Dawson's Creek Season 1 Episode 13 Decisions
Dawson's Creek Season 1 Episode 13 Decisions
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00:00It looks like Prince Charming has found the owner of that glass slipper.
00:03What are you talking about?
00:05Maybe feeling a little dumpish remorse?
00:08You're way off.
00:09No, I thought this is what I wanted.
00:11For you to see me as beautiful.
00:14It's just lipstick.
00:16It's just hairspray.
00:20Tomorrow, I'm gonna be Joey.
00:23Sorry.
00:24Joey, don't walk away from this.
00:31Hey.
00:33Hey.
00:34You're here.
00:36I thought we were watching movies tonight, Austin.
00:39Yeah, I'm glad you're here. I just, I didn't think...
00:43I didn't even get any movies from the store.
00:48Well, actually, I just came by to tell you that I couldn't make it, so...
00:52You dropped by to tell me you couldn't drop by?
00:56Yeah.
00:58See you, Austin.
00:59Joey, stay. We can...
01:02We can watch bad reruns and throw sarcastic remarks at the television.
01:06Well, for the record, I'm getting pretty tired of the television.
01:10I mean, the metaphor alone is making me nauseous.
01:13What are you talking about?
01:14I mean, every night it's the same.
01:16We hang out in your Spielberg Eyes bedroom and watch obscure movies and TV reruns.
01:21It's so predictable.
01:25What are you waiting for?
01:26This is a great show.
01:28It's a huge two-parter, the big cliffhanger.
01:31Cliffhanger? Come on, Dawson.
01:34You of all people should know that a cliffhanger is merely a manipulative TV standard designed to improve ratings.
01:40No, a cliffhanger's purpose is to keep people interested.
01:43Keep them guessing what's going to happen in future episodes.
01:47Yeah, but just like in our own lives, they are so predictable.
01:50I mean, the producers put the characters in some contrived situation,
01:54hoping that the audience will think something's going to change,
01:57but you know what? It never does.
01:59It's back to the same way it was before your so-called cliffhanger.
02:02It's boring, Dawson.
02:04Well, what if this time's different?
02:07What if this time in the cliffhanger something changes?
02:11You wouldn't want to miss out, would you?
02:17Still sounds like one big tease to me, Dawson.
02:27My head is in my hands
02:30My head is in the clouds
02:34My feet have left the ground
02:37My life is turning around
02:43Every voice inside my head
02:47Is telling me to run like mad
02:51On bows and arrows, stars and sunsets
02:56Hey, hey, hey, yeah
02:58Hey, hey, hey, yeah
03:00Every heartbeat, every kiss
03:04Just makes me wonder what all this is
03:09Suits of armor, hearts and arrows
03:13Hey, hey, hey, yeah
03:18What else?
03:20Arthur Elder's Mr. Deacon's meeting.
03:23Third week in a row.
03:26He says a staff meeting ran late,
03:28but Marissa Partridge says she saw him leave in the happy hour at the Roland Friar,
03:32which doesn't surprise me one bit.
03:36And in addition,
03:38your granddaughter and I seem to be coexisting lately.
03:43She broke it off with Dawson Leary, though.
03:46Heaven help us, between you and me, I think she's starting to miss him.
03:56How's he doing this morning?
03:59Peaceful.
04:01No real change.
04:03Same sleep he's been in for the last three months.
04:09I'll see you after school.
04:12Oh, don't forget your sweater.
04:14It's going to turn cool this afternoon.
04:16I know.
04:23Bye, Gramps.
04:27Bye.
04:36Goodbye, Jen.
04:40Jennifer! Jennifer!
04:44He's awake.
04:47I just feel like this big cloud has just been lifted off my shoulders, you know?
04:52I mean, they had to take him to the hospital to run some more tests,
04:55so I can't see him until tomorrow, but...
04:58I don't know, for the first time in a long time, I just...
05:01I feel like letting loose and having some fun.
05:05I mean, I know it's a school night and everything, but...
05:09but what do you say, you and me?
05:11I guess you could ask him if he's gagged, but...
05:13No, no, whatever.
05:17Speak to the devil.
05:19Joy!
05:21Oh, hey, guys.
05:23Is everything okay?
05:25Yeah, I think so.
05:27How do you go about getting a passport?
05:29Where are you going?
05:31Mrs. Tringle told me.
05:33Oh, I see.
05:35I'm sorry.
05:38Where are you going?
05:40Mrs. Tringle just informed me that
05:42Grace Elkins turned down a scholarship to spend next semester in France,
05:46because she doesn't want to leave her boyfriend.
05:48So the faculty had to pick a replacement.
05:51And they picked you?
05:53Yeah.
05:55Dawson, isn't that amazing?
05:57Slow down. You're going to France?
05:59I don't know yet. I mean, I have two days to decide.
06:03If you did go, when would you leave?
06:06Six.
06:10Um, I'll see you guys later.
06:17I definitely think she should go, don't you?
06:22Um...
06:26Why not?
06:32I mean, France is so far away.
06:34I don't know anybody. I don't speak the language.
06:37Plus, I don't know if I could spend a year
06:39in any country that worships Mickey or Hork.
06:42Well, whatever you decide to do,
06:44I think it's an honor just to be asked.
06:46Really, kid, I'm proud of you.
06:48Dad will be, too, when you tell him all about it.
06:51Uh, question.
06:53Why would I tell Dad?
06:55Don't tell me you've forgotten what tomorrow is.
06:58Apparently I have.
07:00It's his birthday, Joey.
07:02You're on your own, Bessie. Enjoy yourself.
07:04I'm not going, Joey. You are.
07:07Wake up, Bessie. I'm not going anywhere.
07:10Joey, we made a deal.
07:12I know you remember alternating birthday visits
07:14for as long as he's in there.
07:16Now, I went last year, so according to my calculations,
07:19it's your turn. Forget it.
07:21You're not getting out of this one.
07:23If you don't go, I swear to God I'll make you regret it.
07:27Look, I know you're still angry at him
07:29for what he did to Mom and to us.
07:31I am, too.
07:32But you know what, Joey?
07:34He's still our father.
07:36Yeah, our father who art in prison.
07:58What do you want, man?
08:00I'm going to work.
08:03Dad's looking for you, and he's pissed.
08:05Gee, I wonder what it is I did this time.
08:07Well, I'd say it's more like what you didn't do,
08:09like pass any of your midterms this semester.
08:12Principal Iger called to issue the official failure watch,
08:15and frankly, Dad's a little worried.
08:17You tell him that the concern is appreciated,
08:19but he should save it for the closet case with the gun.
08:27Tell me something, Pacey.
08:30Does being the leading contender for the official joke of Capeside
08:33bother you even a little bit?
08:35Because I must say, it's a distinction
08:37the rest of the Witter family could certainly live without.
08:39You know what, Dougie, why don't you just run along
08:41and go grab a cat out of a tree or something?
08:43And tell Dad that if he wants to talk to me,
08:45he should do it himself.
08:47You know, one day, Pacey, you're going to be tired of being a joke,
08:49and it's going to be too late.
08:51You're going to wake up and realize
08:53that you're just a bad punchline that nobody's laughing at.
08:57You have a good day now, little brother.
09:00Bye.
09:13You know, thanks a lot for coming with me, Dawson.
09:16I could kill Bessie for making me do this.
09:19Not a problem.
09:21When was the last time you saw your dad, anyway?
09:24Two years ago.
09:26About the same time I discovered
09:28that he was trafficking marijuana
09:30while cheating on my dying mother with a bleach line cotton waitress.
09:34Well, it's only for today.
09:37You'll get through it, I promise.
09:39Thanks.
09:41By the way, any decision on the whole European thing?
09:45I'm still waiting out for Fantasy Elements.
09:48It's an incredible opportunity.
09:52And what would you do if I left?
09:54Um...
09:57Suicide?
10:00A little bit painless, you know.
10:02Fills, perfumes, maybe.
10:04Oh, really, Dawson?
10:07What would you do?
10:16If Paris made you happy,
10:22then I'd be happy for you.
10:26Yeah.
10:52So, you ready?
10:57Tough.
11:03You're kidding me. Were you miss visiting hours?
11:06I'm sorry. These are the rules.
11:09Inmate visitation ends promptly at five o'clock.
11:12Yeah, but we just spent four hours on a bus.
11:14I mean, what are we supposed to do now?
11:16Look, miss, I know you think your problem's very important,
11:19and I'm sure to you it is,
11:21but here in a prison housing over 800 felons,
11:24that's not even a blip on the radar.
11:26Now, can I ask you, are we done here yet?
11:35This is becoming a far bigger nightmare than I'd ever anticipated.
11:38Look, Joe, I'm sorry. I know you're wanting to get this over with.
11:41I think it has to be really nice to come back for the tomorrow.
11:45Thanks for the offer, Dawson,
11:47but there's got to be a better solution than spending another day on the bus.
11:51Maybe there is.
11:55Hey, I just talked to my mom,
11:57and she said that she would tell Betsy we had to stay overnight.
12:02You like watching some TV?
12:04No, thanks. I'm pretty tired.
12:07I think I'm just going to hit the sack.
12:09Okay.
12:14So are we sleeping left to right?
12:18Yeah, as usual, it's fine with me.
12:21Okay.
12:23It's the first time we've ever slept together in four beds.
12:29Is that a problem, Dawson?
12:31No, it's just...
12:34different.
12:36You know?
12:40A little weird.
12:43And lumpy.
12:46Yeah, maybe I should just sleep on the floor.
12:48You can't sleep on the floor. It's freezing.
12:52Besides, what's the big deal, Dawson?
12:55I mean, we've been sleeping in the same bed for years.
12:59Yeah, right.
13:01Yeah.
13:04Jill?
13:08No, you can't.
13:11We have to talk.
13:14About what?
13:16You, and Betsy.
13:19We really need to talk.
13:22What about Betsy?
13:25Well...
13:27I don't want this to affect your decision about France, but I would really miss you
13:42if you left.
13:43I miss you too, Dawson.
13:44I've been thinking about us a lot lately.
13:45You have?
13:46Yeah.
13:47I miss you.
13:48I miss you too.
13:49I miss you.
13:50I miss you.
13:51I miss you.
13:52I miss you.
13:53I miss you.
13:54I miss you.
13:55I miss you.
13:56I miss you.
13:57I miss you.
13:58I miss you.
13:59I miss you.
14:00I miss you.
14:01I miss you.
14:02Yeah, I have.
14:03And?
14:04And I want to figure out where we are.
14:05What's going on between us.
14:06And how do we do that, Dawson?
14:07I'm sorry, Joe.
14:08I'm just a-I'm just a little worried about you and me.
14:14I'm worried about those things.
14:22I'm sorry, Joe, I'm just, I'm not, I'm just not all there, I mean, I can analyze somebody
14:32else through the cow's wander home, but as soon as I turn on that indulgent perception
14:36of myself, it's like, I completely lose connection between my heart and my head.
14:42It's like the two are incompatible, and I can't get it together, and I really wish I
14:46could because I'm so scared of what might happen if I don't, I...
14:52Does this make any sense to you at all?
14:57Why are you so scared of, Dawson?
15:11I don't know.
15:22I don't know.
15:40How is he?
15:41His tests seem to be going well.
15:44They tell me it's because he was lucky, but I know luck has nothing to do with it.
15:49I know it's because of our daily prayer and our faith in the Lord, that's what got him
15:54through it.
15:55You know, Grims, no one is happier about his recovery than me, but I very much doubt that
16:00prayer had a whole lot to do with it.
16:02Jennifer, God has a hand in all good things.
16:07But he had nothing to do with war, famine, AIDS, huh?
16:12It isn't always up to us to understand the Lord's way.
16:18You know what, look, let's not revert back to business as usual.
16:22Gramps is better.
16:23That's all that matters.
16:26I guess we'll just enjoy it in our own ways.
16:33I should probably go now.
16:35I'll be right outside.
16:36No, Dawson, you're not going anywhere.
16:39No, you haven't seen him forever, have you?
16:42You want to spend some time alone?
16:44Yeah, right.
16:45I think I want to spend time with the man who's responsible for the destruction of my family.
17:01If I knew you were coming, I'd have sent for cigars and champagne.
17:05A couple of donuts, anyway.
17:15Joey, you're beautiful.
17:19No, I'm not.
17:23Hello, Dawson.
17:25Hello, Mr. Potter.
17:30I thought the other night you might come, and I thought I'd better not get my hopes up.
17:36Birthdays in prison are depressing enough.
17:40Well, I'm here, aren't I?
17:43I'm so glad.
17:45You have no idea.
17:49We've all grown up.
17:51It's amazing.
17:53Well, that's what people do.
17:55They grow up.
18:01How's, uh, school?
18:06That's what you want to talk about?
18:12What do you want to talk about?
18:20Nothing.
18:27It gets so lonely here, Joey.
18:31I miss you.
18:34And your sister. I miss my family.
18:37Your family?
18:39Tell me this.
18:42Do you miss Mom?
18:50Yes, very much.
18:54Joey, talk to me. Tell me what you're thinking.
18:58You don't want to know what I'm thinking.
19:00Leave me.
19:05You know, this was a mistake.
19:08And I guess I should tell you that I'm probably going to be leaving in a few weeks.
19:12I'm going to France, so I won't be around anymore.
19:16And that family that you miss doesn't exist anymore.
19:21It's over.
19:23It's not over, Joey. It's still a family.
19:26Well, it's over for me.
19:28Have a happy birthday, Dad.
19:31Joey.
19:33I should go with her. I'm sorry, Mr. Potter.
19:36Good luck.
19:40Tell me about her.
19:43Tell me about my daughter.
19:47What do you want to know?
19:50Anything.
19:52Everything.
19:56She's great.
19:58I mean, she's...
20:00She's smart.
20:02She's beautiful.
20:05She's funny. She's...
20:07She's a big old scary cat.
20:09If you creep up from behind her, she'll dump on her skin.
20:13It's pretty amusing.
20:18She's honest.
20:20She always calls him just like she sees him.
20:23You can always count on getting the truth from Joey, even if the truth hurts.
20:29She's stubborn.
20:31We fight a lot.
20:33It can be so frustrating sometimes.
20:38But she's a really, really good friend.
20:42And loyal to a fault.
20:48She believes in me.
20:52I'm a dreamer, so it's so good to have somebody like that in my life.
20:57I just...
20:59God, if she goes away, I don't know what I'm gonna do.
21:02I mean, she's...
21:04She's my best friend, you know?
21:06She's...
21:08She's more than that.
21:18She's everything.
21:20She's...
21:32Okay, what's your deal?
21:34What do you mean?
21:36You haven't said one word the entire bus ride home.
21:39I mean, anyone should be brooding, it's me.
21:46Talk to me, Dawson.
21:50What did he say?
21:53He's asked a lot of questions about you.
21:57He misses you.
22:00He loves you.
22:03You shouldn't have left.
22:05I don't like Shreddy. I'm not.
22:07But...
22:08But what?
22:09You've gotta deal with him sometimes.
22:11I deal with him every day of my life, okay, Dawson?
22:14Every single second, I am dealing with the legacy that he left for me.
22:18He doesn't want me to deal with him. He wants me to make him feel better.
22:21He wants me to say, I forgive you, Dad, but I can't.
22:25I don't forgive him for anything.
22:27I'm sorry, but I can't.
22:29Then tell him that.
22:30What's the point?
22:31The point is, he's your father.
22:33He's your only father.
22:35I hate him, Dawson.
22:37That's a strong word.
22:39When it applies.
22:42Sooner or later, you're gonna have to deal with these feelings of anger and resentment you've got towards him.
22:47Otherwise, you're just gonna handcuff yourself to him for the rest of your life, and it's gonna cause you nothing but pain.
22:53Even in Paris?
22:59You decided to go?
23:01Yes, Dawson.
23:06I think a geographic change is exactly what I need.
23:11It'll give me time to think, you know.
23:14Start over, clear my head.
23:17Don't even worry about the answer, Jane.
23:21What is the answer, Dawson?
23:24Why don't you give me one good reason why I should stay?
23:28Give me one non-analytical, off-the-top-of-your-head reason why I should stay.
23:35I love you, Jane.
23:46I love you, too.
24:04I love you, too.
24:12Gramps?
24:16What's wrong?
24:18It's your grandfather. He's...
24:24He's had another stroke.
24:26What?
24:29How is he?
24:31He's in intensive care.
24:33But I thought that... I don't understand.
24:36It was unexpected. His heart isn't strong enough to keep him awake.
24:40No, no, everything was just turning around. It doesn't make sense.
24:44God has a plan for everything.
24:47For your grandfather, for me, for you.
24:55Now, sometimes we don't understand it. We can't see it.
25:00But this is when prayer is most important.
25:07How can you have so much faith in prayer?
25:10Just because you pray doesn't mean it can change God.
25:14Oh, child, you've got it backwards.
25:17Prayer doesn't change God.
25:20Prayer changes me.
25:31Sorry, Pacey. Kitchen's closed.
25:34Please don't make me eat dinner with the stuff you found there.
25:38Uh-oh, trouble in paradise?
25:40I guess I could scrape something up.
25:42I think I saw some rat droppings behind the oven.
25:45Great, I'll take them.
25:47Just toss them in the microwave, warm them up, you know?
25:50That was weird.
25:52For a second there, I was overcome with this wave of sympathy for you.
25:57It'll pass.
25:59Tell me something, Joel.
26:01You have a habit of being annoyingly honest with me.
26:04When was it that I got designated a town loser?
26:07I mean, I know I've done some stupid things in my life,
26:10but what exactly was it that pushed me over the edge
26:13to being a walking, talking embarrassment to my perfect family?
26:16You're not an embarrassment to your family, Pacey.
26:19According to Deputy Doug, I am.
26:21At least your whole family isn't an embarrassment.
26:24I just got back from visiting my dad.
26:28How'd it go?
26:34Mothers are weird creatures, you know that?
26:41When I was eight years old, I used to play peewee baseball.
26:45We had this huge game at the end of the season,
26:48and it was two outs, bottom of the ninth, and I was out.
26:51At the end of the season, it was two outs, bottom of the ninth,
26:54and I was up to bat, and I struck out.
26:56Anyhow, we get home, and my dad just proceeds to ream me,
27:00tell me what a loser I am,
27:02and what a disgrace I am to the whole family and town for losing the game.
27:07Next morning, I go down to breakfast,
27:09and I overhear my dad relaying the events of the game to my brother.
27:15I heard him say,
27:17At least I have you.
27:23I never told anybody this, but I wish I never heard him say that.
27:30Maybe you should have a talk with your father.
27:33You know, tell him that he hurt you.
27:35Is that what you did?
27:41No.
27:47I'm going to.
27:49Yeah?
27:50No, I mean tonight. I'm going to go back there tonight.
27:52I have to go back and see him.
27:54Oh. Sorry, Joe, but his glasses don't run on this light.
27:57Well, can you help me?
27:59When have I ever asked you for a favor?
28:01I mean, can't you steal your dad's car or something?
28:05I'd prefer to call it borrowing, but sure.
28:38I've missed you.
28:40I know.
28:42Just when I thought I was going to get you back, you go away from me again.
28:49What am I supposed to do?
28:54What can I do to get you out of this bed and back into my life?
29:00Because I feel so helpless sitting here right now,
29:05because I want to help you so badly, and I can't.
29:13Because I want you to help me.
29:17I want you to smile at me, and I want you to listen to me, and I...
29:25I want you to magically uncomplicate my life the way you used to.
29:43Like I told the lady before, visiting hours are over at five.
29:49Do you think maybe I could talk to you over here for a second, just...
29:53Yeah?
29:55Come on.
30:09Okay, miss, follow me.
30:15What did you say to him?
30:17Just reason with the man.
30:19How much did you give him?
30:21Twenty bucks.
30:22Thanks.
30:25You're welcome.
30:31Jen.
30:34I know I usually use the door, but can I come in?
30:38Yeah, of course.
30:42How's your grandfather?
30:45He doesn't really look too good.
30:48I think I'm losing him. I feel like I'm losing everybody.
30:52God, I'm really sorry, Jen.
31:03I miss you, Dawson.
31:06I really do miss you.
31:10I'm here, Jen.
31:13No, you're not. You're half here.
31:15Part of that's my fault, Dawson.
31:17I blew it, you know, but I'm going to stop blowing it.
31:21Jen, what are you talking about?
31:26Can I sleep here tonight?
31:29Dawson, with you, the way Joey does...
31:32As friends, can I...
31:35Can I just lie here with you tonight?
31:39Yeah.
31:42Sure.
31:44Okay.
32:15It'll be okay, Jen.
32:21It'll be okay.
32:38Hi.
32:45I miss you.
32:48I don't really know what I'm doing here.
32:54It's not true.
33:01Look, I came here tonight because I wanted to tell you that you messed up.
33:10You really messed up.
33:13And not because you broke the law or you got caught or you left me without a father.
33:22You messed up because you don't know me.
33:27I'm your daughter and you don't know me at all.
33:35So...
33:38I guess I just came to say that...
33:43I'm alright.
33:47I turned out pretty good.
33:53I'm going to be okay.
33:58No help from you.
34:07And...
34:10I just have one question.
34:27Do you love me?
34:40More than you'll ever know.
34:45And I'm sorry.
34:48I'm so sorry.
34:54Do you think about me?
34:58Sweetheart.
35:01All day long. Every day. Every hour. Every minute.
35:10Do you really love me though?
35:14Because I'm 15 years old.
35:18And I go through every day of my life thinking that nobody loves me.
35:23Well, nothing could be further from the truth.
35:29I'm not the only one.
35:34Dawson Leary, he loves you, Joey.
35:39He's never told you?
35:44Well, he does. I know it.
35:50How?
35:53Because he looks at you the same way your mother used to look at me.
36:04And you love him.
36:10Have you told him?
36:16You have to tell him, Joey.
36:20Don't make my mistake.
36:25Don't wait till someone you love is eating with cancer and wasting away
36:32while you hold back the one thing that's waiting for you.
36:40I love you.
36:42I love you too.
37:08I love you too.
37:12I love you too.
37:29I gotta go.
37:42I love you too.
38:12I love you.
38:23I love you.
38:35It's more than a curse, I believe.
38:43I love you.
38:55Joey!
38:57Joey, wait!
38:59Dawson should be okay.
39:06Joey!
39:13Oh, God. I can't believe this.
39:17Where are you going?
39:19I gotta stop her. She's got the wrong idea about us.
39:23Does she?
39:24Yeah.
39:26Are you in love with her, Dawson?
39:28I don't know what I am, but let's...
39:31I just know I gotta talk to her. I gotta go.
39:43Hi, Dawson.
39:53Joey!
39:58Joey!
40:13How is he? Any change?
40:16I was at the hospital all night. There's been no change.
40:20I'm going to church later if you want to join me.
40:24What's the matter, Jen? Is something wrong?
40:27No, I'm fine.
40:29No, no, you want to talk about it?
40:31No. Not right now, but thanks.
40:36Come to church with me, Jen.
40:38Come to church with me, Jen.
40:40Put aside your stubborn beliefs just this once
40:42and open up to something new,
40:44something that could provide you with an enormous amount of comfort.
40:48Rams.
40:53You know, you don't have to be in God's house for Him to hear you.
41:08Joey?
41:27I set out on a narrow way
41:31Many years ago
41:35Hoping I would find true love
41:39Along the broken road
41:41Joey!
41:43But I got lost a time or two
41:47What my brow kept pushing through
41:51I couldn't see how every sign
41:55Pointed straight to you
41:58Is Joey here?
41:59No, I haven't seen him.
42:02Along those streets
42:05Led me to where you are
42:09Others have robbed my heart
42:13They were just northern stars
42:17Pointing me on my way
42:21Into your loving arms
42:26Hello, sister-granddaughter.
42:33Is it gonna be okay?
42:46I think about the years I spent
42:50Just passing through
42:54I'd like to take the time I lost
42:58And give it back to you
43:02But you just smile and take my hand
43:06You've been there, you understand
43:10It's all part of a grander plan
43:14That is coming true
43:17And every long lost dream
43:21Led me to where you are
43:32Hello, sister-granddaughter.
44:02It's in the Lord's hands now.
44:32Oh, please, Lord, take unto him my dearest love.
44:39Please, keep him safe from me.
44:46Me too.
45:03I...
45:08Thank God I missed him so much.
45:23Yes, God, bless the broken road
45:31Led me straight to you
45:37Joey, God, I've been looking everywhere for you.
45:40Look, there's nothing going on between Jen and me.
45:42What you saw today was completely innocent.
45:44Look, you don't have to explain to me, Dawson.
45:46Yes, I do.
45:48Why? Why do you feel the need to explain?
45:50We're just friends, that's all, Dawson.
45:52Joey.
45:54Come on, you know that's not true.
45:57So what are we, Dawson?
46:00I am so tired of the way we relate to one another.
46:04We spend all of our time analyzing our sad little adolescent lives.
46:08I admit we know too many big words, but it's a good thing to analyze.
46:12But it doesn't get us anywhere.
46:14I mean, it doesn't move us forward.
46:16We're in the same place we were three months ago.
46:18It's time to grow up, Dawson.
46:20No, Joey.
46:22We can't.
46:24We are growing up.
46:26No, we're not.
46:28Every day is the same.
46:30We watch a movie, preferably a Spielberg film,
46:32find the appropriate life correlation,
46:34and then we pat ourselves on the back for being so clever.
46:37You know, and as much as our perception is dead on,
46:40our honesty is severely lacking, Dawson.
46:43There is something lacking.
46:48And the reason I came here tonight is because we need to move on.
46:53Look, we're not kids anymore.
46:56And I'm not going to do this anymore, and I just...
46:58I thought you should know, so...
47:00So are you going to France?
47:04Ah, the inevitable cliffhanger.
47:07Am I going to France?
47:10Are you?
47:13Look, I'm tired of all the drama in my life right now, Dawson,
47:16and leaving town just makes the most sense to me, so...
47:19No, it doesn't.
47:21Why should I stay?
47:23Is there some new release of the video story I don't know about?
47:27It's time to grow up, Dawson.
47:30Then we'll do it together.
47:33I could grow up. Give me a chance.
47:35Even Spielberg outgrew his Peter Pan syndrome.
47:39I could have told you that months ago, Dawson.
47:42You did.
47:52Yeah.
47:58Look, Dawson,
48:01I am so tired of dancing around these big words.
48:07You know, I just want to be honest with you.
48:12Me too.
48:15Me too.
48:18Jo, more than anything, I just want to be honest.
48:23Do you think we're ready for that honesty?
48:28Yeah.
48:31I do.
48:36Are you sure?
48:39Because honesty is a big word, and...
48:43it changes things, and it complicates things, and...
48:49are you sure you're ready for everything that goes along with telling the truth?
48:59Say goodnight,
49:03not goodbye.
49:07You will never leave my heart behind.
49:14I'll see you, Dawson.
49:16Like the path of a star.
49:23Joey, Joey.
49:24I'll be anywhere you are.
49:31In the spark that lies beneath the cold
49:39In the secret place inside your soul
49:48Keep my light in your eyes
49:58Say goodnight, not goodbye
50:07Say goodnight, not goodbye
50:27Say goodnight, not goodbye
50:57You