Buffy The Vampire Slayer Season 5 Episode 21 The Weight Of The World
Buffy The Vampire Slayer Season 5 Episode 21 The Weight Of The World
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00:00all this time. Glorificus will find the witch. Witch? Terra. You're not the key, you're nothing.
00:06No!
00:08Terra!
00:10I'm so sorry.
00:12They kill Maith.
00:14Not if I get the key first.
00:16Could you do it? Take a human life with your own hands?
00:22I told you this wasn't over.
00:24Such pure green energy.
00:26The key.
00:29Pack up whatever supplies we need, and that's it. We're gone.
00:31Giles!
00:33I see them!
00:37Puffy! How is he?
00:39Will?
00:41I think I got him stabilized, but there's a lot of damage. We need to get him out of here.
00:45We got company.
00:47The key.
00:53Once the key is activated,
00:55the walls separating realities will crumble.
00:57Dimensions will bleed into each other.
00:59I won't let anything happen to you.
01:01Let me out!
01:03Will, open a door!
01:05No!
01:07Puffy!
01:09John!
01:11Puffy, you have to get up!
01:13Puffy, please!
01:15Puffy!
01:23Quickly, quickly!
01:26Already, we're behind schedule.
01:28Someone's bound for a beheading.
01:30Let's make sure it's not me.
01:32Why do we remain when a moment of triumph lies so close at hand?
01:36The glorious one.
01:38Having acquired much in this world
01:40doesn't exactly travel lightly.
01:42Hey!
01:44Minions!
01:46I can hear you.
01:48Godlike ears don't miss much.
01:50Know what I'm saying?
01:52Come here.
01:55Spurred on by treacherous urging.
01:57Guys!
01:59I'm not going to kill you.
02:01Not in the mood.
02:05What do you think that's about?
02:07In mercy, does your power lie?
02:09No brainless
02:11and torture death and chaos
02:13does my power lie.
02:17Tell me, why am I not popping your head
02:19like a zit right now?
02:21Maybe I'm just hungry.
02:23Yes.
02:25We shall fetch a lovely...
02:27No, I'm not hungry.
02:29Just a little tight in the skin is all.
02:33I've been waiting an eternity.
02:35Well, 25 human years.
02:37And it all comes down to tonight.
02:41The portal shall open.
02:43The great glorificus shall return.
02:45To the hell I came from.
02:47Where I'm going to rain down
02:50more supersized portions of slaughter, mayhem
02:52and bloodshed than any of you scabs
02:54can even dream about.
03:00So how come I ain't happy?
03:04I got everything I ever wanted.
03:08Still,
03:10something's off.
03:14I don't know. What do you think?
03:20Better part of a century
03:22spent in delinquency
03:24just paid off.
03:26Hot-wired Ben's auto.
03:28Who's for getting the hell out of here?
03:30All in favor, let's do it.
03:32You good to go?
03:34Oh, don't worry about me.
03:36How's Buffy?
03:38Same.
03:40Still.
03:42It's been almost a half an hour.
03:44Slayer's gonna be all right, won't she?
03:47You should try again, Will.
03:49All right.
03:51But I'm not even sure
03:53she's, you know,
03:55really in there.
03:57Try.
04:07Can you hear me?
04:11Buffy?
04:13Buffy?
04:19Buffy?
04:23Buffy?
04:43Buffy?
05:03Buffy?
05:13Buffy?
05:29Buffy?
05:33She can't just be brain-dead.
05:37I mean,
05:39she's still Buffy.
05:42Somewhere in there, right?
05:44Spike, come on. We're not gonna get Dawn back
05:46by sitting around here.
05:48You're not gonna get Dawn back any way you slice it, Harris.
05:50That's for Buffy to decide.
05:52Good. Panic. That ought to help.
05:54We should move her.
05:56Unless we shouldn't.
05:58Should we?
06:00Couldn't that make it worse?
06:02I think I've read that somewhere.
06:06I am so large with not knowing.
06:08It's impossible to know for sure.
06:12Losing Dawn after all that Buffy's been through
06:14I think it's pushed her too far
06:16into some sort of catatonia.
06:18You don't need a diploma to see that.
06:20Snap her out of it.
06:22Buffy!
06:26Oi! Rise and shine, love.
06:28Spike.
06:30Come on, people. A girl's endowed with slave strength.
06:32It's probably time to get dainty.
06:34Buffy!
06:36We tried that.
06:38You didn't try that.
06:42Are you insane?
06:44We could be dealing with neurological damage here.
06:46You wanna kill her?
06:48We have to do something.
06:50I can't just sit here watching.
06:52You waste time with K-Gloves.
06:54I'm willing to wager when all's said and done
06:56Buffy likes it rough.
06:58Separate.
07:06Buffy's out.
07:08Glory has Dawn.
07:11Sometime real soon
07:13she's gonna use Dawn to tear down the barrier
07:15between every dimension there is.
07:17So if you two wanna fight
07:19you do it after the world ends.
07:21Okay?
07:23Alright.
07:25First we head back to Sunnydale.
07:27Xander will take Giles
07:29to a hospital.
07:31Anya's looking after Tara.
07:33And Spike
07:35you find Glory.
07:37Check her apartment, see if she's still there.
07:39Try anything stupid like payback
07:41and I will get very cranky.
07:47Everyone clear?
07:51Anya?
07:55What will you do?
07:57I'll help Buffy.
07:59Okay then.
08:01The world is spinning.
08:05Starts a new day.
08:08Big day.
08:10Shh.
08:14Will?
08:16Now
08:18don't turn me into a horned toad
08:20for asking but
08:22what if we come across Ben?
08:24I don't think
08:26a doctor's what Buffy needs
08:28right now.
08:30Especially not one who also happens to be Glory.
08:32What do you mean?
08:34You know
08:36Ben is Glory.
08:38You mean Ben's with Glory?
08:40With
08:42in what sense?
08:44They're working together?
08:46No, no. Ben is Glory
08:48Glory's Ben.
08:50They're one and the same.
08:54When did all this happen?
08:56Not one hour ago.
08:58Right here before your very eyes.
09:00Ben came
09:02turned into Glory
09:05and that's the kid and vanished, remember?
09:09You do remember.
09:13Is everyone here very stoned?
09:17Ben!
09:19Glory! He's a doctor
09:21she's the beast.
09:23Two entirely separate entities sharing
09:25one body. It's like a bloody sitcom.
09:27Surely you remember.
09:29So you're saying
09:31Ben and Glory
09:34have a connection.
09:36Yes, obviously.
09:38But what kind?
09:40Oh, I get it.
09:42It's very crafty.
09:44Glory's work
09:46the kind of mojo where anyone who sees
09:48a little presto chango instantly
09:50forgets. And yours truly
09:52being somewhat other than human
09:54stands immune.
09:56So
09:58Ben and Glory
10:00are the same person?
10:04Glory can turn into
10:06Ben and Ben turns
10:08back into Glory.
10:10And anyone who sees it
10:12instantly forgets.
10:14And a Cupid
10:16doll for the lady.
10:18Excellent.
10:20Now
10:22do we suspect
10:24that there may be some kind
10:26of connection between Ben
10:28and Glory?
10:34The King.
10:36The King.
10:38The King.
10:40The King.
10:42The King.
10:44The King.
10:46The King.
10:48The King.
10:50The King.
10:52The King.
10:54The King.
10:56The King.
10:58The King.
11:00The King.
11:02The King.
11:12Unbelievable
11:14how annoying the Glories can be.
11:16They merely sense that tonight
11:18at last the dimensional portal shall
11:20open. Ushering in a long and
11:22bloody raid of the great-
11:24What's he doing?
11:26I must
11:28anoint the key.
11:31Really don't. Go.
11:33But- Get out!
11:35Get out! Get out!
11:41You know
11:43we capture
11:45Godhood and unleash Armageddon
11:47and all of a sudden everybody
11:49wants to be a part of the inner circle.
11:57You okay?
12:01I wanna go home.
12:05Sweetie.
12:07Aww.
12:13You're about to.
12:17Not that fake suburban nightmare the monks cooked up for you.
12:19I mean your real home
12:21as the key.
12:23You fit in a lock.
12:25Well it's like
12:27a lock.
12:31You want a pizza?
12:35Hello?
12:37I don't know if this thing gets cabled.
12:39Doubtful.
12:41Please.
12:43Stop.
12:45You nervous?
12:47Yes.
12:51I know how you feel.
12:55It was your last night.
12:57As you know.
13:00A human.
13:02This body?
13:04It's just a rental, Donnie.
13:06Being human
13:08is like a costume for girls like you and me.
13:12Being something else,
13:14that's what we are.
13:16Don't.
13:18What?
13:20Don't call me
13:22Donnie.
13:24Ha.
13:28Wow.
13:32You know that actually hurt my feelings.
13:34I'm sorry.
13:38Not the point.
13:42I'm just thinking
13:44here I am trying to make you feel better
13:46when comforting others
13:48is not part of my life.
13:50And I'm doing it
13:53so I can stop
13:55feeling so
14:01Help me out.
14:03Guilty.
14:05Guilty?
14:07That's it.
14:13But I'm not supposed to feel guilty.
14:17I'm not supposed to feel anything.
14:19I'm a god.
14:22I'm above it.
14:24I'm
14:28human.
14:32You did this to me, didn't you?
14:34Some sort of spell.
14:36You've been hanging with the wicker.
14:38You could have...
14:40No.
14:42Not magic.
14:44Something else.
14:46Still, it is you doing this.
14:48I'm not doing
14:50anything.
14:52I swear.
14:54We'll see.
14:56Anoint this thing now.
14:58You know what they're all
15:00chanting while we're out there, Donnie?
15:02What?
15:04We found out your blood
15:06is the key to the key.
15:08All I gotta
15:10do is bleed you dry
15:12the portal opens up and I can
15:14go home.
15:17Snap yourself out, girlfriend.
15:19Make me feel bad as you can.
15:25Because tomorrow
15:27you bleed,
15:29little girl.
15:33You sure you know what you're doing?
15:35I think so.
15:37I don't know.
15:41It's not exactly well-explored
15:43territory, but
15:46I've got to try.
15:48Spelling. This could be really
15:50dangerous for Buffy
15:52and you.
15:54Time. Oh, time is coming.
15:58Shh.
16:00It's okay. I'm here.
16:06You'll look after her while I'm...
16:08Sure.
16:10What do I do?
16:12Mostly.
16:14Be here for her.
16:18And there's some pills in my knapsack.
16:20Half of one every two hours
16:22keeps her pretty mellow.
16:24You think you'll be gone more than two hours?
16:28Wish me luck.
16:30Okay.
16:34Good luck.
16:38Thanks.
16:41Okay.
16:43Be good now, sweetie.
16:45I'll be back as soon as I can.
16:47Okay?
16:49We're good?
17:05Good luck.
17:10Bye.
17:40Bye.
18:11Hi, Willow.
18:29Hello, Buffy.
18:40Hello, Buffy.
19:11Hello, Buffy.
19:13Hello, Buffy.
19:15Hello, Buffy.
19:17Hello, Buffy.
19:19Hello, Buffy.
19:21Hello, Buffy.
19:23Hello, Buffy.
19:25Hello, Buffy.
19:27Hello, Buffy.
19:29Hello, Buffy.
19:31Hello, Buffy.
19:33Hello, Buffy.
19:35Hello, Buffy.
19:37Hello, Buffy.
19:39Hello, Buffy.
19:41Hello, Buffy.
19:43Hello, Buffy.
19:45Hello, Buffy.
19:47Hello, Buffy.
19:49Hello, Buffy.
19:51Hello, Buffy.
19:53Hello, Buffy.
19:55Hello, Buffy.
19:57Hello, Buffy.
19:59Hello, Buffy.
20:01Hello, Buffy.
20:03Hello, Buffy.
20:05Hello, Buffy.
20:08What are you doing here?
20:13Actually, I'm looking for you.
20:19Do you like dolls?
20:21Buffy, what are you doing here?
20:26I like it here.
20:31You know we need you.
20:33You have to come out.
20:35I need you.
20:37You have to come out.
20:39Why?
20:41To be with your friends.
20:43It's a big day for me.
20:46Hello.
20:47Mommy, Daddy.
20:51You're back, you're back.
20:53Hello, Buffy.
20:54How's my girl?
20:57Are you ready to meet your new baby sister?
21:01Oh, come on now, Buffy.
21:03There's nothing to be afraid of.
21:05Who's afraid?
21:07Don't you want to be the big sister?
21:09No, I want to be the baby.
21:12Buffy.
21:13You're gonna pay more attention to her
21:15and forget all about me.
21:24Doesn't she look funny?
21:26Like a wrinkly old grandpa.
21:30Like this?
21:32Okay, support the head, there you go.
21:36We're calling her Dawn.
21:38Dawn.
21:42I could be the one to look after her sometimes.
21:47If you need any help, or...
21:50Mom, can I take care of her?
21:54Yes, Buffy, you can take care of her.
22:01Okay.
22:15Okay.
22:29How you doing?
22:32I'm doing okay, that's what I answer pointless questions.
22:35Where's Buffy?
22:36Willow's on it, or in it.
22:39She's working some spell
22:40trying to reach Buffy psychically.
22:42She's gone into Buffy's mind?
22:44Pretty trippy stuff.
22:46It's extraordinarily advanced.
22:49I was thinking we should check on Blue-Eye's victims
22:51while we're here.
22:54On the mental ward, I already been.
22:55The vegetable section is closed, nobody there.
22:58I thought Blue-Eye got up and walked away.
23:01Checked out Glory's flight.
23:03Looks like the Great One has scampered.
23:06Gone to perform her ritual with Dawn
23:09and leaving us entirely clueless.
23:12Not entirely.
23:16I know this bloke.
23:18Well, not so much a bloke, so much as demon,
23:22but still bookish.
23:25All tuned into the nastier corners
23:26of the magic world.
23:28It's a bit of a last resort, really,
23:30but still, I might persuade him.
23:33Suss out Glory's game plan.
23:40Sound worthy?
23:44Off we go, then.
23:45Meet back at the shop.
23:49Found Ben's in the room at Glory's.
23:51Didn't learn much.
23:53Wait, wait, wait, wait.
23:55Ben?
23:56Glory's?
23:58You're saying all this time he's been subletting from me?
24:01This is gonna be worth it.
24:04Ow!
24:08Last time, from the top.
24:13I'm hating this, Merc.
24:16And this would be what, exactly, Your Holiness?
24:19Memories.
24:21I'm starting to remember the things Ben did.
24:24The people he spoke with, the people he wore.
24:28Kid.
24:31I came, he came to see you, didn't he?
24:37Ben?
24:38Yeah, Ben.
24:42You called him to the desert
24:43when you were hiding from me.
24:46And he came.
24:48And then he was me, you remember?
24:52Yes.
24:54See, she's not supposed to remember that.
24:56Nobody should.
24:58The cloak between Ben and me is fading.
25:01I almost helped her.
25:04I wanted to.
25:07I can't do this.
25:12Get him out of me.
25:14What?
25:16Ben.
25:18The human meat sack is infecting me.
25:21Do your mojo, make an incision or removal
25:24or whatever you gotta do.
25:28Help me.
25:30I'm thinking Ben's thoughts and I'm feeling his feelings.
25:36And the, I...
25:40You can't kill the girl.
25:44Damn it.
25:49Help me.
25:51This I cannot do.
25:54You risk terrible magics in opening the portal.
25:59Nothing comes without a price.
26:02This is yours.
26:07Gods don't pay.
26:14We do this now.
26:21Hey, I know you.
26:23You're the first original Slayer
26:25who tried killing us all in our dreams.
26:31How've you been?
26:32Death is your gift.
26:36Death is my gift?
26:38Wait, death is her what?
26:40Death is your gift.
26:50Where are you going?
26:54Glorificus, wait.
26:56Kill the key now and all will be lost.
26:58We'll be stuck on this mortal plane forever.
27:03All right, you're right.
27:05It's cool.
27:07I'm just a little emotional right now.
27:10I'm just a little emotional right now.
27:13I'm just a little emotional right now.
27:17I'm just a little emotional right now.
27:21What's your fear in the irony?
27:22Funny.
27:24Leave, we need a little girl time.
27:27Goodbye.
27:35How do they do it?
27:38Do what?
27:40People.
27:41How do they function here like this in the world
27:44with all this bio running through them?
27:46Every day it's woo, you have no control.
27:50They're not even animals.
27:51They're just these meat baggy slaves
27:53to hormones and pheromones and their feelings.
27:58Hate them.
28:00I mean really.
28:01Is this what the poets go on about, this?
28:06Call me crazy, but as hardcore drugs go,
28:09human emotion's just useless.
28:11People are puppets.
28:13Everyone getting jerked around by what they're feeling.
28:16Am I wrong?
28:18Really, I want to know.
28:23Gonna bleed you either way.
28:29Depends on the person.
28:31So you're saying some people like this?
28:34Some.
28:35Funny.
28:36Because I look around at this world
28:38you're so eager to be a part of,
28:40and all I see is six billion lunatics
28:42looking for the fastest ride out.
28:46Who's not crazy?
28:48Look around.
28:50Everyone's drinking, smoking, shooting up,
28:54shooting each other, just plain screwing their brains out
28:58because they don't want them anymore.
29:02I'm crazy.
29:05Honey, I'm the original one-eyed chicklet
29:08in the kingdom of the blind.
29:11Because at least I admit the world makes me nuts.
29:15Name one person who can take it.
29:18That's all I'm asking.
29:20Name one.
29:24Buffy.
29:32I can't keep following you around like this, Buffy.
29:35We have to go.
29:37You have to talk to me.
29:51I'm sorry.
29:54Don't be.
29:56Death is my gift.
30:00Yeah, I keep hearing that,
30:01but I'm not exactly sure what it means.
30:07It's really not that complicated.
30:10Not for you, maybe.
30:17It's what I do.
30:19Come on, you've known me for how long?
30:23It's what I'm here for.
30:25It's all I am.
30:33Stop.
30:34No.
30:37God, no.
30:40What?
30:42I keep telling you, Will.
30:44I figured it out.
30:46Death is my gift.
30:59Oh, Ben, this is really not a good time.
31:04Dawn, has Glory hurt you?
31:07No, not yet.
31:13But I have to get out of here.
31:18Ben?
31:22Are you okay?
31:26Where is it?
31:31Worse what?
31:33All the blood.
31:35I can feel it.
31:37It's still warm and wet.
31:42And Glory, oh God.
31:46She slaughtered hundreds of men.
31:50I can feel them breaking.
31:53Ben, something is happening to both you and Glory.
31:59I'm remembering her, aren't I?
32:02Things she's done, things she's going to do.
32:05I know.
32:06She told me.
32:08I think whatever the magic is that keeps you guys apart
32:11is starting to break down.
32:14Ben, Glory could come back any minute.
32:18How could she do this?
32:20I don't know.
32:22But we have to get out of here and find Buffy.
32:24No, I mean, I have a job.
32:28I have a life in Glory.
32:30She never once thinks about me in all this.
32:38Help me.
32:39How?
32:41Highness.
32:45Please.
32:46Is everything all right?
32:50Your Highness.
32:52Ooh.
32:59I'll take you as far as I can,
33:01ditch you before she comes back.
33:03Okay, now this is weird.
33:07Hi, Willow.
33:08What are you doing here?
33:10Actually, I'm looking for you here again.
33:14Do you like dolls?
33:17No, and I think we already dejaed this voo.
33:23You talk funny.
33:26Yes, as you'll tell me again when we're older
33:29and in chem class.
33:31Buffy, what are we doing here?
33:35Don't you like it here?
33:37No, I don't like it here.
33:40What are we doing here?
33:41Don't you like it here?
33:44We don't have time.
33:47Mommy, Daddy.
33:49We're home.
33:51You're back, you're back.
33:54Hi, Buffy.
33:59We're calling her Dawn.
34:10I could be the one to look after her sometimes.
34:24It's always open.
34:26What can I do for you boys?
34:29Want some cocoa?
34:32No.
34:33We need information.
34:36We need Ben's glory.
34:37Glory?
34:39Who's what?
34:40Look at this, special ed remembers.
34:42Yeah, I do.
34:44Ben's glory and glory's Ben.
34:47It's like this fog's lifted.
34:49Wonderful, but not while we're here.
34:52Hell God type, name of glory.
34:55A.K.A. Ben.
34:57Has gone missing.
34:58She's brewing up some major league bad
35:01and she's Nick the Slayer's kid sister in the bargain.
35:05Girl, you brought her.
35:08Sweet little thing.
35:09How'd things work out with her mom?
35:12Changed her mind, didn't she?
35:15Yeah.
35:17You got any idea where glory would take her?
35:21Glory.
35:22Glory.
35:24Ooh.
35:26You don't mean Glorificus.
35:29Gosh, what do you want to get mixed up with her for?
35:32That's a sure way to get yourselves killed.
35:35I hear she's awfully unpleasant.
35:37When it comes to hell gods,
35:39my best advice is get out of the way and stay there.
35:44I'd love to.
35:46Can't.
35:47Well, other than that,
35:52I'd like to help.
35:55But I'm a small town guy.
35:58This Glorificus, if it is her,
36:02she's big city.
36:04She's got Dom.
36:06Right.
36:09Well, I may know a fella, you know,
36:12who knows a fella in China.
36:15He might-
36:16How the hell are we supposed to get to China?
36:18Teleport?
36:19I guess.
36:21You know, if you're in that much of a hurry,
36:24wish you luck.
36:26You're lying.
36:29And what's more,
36:31I believe you're standing right in front
36:33of the very thing we need.
36:41Idiot.
36:43Get him!
36:54You think only underworld bottom feeders worship the beast?
37:02No.
37:07Her day is coming, boys.
37:11And when she returns,
37:13then you're gonna see something.
37:33What do we get?
37:36Something worth dying for.
37:51Buffy, will you just stop a second and listen to me?
37:55Buffy.
37:57Buffy.
38:00Buffy.
38:03You have to stop doing this.
38:06Doing what?
38:07Killing Dom.
38:09Why?
38:10Because this never happened.
38:12You never killed your sister.
38:15Will, I did this.
38:17In your imagination.
38:19None of this is real.
38:22You're stuck in some kind of loop.
38:25I don't know what you're talking about.
38:27Excuse me.
38:29Buffy, why are you doing this?
38:33I think they see us.
38:38Stay close to me.
38:39Don't look back.
38:44Shh.
38:45Stay very still.
38:58I'm sorry.
38:59Sorry?
39:02That actually hurt when you creeped me about that puke.
39:14Okay, first thought, just totally spontaneous,
39:17unfiltered, off the top of my head.
39:19Ow.
39:22You hit Ben in his soft human head.
39:26You hit Ben in his soft human head,
39:29and I remember the pain.
39:34You probably think I won't waste
39:35any precious blood of yours tonight.
39:38You're right, but I know a thousand ways to hurt you
39:42won't spill a drop.
39:44You know those pesky feelings I've been having,
39:47like guilt, empty.
39:49I just said I'm gonna take them
39:50and mash them back down where they belong, okay?
39:53Now, let's have big girl fun.
39:58Just you and, ow, leave her alone.
40:04I said leave her alone.
40:07No, no, a little late in the game
40:09to start growing a backbone, Benjamin.
40:11Now, be good and stay quiet.
40:14No, you don't.
40:15Get over yourself, Ben.
40:18This is the way things are.
40:19I'm strong, you're weak.
40:21This is reality.
40:23Stop trying to infect me with your...
40:26Do you ever stop talking?
40:29I don't know which is worse,
40:30waking up in a dress not knowing where I've been
40:33or having to hear all your self-involved ranting.
40:37Animal.
40:37Wrong, Glory.
40:39I'm no animal.
40:40This is humanity you're feeling.
40:42Welcome to the world.
40:44No, no, no.
40:50Stick around, Chica.
40:53I won't let you hurt her, Glory.
40:55Shut your hole, you sanctimonious little meatworm.
40:59I'm going home no matter what you do.
41:07You really think I'll just let that happen?
41:09Benjamin, what are you doing?
41:12You need her blood?
41:14When I'm through, there won't be enough left
41:16to fill a bottle cap,
41:17and you, hell bitch, have nowhere left to go.
41:23You can't hurt her, and you know it, Ben.
41:28I know it because I feel what you're feeling.
41:30Scared.
41:31Shh, shh, it's okay, you don't want to die.
41:36Who would?
41:38I don't.
41:39You can't, you're immortal.
41:43Nobody has to die here, Ben.
41:45Just lose your mind, and you're dead.
41:48Nobody has to die here, Ben.
41:51Just let me bleed the girl and go home.
41:54Everything will work out fine.
41:56Do you really believe with all I know that you can trick me?
42:00Stop and think, baby.
42:03We bleed the kid, return me to my seat of power,
42:06I become a god again.
42:09And I disappear.
42:11Ooh, unless somebody up there likes you.
42:15Give up the girl?
42:17I could like you a lot.
42:21I won't make a deal with you, Glory.
42:23When exactly did you get stupid?
42:26I'm offering immortality here.
42:32I believe you, it's not the problem.
42:36You make me immortal, then what?
42:38I have to kill her to do it,
42:39and I won't be able to live with that,
42:41not even for a day.
42:42Forget about eternity.
42:44Hey, big baby Ben.
42:47Why do you worry so much when you're immortal?
42:52All this crap you've been carrying around inside.
42:56The guilt, the anger, the crazy making pain.
43:00Ooh, it all just melts away like ice cream.
43:05Trust me, when all this is over,
43:08I can set you up real nice.
43:12I'm making it easy.
43:14It's you or the girl.
43:18I can't accept that.
43:23Accept it.
43:25I'm a god, stupid.
43:38I'm sorry.
43:42No!
43:47Don't make this harder than it already is.
43:50I'm sorry, I got no choice.
43:52It's you or me.
44:03No, Buffy.
44:05Leave Don alone, what is this?
44:08My gift, this is what I do.
44:10I'm not talking about this, I'm talking about...
44:16This.
44:27Right here, it happened.
44:30I know it's something small, but it's something.
44:35What?
44:36Don't go there, Will.
44:38I'm not.
44:40You're the one who keeps dragging me back here.
44:43And you wouldn't be doing that
44:45if you weren't trying to show me something.
44:49Do I?
44:52Buffy, come on, it's your brain, just tell me.
45:00What happened here?
45:04This was when I quit, Will.
45:07You did?
45:10Just for a second.
45:13I remember.
45:16I was in the magic shop.
45:19I put a book back for Giles.
45:22Nothing special about it.
45:26And then it hit me.
45:29What hit you?
45:33I can't beat Glory.
45:35Glory's going to win.
45:38You can't know that.
45:41I didn't just know it, I felt it.
45:45Glory will beat me.
45:48And in that second of knowing it, Will,
45:50I wanted it to happen.
45:53Why?
45:55I wanted it over.
45:58This is all of this.
46:03It's too much for me.
46:06I just wanted it over.
46:09If Glory wins, then Dawn dies.
46:14And I would grieve.
46:16People would feel sorry for me.
46:20But it would be over.
46:24And I imagined what a relief it would be.
46:34I killed Dawn.
46:39Is that what you think?
46:42My thinking, it made it happen.
46:46Some part of me wanted it.
46:51And in the moment Glory took Dawn,
46:54I know I could have done something better.
46:59But I didn't.
47:02I was off by some fraction of a second.
47:06And this is why.
47:09I killed my sister.
47:12I think Spike was right back at the gas station.
47:16Snap out of it!
47:18What?
47:20All this, it has a name.
47:23It's called guilt.
47:25It's a feeling and it's important.
47:28But it's not more than that, Buffy.
47:31Buffy, you've carried the weight of the world
47:34on your shoulders since high school.
47:37And I know you didn't ask for this,
47:40but you do it every day.
47:43And so you want it out for one second.
47:48So what?
47:50I got Dawn killed.
47:53Hello?
47:53Your sister not dead yet.
47:56But she will be if you stay locked inside here
47:59and never come back to us.
48:02And what if I can't?
48:04Then I guess you're right.
48:07And you did kill your sister.
48:12Wait.
48:15Where are you going?
48:20Where you're needed.
48:23Are you coming?
48:33Are you coming?
49:03She's back.
49:05You're okay?
49:06Yeah, I'm okay.
49:08Have you found the original text?
49:10Uh, something like that, yes.
49:12Did you know that Ben is Glory?
49:15So I'm told.
49:17What do we know?
49:19Um, well, uh, according to these scrolls,
49:22it is possible for Glory to be stopped.
49:27I'm afraid it's, um...
49:29Look, Buffy, I've read these things very carefully
49:32and there's not much margin for error.
49:35You understand what I'm saying?
49:38Might help if you actually said it.
49:41Yeah.
49:47Glory plans to open a...
49:51dimensional portal
49:54by way of a ritual bloodletting.
49:58Dawn's blood.
50:00Yes.
50:02Once the blood is shed at a certain time and place,
50:06the fabric which separates all realities
50:10will be ripped apart.
50:13Dimensions will pour into one another, yeah,
50:17with no barriers to stop them.
50:20Reality, as we know it, will be destroyed
50:23and chaos will reign on Earth.
50:27So how do we stop it?
50:29The portal will only close once the blood is stopped.
50:34And the only way for that to happen is, um...
50:43Buffy, the only way is to kill Dawn.
51:29Grr. Arrgh.