentions to be a good loving husband
00:37:44We'll see
00:37:49What do you do for work Ben
00:37:55So it's all like two things
00:37:59So I'll do some tour guiding and doing like podcasts. It's like a hobby. Oh, you look
00:38:05Cool. You have a podcast
00:38:07Yeah, it's just all travel stuff
00:38:10How many subscribers do you have?
00:38:13Not much not much, okay
00:38:17Hey, can I just ask you though Ben?
00:38:21Why are you here?
00:38:23Are you looking for a relationship like a good long-term relationship?
00:38:34Yeah, I'm trying to suss you out and see if you're here just to start an only fans
00:38:40No, I don't pay to say this
00:38:44I've chosen a lot of travel for such a long time. It's yeah
00:38:49You know
00:38:51This man is getting gripped over here, isn't it? Yeah, it's a way they get to know you Vinny wine now
00:38:56It's a way they get to know you
00:39:08I can always see the red flags and people and I'm getting bad juju vibes
00:39:15I
00:39:24Just have it in my mind that Ben might be here for the wrong reasons
00:39:31Me runs a podcast runs a business a tour guide
00:39:35That tells me that he could potentially be looking for bang
00:39:38I
00:39:43Still to come it's gonna be completely frank with you our newest groom gets a grilling
00:39:48I have concerns that you might be here to promote your podcast and not giving your all to this relationship
00:39:57Yeah
00:39:59Connections grow as the honeymoons continue Eden
00:40:03Will you marry me? We just get along so well, so it feels like I've known him forever
00:40:07Before the honeymoon box got to be kidding me
00:40:11Exposes some difficult truths. This is my worst nightmare
00:40:16Do you feel any sexual chemistry with me?
00:40:20For you on us
00:40:25It's not there
00:40:27You
00:40:35With their wedding reception in full swing the newlywed nurse Ellie and travel guide Ben are
00:40:42Relishing in their successful pairing. I thought okay here in here. This is gone. I'm like
00:40:49One punch in one way
00:40:53All the tours that I went on the tour guides were absolute whores
00:41:03Like the tour guide, yeah
00:41:08Despite Ellie being happy with her new husband
00:41:11I know the protective cousin Jordan has concerns about Ben
00:41:17Following the admission that he has a podcast
00:41:21So far, I think Ellie's pretty smitten, but I just have a few I guess
00:41:26doubts about Ben I
00:41:29Just have a gut feeling that he is here to
00:41:33promote himself
00:41:38I'm definitely protective of Ellie. She's my closest family that I have and I only want the best for her
00:41:47So I'm gonna have a one-on-one conversation with him I want to know exactly why he's here
00:42:02So, how long have you been wanting to do married at first sight? Oh
00:42:07No, I got my interest a few years ago a few years ago, okay
00:42:13So you've tried doing this a few times have you yeah, okay, I nearly made it in 2021
00:42:22Like metal the hosts and it's a sorry
00:42:27Have you tried to do anything else like this before
00:42:31No, you haven't
00:42:35People's contacted me
00:42:38Okay, all right
00:42:40Okay, I don't
00:42:46I'm just gonna be completely frank with you. I have concerns that you might be here to promote your touring business
00:42:53Promote your podcast
00:42:54You're just here for bank
00:42:58And I just feel like hearing those sorts of things from you tonight I
00:43:04Just feel like that's potentially a possibility for you and not giving your all to this relationship
00:43:13No, I can see it makes sense
00:43:18Boy you'd reach those conclusions and if that does happen out of it, that's one sort of silver lining
00:43:30You know, but if love happens out of it
00:43:33Right
00:43:34Okay
00:43:38So you're saying you're kind of here for this and that
00:43:44Here for both reasons you want to promote yourself and
00:43:51Like
00:43:54So
00:43:55Relationship one thing but I love taking exciting adventures and risks. So I just did it with no intention
00:44:02Why not?
00:44:04But if you've been trying to do it for a while
00:44:10That's my head that's my thought pattern here, but it makes sense to me I like doing exciting things. Yeah
00:44:18Are you here for genuine reasons? Yeah, I think so
00:44:23Yeah, not sure how to elaborate
00:44:27Okay
00:44:33I
00:44:35Don't know you'll have to ask him that
00:44:40I'm not gonna lie. My concerns are still there. Yeah
00:44:45But I guess time will show that I feel like yeah, I really hope you look after her and you
00:44:51Do the right thing by it
00:44:55If I can say anything based on my actions, okay, please base me well, I look forward to seeing that
00:45:02Ben tried to reassure me that he was here for love. I don't believe him. I
00:45:09Want the best for Ellie and I think that potentially at this stage, I'm not convinced that he's gonna be the best for her
00:45:20Ellie needs to be cautious of who he is and exactly what his intentions are
00:45:32And
00:45:35I don't know
00:45:39Ben tried to reassure me that he was here for love. I don't believe them. I
00:45:46Want the best for Ellie and I think that potentially at this stage, I'm not convinced that he's gonna be the best for her
00:45:54I
00:45:57Are you guys going for a tour Ellie needs to be cautious of who he is and exactly what his intentions are
00:46:05You never know. You know what I mean? So I just figured why not? Yeah, why not? Give it a go
00:46:12What's your ball? No, it's nice guy. Yeah. Oh
00:46:17I'm gonna be honest with you when I
00:46:20Spoke to him and I felt like everything I asked him. It was just like a vague
00:46:28He didn't really answer the fact that what why is he here do what I mean
00:46:33Just hearing that conversation about, you know the podcast and a tour business
00:46:39I just have a gut feeling but he might be here to promote his business
00:46:45He wants to be a podcast owner. He wants to be promoting himself
00:46:49By getting married to you
00:46:53You're gonna see that side of him and it's like, okay like red flags
00:46:58You know hearing from my cousin that Ben just is here to promote himself
00:47:04Kind of was a bit of like a shock and also it made me think he might not be genuine
00:47:11Yeah made me a little bit nervous
00:47:13So
00:47:17I'd imagine family's an important thing. Yes, definitely. Yeah
00:47:23All right, everybody we have a speech from our lovely groom Ben
00:47:28Thank you. Oh
00:47:32Boy
00:47:34Where to begin
00:47:38Yeah, so I was actually having conversations about this before and you know, I know what you're thinking
00:47:44You know, what does Ben do is he here for the right reasons why is he still single
00:47:51Is he a nice guy?
00:47:53So hopefully and explain
00:47:57To answer some of these questions, I've never been married
00:48:00I've been traveling since I've been 22. I'm 39 now
00:48:06Like the Ben that you see right now before you is ready to plant some roots
00:48:11So I've been asked many times why do you want the experiment so many times why not
00:48:21Why not when you wanna do a podcast why not I love excitement I
00:48:26Love adventure and doing this experiment to me makes perfect sense
00:48:32So in the biggest thank you is to my wife for taking the biggest leap of faith saying why not to
00:48:40You get it
00:48:55Don't think that anything that Ben said has reassured me about what I think about him. I
00:49:02Think he said something about building a life, but I was just like
00:49:06You 38 mate like you've had 38 years to do this. What are you doing here? We're doing here. You're trying to promote your podcast
00:49:20I think that's enough of me being
00:49:25Congratulations to the bride and the groom Ellie and Ben and I'm looking forward to getting to know you more Ben
00:49:32And I'm looking forward to seeing some good green flags in the future
00:49:39Just hearing from my cousin Jordan looking forward to the first dance
00:49:43I don't want to call it a major red flag now. I think it's like a little amber flag
00:49:51I just need to find out more about him
00:50:01You're going to invite the bride and the groom up to cut the cake
00:50:08Hey, it looks amazing it seems the experts have actually delivered
00:50:14She's stunningly beautiful she's intelligent she's kind
00:50:19But
00:50:21Jordan suspected I might not be here for general reasons I
00:50:27Think it's a bit presumptuous to think that
00:50:31He's known me for a day
00:50:37Being interrogated, you know, that's a mood killer. It's just is
00:50:50In the New South Wales Southern Highlands
00:50:53Our most recent newlyweds Ellie and Ben are arriving to begin their honeymoon
00:51:01Oh
00:51:04My god, this is amazing
00:51:12In the Whitsundays
00:51:14We exchange rings again. Yep
00:51:16Jaden is winding back the clock on the experiment with an interesting proposition for new wife Eden Eden
00:51:24Will you marry me? I'm gonna ask you first. Yes. Yes. What do you think?
00:51:29Maybe
00:51:31Thank you
00:51:36Yeah, just so good we just get along so well it feels like I've known him forever
00:51:42But yeah, we haven't really delved into like past relationships and things like that
00:51:46You know, I I do want to open up to Jaden but takes me a while to get to that point with someone new
00:51:53Because I definitely don't trust people easily
00:51:55My last relationship we did break up because he cheated on me it came out in the end that he had cheated on me with
00:52:02my lifelong best friend
00:52:04Life-long friend
00:52:07That's like a insanely deep betrayal I
00:52:12Am so hesitant to date someone else and to be in that same position again
00:52:17Watch step you watch you all you trip over every time we walk
00:52:21I
00:52:22Feel like the vibe between the two of us is pretty unique and rare that that happens so quickly. How's this?
00:52:30lovely
00:52:31So I'm hoping that he
00:52:33Can get me to trust him, but I do think I need to tell him about my past situation
00:52:41So it for me going into any new relationship whether it's a friendship or it's a relationship, I'm so skeptical
00:52:49Because my ex-partner cheated on me with my lifelong best friend
00:52:55Yeah, it definitely has affected how I approach new people
00:53:00That probably that's why I'm a little bit of a slow burner. I'd say because I'm not very trusting initially
00:53:05Do you think I haven't I don't I've only known you for a couple days
00:53:08Do you think you there might be some trust issues or you might read into other things down the line with me?
00:53:14I think I would hope that you prove yourself to be a loyal person like reassurance. Yeah, I
00:53:21Think actions speak louder than words. So it's just yeah the way that you show it I guess but
00:53:27You got to protect your feelings. I get that. Yeah, that's what it is. It's just like protecting myself
00:53:30I guess I just want you to know you're everything that I want and you really yeah
00:53:35Eden has definitely been through a lot of heartbreak
00:53:39It might not be the most pleasant thing to talk about but I'm happy she opened up a bit more
00:53:44And you know, I want her to know that I'm definitely someone that she can trust. Yeah, I love that. That's good
00:53:49It's almost like too good to be true how well we've gotten along and honest
00:53:52I feel like we've hit it off far quicker than I've probably ever hit it off with anyone
00:53:55I think that it was something that we needed to talk out but Jaden made me feel comfortable talking about my past situation
00:54:01Very good signs. I'm hoping over time. I'll get that reassurance from him
00:54:09My god, we always say the same things
00:54:18Gosh we've been spoiled on this honeymoon. This has been pretty amazing. There's no question
00:54:23And it's so good to do it with you after connecting over their shared sense of humor during a life drawing session
00:54:30That was a lot of fun newlyweds Lucinda and Timothy are finishing up an intimate lunch
00:54:36That was such a treat
00:54:38Smashed it. Well done. And while their honeymoon is off to a light-hearted start
00:54:43The couple will now need to foster openness and honesty with the arrival of the honeymoon box
00:54:50This has arrived from the experts
00:54:55Eating me
00:54:59Let's have a look this is exciting
00:55:05I don't enjoy talking about feelings and emotions. I
00:55:10Find it incredibly tough
00:55:12So this is my worst nightmare
00:55:17Yeah
00:55:21Like every red-blooded man over 45 we're taught to put our emotions and squash them down
00:55:29I'm the opposite
00:55:31I
00:55:33Let's do this, okay
00:55:36Is that okay? Yeah. Yeah. Yeah, just checking in the tin man
00:55:40No, huh?
00:55:42We're gonna get that home pop it back in where it belongs
00:55:47How sexually adventurous are you?
00:55:51I'm very immersed in
00:55:54sort of sexual exploration, I suppose I
00:55:58mean I I
00:56:00host
00:56:02tantric sexual
00:56:04Festivals, you know, I've been I've been emceeing
00:56:08tantric workshops for years and years I
00:56:12Would be adventurous
00:56:14according to most
00:56:16Right. Yeah
00:56:19And you how sexually adventurous you
00:56:27Yeah, I'm not that bad
00:56:29Are you a bit of a jackhammer?
00:56:34I mean
00:56:37I don't know how to answer this like
00:56:40You know you get ice cream what sort of ice cream do you eat?
00:56:45Probably not vanilla more peppermint choc chip. See or something could be boutique
00:56:52I don't know. I eat vanilla every time. Okay, I ordered a vanilla milkshake today. Yeah
00:57:00Pick the next one
00:57:02Do you feel any sexual chemistry with me? Yes a
00:57:07Couple of times. I've like had some activation here with a lovely kiss that we've had
00:57:13Like I can feel it. I can feel that I would you know
00:57:17When the times ride and you feel comfortable, I'd love to be more intimate with you
00:57:23Yeah, I feel an energy there
00:57:25okay, and
00:57:27I you know new scrumptious you yummy. I want to be close
00:57:33right
00:57:35Do you feel any sexual chemistry with me?
00:57:41Be honest
00:57:52Um
00:57:57Um
00:58:19Do you feel any sexual chemistry with me?
00:58:22I
00:58:25Be honest
00:58:48It's a
00:58:52Go on, say it. Get it out.
00:59:04It's got to grow for me. It's not an instantaneous thing.
00:59:12So you don't have any sexual attraction to me?
00:59:14It's not that I don't, or it's just...
00:59:18It's not there.
00:59:22Yet.
00:59:29Okay.
00:59:31He was very direct and honest, and I respect that,
00:59:34although my heart did go real.
00:59:37Like, I was a little bit deflated.
00:59:53I genuinely feel like shit.
00:59:57Because I know what it's like.
01:00:01Rejection to the face just sucks.
01:00:04And I just felt that I hurt somebody.
01:00:09It's bullshit.
01:00:12There's no sexual chemistry with me yet.
01:00:25I do understand your answer.
01:00:27Okay.
01:00:28Yeah, I get it.
01:00:31It's still early days, and I'm a patient woman.
01:00:34You know, I mean, I'm absolutely happy to give it time.
01:00:40You know, there's no question you've got a good heart and a good soul.
01:00:44If there's any shortcomings, it's mine.
01:00:48Lucinda is an amazing person,
01:00:51and I don't take it lightly that it's an incredible opportunity
01:00:56to be in this experiment with her,
01:01:00but I feel shit for her that she got paired up with me.
01:01:09Yeah.
01:01:12Sounds like you don't think you're good enough.
01:01:16I don't.
01:01:20I don't think I'm good enough.
01:01:23I think she can do better.
01:01:28Let's pick the next one.
01:01:30Thanks for sharing.
01:01:32I feel like Tim's a little bit of a rubber band.
01:01:36It's like there's a bit of a crack and then a pullback
01:01:38and a crack and a pullback,
01:01:40and, you know, it's going to require a bit of patience for me,
01:01:43but I'm here.
01:01:44I'm a patient woman, and I do think he's worth it,
01:01:47so I'll just keep gently prising through the shell.
01:01:54Why did you apply for this experiment?
01:01:59I am ready for a husband and sharing my magnificent life,
01:02:03so, yeah, I feel that's my deep truth.
01:02:08And for you?
01:02:10Why did I apply?
01:02:15There was a specific moment in time six weeks ago.
01:02:20Dad died, and I was in that room or at the airport,
01:02:25especially at the airport, when I was just sitting there
01:02:28and I wanted to be able to phone somebody,
01:02:33and I didn't and couldn't, and I just went,
01:02:39I am alone.
01:02:52That's it?
01:02:54No.
01:02:59****
01:03:07Like, right now I want to cry, you know, for you.
01:03:10Like, I just feel, you know, that makes me...
01:03:16I see your little tender bits and your vulnerable bits,
01:03:19and they are welcome here.
01:03:25And, yeah, I see you too.
01:03:29I've got lots of compassion for Tim.
01:03:31There's been lots of loss and trauma that he buries.
01:03:35That's a lot for anybody to hold in, actually.
01:03:39What?
01:03:40Your loss.
01:03:42What's that?
01:03:43Your loss.
01:03:44What about it?
01:03:45It's a lot.
01:03:46No, it's not.
01:03:47It's only if you think about it.
01:03:48It's like feeling...
01:03:51I feel like he is a hard egg to crack.
01:03:56Right?
01:03:57Yeah.
01:03:58Yes, at this point he's not sexually attracted to me,
01:04:01but, you know, I'm not giving up.
01:04:02I just need to keep showing up and loving him for where he is.
01:04:09I hold the lantern of hope.
01:04:18I'm so ready.
01:04:19I couldn't be more ready.
01:04:22Sunday.
01:04:23God, I hope I'm not getting married in church.
01:04:25I feel like if I walk into a church, I will burst into flames.
01:04:29The final weddings will unleash...
01:04:33Grabbed life by the balls.
01:04:35I'm a bride!
01:04:36She's a bride!
01:04:37I'm a bride!
01:04:38The most chaotic...
01:04:40I'm ready for a drink.
01:04:41What time is it?
01:04:42...night of love.
01:04:43She's a bitch.
01:04:44I forgot my bouquet.
01:04:45I hope he likes a dirty bride.
01:04:47Brace yourself.
01:04:49That came out wrong.
01:04:50It's gonna be...
01:04:52I got fucked wild in Bali.
01:04:54Oh, my God, I'm gonna blow your mind.
01:04:55...a bumpy ride.
01:04:57Remember that time we first laid eyes on each other?
01:05:00I just knew that you were going to be my husband.
01:05:03The final weddings, Sunday at 7.
01:05:07Then, the Monday night dinner party.
01:05:11Oh, my God.
01:05:12Bit of an elephant in the room.
01:05:14I'm so sorry.