DRАG DЕN S02Е02 (2024)

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00:00WHERE IS THEIR ARCADE?
00:02Z-Blades Tournament
00:06Brazil!
00:08Brazil!
00:09When we got back from the arcade,
00:11I was holding his badge.
00:13That's when I felt the game had come to life,
00:16I knew I could win.
00:18Let's give our respect to our dearly beloved,
00:21Marielava.
00:23Did you lock up?
00:24It's another new day, my sisters.
00:27It's both a condolence
00:29Condolence and congratulations.
00:31Condolence to Maria Lava because she's gone.
00:34But congratulations because she's gone.
00:36F**k.
00:37To Maria Lava, Tugon, deserve.
00:40But Maria Lava didn't lose because in the hotel,
00:42she was dancing like 1, 2, 3, 4, 6, 9.
00:46She got elbowed in the lip sync.
00:47Tugon, deserve.
00:49They won Deja and FIVA.
00:51So it's still a win for her.
00:53Actually, I really missed her.
00:55I missed our little flings.
00:57Gays, what's up?
01:01Check calendar, girl.
01:02Are you ready?
01:04Yes.
01:05And because of that,
01:07welcome back, Maria Tiwaga.
01:11F**k.
01:12Shameless plug.
01:14How are you?
01:15Because I know you're ready for our last episode.
01:19We got a game face on.
01:20There's really an elimination.
01:23We thought it was just a gossip.
01:25But, s**t.
01:27And because of that,
01:28do you want to know your ranking?
01:30Sure.
01:32I'm so nervous.
01:33F**k.
01:34The gays are looking at me because I won.
01:36Of course, congratulations,
01:38Deja Paco.
01:40Hi.
01:41Deja, I'm really happy for her.
01:43It's a well-deserved win.
01:45The top 2 last week is,
01:48Miss Russia Fang.
01:50The top 3 are,
01:52Mrs. Tau.
01:54Die.
01:55Where's my headphones?
01:57So, our top 4,
01:59is none other than,
02:01Margot.
02:05Margot.
02:06She's an a**hole.
02:08The top 5 are,
02:09Ceiba.
02:11Out of 10 queens,
02:12I'm the fifth.
02:13Kiss, kiss, kiss, kiss, kiss, kiss.
02:17Maria Lava is gone.
02:19Close your eyes.
02:21Anyway, the next one is,
02:23Anyway, our next top 6 is,
02:26Mor.
02:28Okay.
02:29Let's edit my top 5.
02:32I'm still here,
02:33I'm still,
02:34I'm not going anywhere.
02:35So, our next top 7,
02:38Jimbelo.
02:40Girl, they thought you're just going home,
02:42but you're in the top 7.
02:43What do you say?
02:44It's so weird,
02:45even though they voted for me to go home.
02:48I know I can deliver so much more to this show.
02:51You're the best.
02:53Sometimes, I don't even get what Ginny wants.
02:55Of course, the next to the last is,
02:56Marlene.
02:57What can you say, girl?
02:59I woke up to the truth,
03:00well, this is a competition after all.
03:04Stop shouting, Marlene.
03:05She added the word count.
03:0723, episode 2.
03:11And of course,
03:12the next to Marlene is,
03:13Maria Lava.
03:14But, the gay has an immunity.
03:16In fairness.
03:17Because you didn't get a tattoo.
03:18So, what can you say,
03:19that you're the bottom for this challenge?
03:21Of course, congrats to me,
03:22because I won the dragdagulan.
03:25What I'm going to do now,
03:26needs to explode.
03:28We'll do better next time,
03:29and if there's a dragdagulan again,
03:31they'll all be ready.
03:32Because at first,
03:33I enjoyed it so much.
03:34I was so happy.
03:35It's really the ending.
03:37The bottom is the gay.
03:39I have a bow for you.
03:41We're going to have an activity today.
03:45And our first game for the gay is,
03:47Versus.
03:54What you're going to do is,
03:55you have your friends with you.
03:57And,
03:59you're going to have a small battle.
04:01The mouth needs to be big.
04:03You need to be small,
04:05to be able to beat GC.
04:07Okay, let's start the battle.
04:09Let's start with Elvira.
04:11Elvira,
04:12Gene,
04:13and Feva.
04:15Okay, let's start.
04:17Gene.
04:18Elvira,
04:19the star of OBAR.
04:21But why does it look like a circle?
04:23Feva,
04:24Feva,
04:25with this look,
04:26it looks like you don't need to shave anymore.
04:28Like a fool.
04:31Gene, Elvira,
04:32wait.
04:33Gene,
04:34blend your makeup.
04:35Elvira,
04:36let's cover your face.
04:38I'm more gorgeous than you.
04:40Gene,
04:41borrow some clothes from Maria Lava.
04:43Close your eyes.
04:44You're ugly.
04:46It's different.
04:47If you need this,
04:48gay,
04:49you're rotten.
04:51Elvira,
04:52she's not pregnant.
04:53Knowing her,
04:54she's not pregnant.
04:55This battle is hot.
04:57Next,
04:58you're going to meet,
04:59Mrs. Tan,
05:01and Margot.
05:02You're going to meet,
05:03you're going to be versus.
05:04Gay,
05:05with that look,
05:06it looks like you're going to ride a bicycle,
05:07and you're going to fly.
05:08Go back to your planet.
05:10Rotten.
05:11You have a lot of tits.
05:12Clean your ass first.
05:16Gay,
05:17when you're screaming,
05:18we don't know if you're farting
05:19or if you're really breathing.
05:20Rotten.
05:21If she's gay,
05:22because we're friends with Mrs. Tan.
05:26Rotten.
05:28Rotten.
05:29I think she said it right.
05:31All her life,
05:32for sure, she heard that.
05:33I have a gift for you.
05:35You need it.
05:36Oh, shit.
05:37You know,
05:38I really want to get my penis.
05:39Actually,
05:40Deja and I met in Baguio.
05:41I saw her there.
05:42There's a number here.
05:43Her hair is colorful
05:44and people ride her.
05:45Bye.
05:47Let's face it,
05:48she looks like Anik.
05:49Hey!
05:50Okay,
05:51so let's start
05:52the showdown.
05:53Because Marlene is so cool,
05:54honestly,
05:55if you're not,
05:56she's like a robot
05:57that you're going to teach.
05:58I don't know why
05:59you came here.
06:00You're an idiot.
06:01Rotten.
06:02Idiot.
06:03I really came here
06:04because I deserve it
06:05and everything I use is good.
06:07But your fillers
06:08are not good.
06:10I learned how to fight.
06:12Oh my God,
06:13you gays are crazy.
06:15Your attitude is so bad.
06:17And because of that,
06:18for this round,
06:19no one won.
06:20But there can be a punishment.
06:22Let's wait for it.
06:23Okay.
06:24So, gays,
06:25get ready
06:26for our team
06:27because our category
06:28is
06:29Pinoy Camp.
06:31I'm excited for Pinoy Camp
06:32because a lot of people
06:33are saying
06:34that they get the camp.
06:35There's a thin line
06:36between camp
06:37and ugly.
06:38That's great
06:39because we're going to
06:40be visited by
06:41an amazing guest judge.
06:43The ultimate boobah,
06:44Ruba Miquita!
06:49Okay, because of that,
06:50let's do a Salmon Tugunan first.
06:51All hail
06:52to the queens
06:53of Pinoy drag,
06:54Tugon
06:55and let
06:56the next
06:57drag supreme
06:59rise!
07:07It's like there's something
07:08in the arcade
07:09that was missing
07:10when we were there.
07:11So, she has been
07:12eliminated
07:13but her spirit
07:14is still here
07:15in Drag Day.
07:16It's still on set.
07:18Give us a little
07:19glimpse of our
07:20Pinoy Camp
07:21teamwear.
07:22Pinoy Camp
07:23teamwear.
07:24The flowers are
07:25known for rice.
07:26So, I incorporated
07:27it in the look.
07:28In a cheap chupa.
07:29Just kidding.
07:30Is it true?
07:31Admit it.
07:32In fairness,
07:33you have a
07:34sweater here.
07:35All right!
07:36Hi!
07:37How are you?
07:38How's the competition
07:39going for you?
07:40I'm happy
07:41so far
07:42with what I did
07:43here.
07:44Of course,
07:45top 4
07:46is not bad
07:47but it's annoying
07:48because it's like this.
07:49Are you going to fight
07:50this episode
07:51with your things
07:52or with
07:53Maria Lava's things?
07:54Maria Lava's things.
07:55And I hope,
07:56and I hope,
07:57and I hope.
07:58That's what I want to know
07:59because she begged
08:00for you
08:01to wear it.
08:02I borrowed it
08:03from her.
08:04But you told
08:06Moy.
08:07I told her,
08:08why are you wearing it?
08:09It's for Maria Lava.
08:10She said,
08:11Ate Maria Lava begged her.
08:12What we heard,
08:13we told
08:14Maria Lava
08:15for the sake
08:16of being on TV
08:17for the
08:18names of the designers
08:19because
08:20she said it's a waste.
08:21So, of course,
08:22as Maria Lava's friends,
08:23we really need to
08:24give it to her
08:25because
08:26she borrowed it.
08:27Well,
08:28the opportunity came.
08:30I saw the outfit.
08:32I borrowed.
08:33What I don't understand
08:35why did she have to
08:36come to such a scene
08:37where she's going to lie?
08:39Girl,
08:40you were trying
08:41to burn me down
08:42in the hotel room.
08:43You were like,
08:44bitch.
08:45And she was so mad about it.
08:46She even went to our room
08:47and said,
08:48she don't want you
08:49to wear the costume anymore.
08:51True.
08:52The outfit
08:53I brought
08:54for this team wear,
08:55it's big.
08:56But when I brought it here,
08:57it was ruined.
08:58Oh my God.
08:59It's like this.
09:00My outfit
09:01for camp
09:02should be
09:03like a barrel.
09:05When I got here,
09:06the barrel was ruined.
09:07So, what's left for me
09:08is a body suit
09:09from Xi'an.
09:10I can't wear that.
09:11Oh my God,
09:12the gays brought it
09:13and made it big.
09:14When Moya and I were talking,
09:15there's a context.
09:17Like,
09:18we're really fighting.
09:20So,
09:21at the spur of the moment,
09:23I told her
09:24just to end it,
09:25that
09:26she practically
09:27begged me to borrow it.
09:28They don't want me
09:29to succeed
09:30in that challenge.
09:31You just
09:32begged her.
09:33So,
09:34I just
09:35begged her.
09:36That's why I said,
09:37she practically begged me
09:38to wear it.
09:39Then,
09:40she gave me the opportunity.
09:41I took it
09:42to save me,
09:43to save myself.
09:44I don't have a problem
09:45with you borrowing it.
09:46Because for me,
09:47for example,
09:48I have a jet
09:49that I can't wear.
09:50Then,
09:51I saw
09:52that other queens
09:53used it.
09:54I'll just ask them.
09:55There's nothing wrong
09:56with borrowing things
09:57that I can use.
09:58Because
09:59queens
10:00fix each other's crowns.
10:01Oh, yes, sir.
10:02And she even has a chick
10:03that she faked.
10:04I'm already thinking
10:05about my elimination.
10:06I'm still thinking about her.
10:07Oh, shit.
10:08Oh, shit.
10:09She's such a nice person.
10:10So,
10:11she can lend you
10:12her outfit
10:13that she spent
10:14from Cebu.
10:15She brought it here.
10:16She can lend it
10:17to your fucking mother.
10:18She's just a kid.
10:19She's already bothering me.
10:20Don't say
10:21that she begged you.
10:22Your face
10:23is too thick
10:24to do that.
10:27The calendar girl
10:28is already crazy.
10:29Oh, my God.
10:31It's due date.
10:32Ten,
10:33nine,
10:34eight,
10:35seven,
10:36six,
10:37five,
10:38eleven.
10:39Oh, my God.
10:40Oh, my God.
10:41She's so gay.
10:42It seems like
10:43she's going to continue
10:44with her friends.
10:45Four,
10:46three,
10:47two,
10:48one.
10:49Oh, my God, Alex.
10:50Run, run.
10:51Oh, my God, Alex.
10:52Come back here.
10:55Our girls
10:56are ready to go
10:57camping.
10:58But
10:59will the cartel
11:00be more
11:01captivating?
11:02Joining me here tonight
11:03is our resident
11:04drag dealer,
11:05beauty queen
11:06and TV host
11:07Nicole Cordovan.
11:08Hi, Manila.
11:09Nicole,
11:10will you go
11:11camping with the queen?
11:12Well,
11:13I can help
11:14blow on some wood
11:15to make some fire.
11:16We dedicate
11:17this campiness
11:18to the queen
11:19of Pinoy camp
11:20herself.
11:21I hope she likes it.
11:22Our guest
11:23drag enforcer,
11:24Booba herself,
11:25Rufa Mae Quinto.
11:26Hi.
11:27Welcome to me.
11:28I'm so honored
11:29to be here
11:30like honor student.
11:31Also,
11:32our drag agent
11:33on duty,
11:34the controversial,
11:35the sensational,
11:36the iconic
11:37lady of Manila,
11:38Pura Luka Vega.
11:39Forgive me,
11:40mother,
11:41because I have sinned.
11:42I've been
11:43a very bad girl,
11:44a very,
11:45very
11:46bad,
11:47bad girl,
11:48Manila.
11:49Pinoy comedy
11:50has always been
11:51rooted in campiness.
11:52Pinoy camp
11:53is over the top,
11:54theatrical,
11:55witty,
11:56effeminate,
11:57and gay.
11:58More than
11:59its larger-than-life
12:00aesthetics,
12:01camp challenges
12:02our notions of art,
12:03beauty,
12:04and even
12:05the status quo.
12:06No wonder why
12:07the gays love camp.
12:08We use camp
12:09to express ourselves
12:10and find humor
12:11in the face
12:12of oppression.
12:13Let's give it up
12:14for the queens
12:15of Dragden
12:16in their
12:17themewear attire,
12:18Pinoy campions.
12:28For the category camp,
12:29I'm giving you
12:30Gumamela Realness.
12:34I really thought
12:35that I wanted
12:36something big
12:37and unique.
12:39Hi!
12:41Biscuits!
12:43Go, go, go!
12:45Gumamela!
12:47It represents
12:48love,
12:49passion,
12:50and friendship.
12:52This represents
12:53my love
12:54and passion
12:55for you.
12:56This represents
12:57my love
12:58and passion
12:59for the art of drag
13:00and camaraderie
13:01with my contestants.
13:03But of course,
13:04I care about them
13:05and I.
13:07Thank you!
13:10As you can see,
13:11my petals are pink
13:12and I'm wearing green
13:13for the stem
13:14and I'm wearing
13:15yellow hair
13:16for the pistils.
13:18Actually,
13:19I also borrowed
13:20my green shoes
13:21from my staff.
13:23The theme of my
13:24themewear is
13:25notebooks.
13:26They're from the 90s.
13:27Juday,
13:28Jolina Magdangal,
13:29and the
13:30over-the-top ones.
13:31They're all different
13:32and very colorful.
13:35Do you like that?
13:36That's it!
13:37I'm the best
13:38notebook
13:39among all notebooks.
13:40Oh,
13:41it doesn't look
13:42like a notebook.
13:43I have a lot of
13:44faces here,
13:45as you can see.
13:46Why are there
13:47pages?
13:48She's saying
13:49that it's
13:50a mess.
13:51It's a mess.
13:52Wait a minute.
13:55Manila,
13:56Nicole,
13:57Ruiz Rufa,
13:58Lupa,
13:59you're all beautiful
14:00down in fairness.
14:02Here,
14:03use a notebook
14:04to study
14:05and not to
14:06make a mess
14:07like these.
14:09And I,
14:10thank you!
14:22So I'm wearing
14:23Maria Lava's outfit
14:24for the theme wear.
14:26It's Puso
14:27inspired from Cebu.
14:29And it's green,
14:30campy,
14:31fun,
14:32and rhinestone
14:33all over.
14:35Hi!
14:37They say
14:38that
14:39a banana
14:40has a heart.
14:41But
14:42what's
14:43a heart
14:44without
14:45Puso?
14:46Puso,
14:47so,
14:48so!
14:49I dedicate
14:50this lip
14:51because it's hers
14:52and me,
14:53of course.
14:54I hope I like it.
14:56But Cebu
14:57is the heart
14:58of Philippine
14:59archipelago
15:00and I
15:01thank you.
15:02Bye!
15:10It's campy,
15:11but is it?
15:12The question is
15:13is it campy?
15:14That outfit
15:15came from
15:16Maria Lava, girl.
15:18You're kidding.
15:21I'm a queen on a budget
15:22so I was thinking
15:23what else
15:24do Filipinos
15:25have?
15:26I know
15:27a lot of Filipinos
15:28have anger issues
15:29and I thought
15:30of Takshako.
15:36Hello,
15:37hello,
15:38hello!
15:39Let me get
15:40your anger.
15:41Nicole,
15:42you're a drag dealer.
15:43Roof away!
15:44Go,
15:45go,
15:46go!
15:47Away!
15:48Pura luca,
15:49vega!
15:50Oh my God.
15:51Manila,
15:52booger.
15:55Now throw your plates
15:56at me,
15:57this is
15:58Takshako!
16:00I still want
16:01to make a statement
16:02so if you look
16:03at what's on my back,
16:04the slurs
16:05that
16:06usually
16:07are thrown
16:08on the rocks.
16:20So,
16:21my whole concept
16:22is kakanin
16:23since I'm from
16:24Bulacan,
16:25I want to represent
16:26Bulacan.
16:27Sapin,
16:28sapin,
16:29patong,
16:30patong,
16:31kuya,
16:32ikaw sakin
16:33pumatong,
16:34sing tamis
16:35ng pulut
16:36pukiyutan,
16:37latik moy
16:38aki,
16:39titikman.
16:40Ako,
16:41si Piva Patsal
16:42nagmula sa Bulacan
16:43kung saan
16:44ikaw
16:45ay welcome.
16:46Sa ngayon?
16:47Nananiniwala
16:48sa kasabihang
16:49matitig kong
16:50mapangakit.
16:53So nabuhu ko nga yung
16:54concept ng sapin,
16:55sapin,
16:56kasi colourful,
16:57then parang
16:58sobrang vibrant
16:59ng colours
17:00kasi layering siya
17:01so parang
17:02it represents na din
17:03yung different layers
17:04na kayang i-give ni Piva
17:05dito sa competition.
17:06Is it good?
17:07Is it good?
17:08Masarap!
17:14So for this look,
17:15I'm giving you
17:16camp,
17:17but mabaho.
17:19Sibuyas Couture.
17:21It's giving breakfast
17:22at Tiffany's
17:23Audrey Hepburn,
17:25but make it
17:26bara
17:27with a water gun
17:28and all that shit.
17:30Literally,
17:31no pun intended.
17:33Kung ikay magpapapwe
17:35at maghugas ka
17:38Kung ikay magpapapwe
17:40at magalinis ka
17:43Kung ikay magpapapwe
17:45mas maganda
17:46kung masikin
17:47Kung ikay magpapapwe
17:49at maghugas ka
17:52Hi everyone,
17:53my name is Margot,
17:55but today
17:56let me stand by the name
17:59of Lobotomy Ducera
18:03wearing
18:04Lou Boutons
18:07Ugaliing magcheese
18:09Ugaliing maglinis
18:11para
18:12walang
18:13cheesemease
18:17Cheesemease
18:24I have a tumor
18:25because I always
18:26poke my long bottom.
18:27No, I don't.
18:30It hurts
18:31when I pee sometimes
18:32but at least
18:33I can help myself
18:34to flip a bedge.
18:37Babalat
18:39Babalut's
18:40wife
18:42is in front of you
18:43the longest
18:44bottom
18:45on the face
18:46of the earth
18:47Baba
18:48Lissong
18:49And before you
18:50hope
18:51for my
18:52long bottom
18:53always
18:54think
18:55at least
18:56I always
18:57have a
18:58long bottom
18:59She's so clingy
19:00She's so clingy
19:01And I'm leaving
19:02one more
19:03reminder
19:04Don't
19:05cry
19:06or you'll
19:07die
19:16It's better
19:17if
19:18you
19:19get
19:20a
19:21new
19:22bed
19:23Don't
19:24cry
19:25or
19:26you'll
19:27die
19:28Don't
19:29cry
19:30or
19:31you'll
19:32die
19:33Don't
19:34cry
19:35Don't
19:36cry
19:39Don't
19:40cry
19:41Don't
19:42cry
19:43Don't
19:44cry
19:45Family, let's pray forever and stay together.
19:49Come on and eat.
20:15I have someone behind me.
20:21Hey, Mama Rasha, you're going to explode!
20:24She's smart. Her hormones have a different effect.
20:27So the theme of the new course is bouquet of flowers from Botanical Gardens in Baguio City.
20:33Just a fun fact, my recent boyfriend for four years,
20:38he's the first guy who gave me bouquet of flowers.
20:42I feel very special.
20:46You're stupid!
20:48The bouquet will go to Deja.
20:52She will win.
20:54It's so fun.
20:56All the way from Botanical Garden of Baguio City,
21:01I am Deja, your boo.
21:06Okay, bouquet of flowers.
21:09And I, thank you.
21:13Manila, this is for you.
21:15I see.
21:16I like it.
21:18Thank you.
21:35Fantastic.
21:37You guys are so campy.
21:39I love all of your creativity.
21:42You're making this very, very difficult for us judges up here
21:46because each and every one of you is so original.
21:49It's hard to compare you to each other.
21:51Nicole, what do you think?
21:53You queens brought it today!
21:55We really appreciate the ballads performed in this segment
21:59like Deja who gave us a sexually empowered ballad
22:02and Margot who gave us the DOH campaign.
22:05If you're going to have your boobies washed,
22:09And finally, Rasha Fox.
22:12I thought, okay, here's another drag queen with a background that she made herself.
22:17But you still have the courage to bring it.
22:20And you showed us your habit of showing off.
22:25Thanks, queens.
22:27You guys are so beautiful.
22:28I was a bit confused with the others,
22:30but some of you really did really, really well.
22:33In fact, I have a perfect score for a lot of you queens.
22:36So, congratulations.
22:39Yes, first of all, I want to congratulate myself again for being here.
22:46Congratulations.
22:47No, because it's my first time, right?
22:49First and last.
22:53All of you are so beautiful.
22:55There's only one who has a notebook.
22:57It's like she's the only one who studied.
22:59But it looks like you guys studied.
23:02She's an honor student.
23:04She's an honor student.
23:06So, is it true?
23:07No.
23:08She's smart. Look, she's fighting.
23:10She's fighting.
23:11See, she's not shy anymore.
23:14My sister is so rude.
23:16She's smart. She's thick.
23:18See?
23:19She has a lot of pockets.
23:21Because she has a lot of things to buy.
23:23Anyway, this is Green Green Grass.
23:26She's okay with onions.
23:30But she only said bitter things.
23:33So, good job.
23:35Because all of you are beautiful.
23:37So, we'll find out later who's going home.
23:42So that this can end.
23:45Good job.
23:47Alright, thank you queens.
23:48You really showed us that when it comes to Pinoy camp, you are all champions.
23:53But it's time to proceed to the next part of the competition.
23:57For your main drag showdown,
24:00you will all star in a comedy musical.
24:03Queens, you better make us laugh.
24:06Make us go ha-ha-ha.
24:08Or you will go home-home-home.
24:11So, go get ready.
24:13Go, go, go.
24:14Okay.
24:16She didn't understand go get ready.
24:18Okay, let's go.
24:25Sis, wherever you are, I hope you can see us.
24:28Thank you queens.
24:29Thank you queens.
24:30Thank you queens.
24:31Thank you queens.
24:35Hey, gays.
24:36Let's go through this in a democratic way.
24:38Who will go first?
24:39The piece you gave to the parlourists,
24:41we actually listened to it.
24:42So, the song, it really breaks boundaries.
24:45It's like, this is not the life of a parlourist.
24:48When I was a kid,
24:49when you grow up,
24:50people around you will automatically tell you,
24:52you'll be a parlourist.
24:53You'll be a parlourist.
24:55And personally, society thinks that
24:57parlourists are the lowest class of gays.
25:02Then, it's followed by those who are decent,
25:06who still wear men's clothes,
25:08who are respected.
25:09The parlourists are the first image of gays in media.
25:13We should thank them
25:14because they are our first representation,
25:16our queens.
25:17Right?
25:18Because if they're not there,
25:19do you think there's this,
25:20there's drag,
25:21or any show,
25:22or BL.
25:23Sorry.
25:24Can I, while we're cutting,
25:27listen to your stories?
25:29Why me too?
25:30No, because I was the first.
25:32And I was the first last time.
25:34They assigned me to the first,
25:36so I said,
25:37I'll be the first in our first song.
25:39Who will take the role of bridge?
25:41Who has a lot of lines and is a bit crucial?
25:43Let's talk about what you want,
25:45or what's right for you,
25:47so you don't lose.
25:49In this case,
25:50what do you want?
25:51What do you want?
25:52You should be one,
25:53don't fight,
25:54you should give.
25:55Oh, Ma,
25:56she's choosing parts.
25:57It's so obvious that she has a bet.
26:00She really wants to stand out.
26:01Because each of us has a bet,
26:03we're all the same.
26:05The others are on opposite sides.
26:07It's so obvious.
26:08There, Ma,
26:09your choreo.
26:11The bridge.
26:12You should be the bridge,
26:13so it's highlighted.
26:14So it's highlighted.
26:15So it's highlighted.
26:17It's too long!
26:18Ma!
26:19You should be under Marlene.
26:22Because you're the top,
26:23you're the first.
26:24No, no, no.
26:26Don't make a decision.
26:28Wait,
26:29she said earlier
26:30that we should learn
26:31how to party!
26:33Mmm, dessert!
26:46Our musical,
26:47Super Ako,
26:48personally,
26:49I'm thankful
26:50because at least
26:51we'll have a chance
26:52to give back to them.
26:55Gays,
26:56you know our main challenge,
26:57right?
26:58Parlor!
26:59Parlorista!
27:01Do you have any parlor stories?
27:03I studied cosmetology
27:04after I graduated high school.
27:06I thought
27:07I should do parlor
27:09because, of course,
27:10it's like a bonus
27:11when you graduate
27:12from cosmetology.
27:13You're a showgirl,
27:14right?
27:15You're still a parlorist.
27:16At least I'm using it
27:17for myself,
27:18for my siblings,
27:19for my mom,
27:20for my dad.
27:21I'm using it
27:22because it's a big help.
27:23You'll be able to use it.
27:24That's our wealth,
27:25gays,
27:26that no one
27:27will ever get.
27:28Being a hashtag
27:29parlorist.
27:31Wow!
27:33It's like,
27:34we look down on parlorists.
27:35For instance,
27:36when your family finds out
27:37that you're gay,
27:38automatically,
27:39you become a parlorist.
27:40You don't want to be a parlorist.
27:41In our society,
27:42you know,
27:43it's like you're degraded.
27:44Where do you work?
27:45I work in a salon.
27:46It's like,
27:47it's just a salon.
27:48We're put in a box
27:49that shouldn't be there.
27:50I just want to share
27:51my experience
27:52in making wigs
27:53in the drag industry.
27:54There are people
27:55that can't be avoided,
27:56especially in the drag community
27:57because you're behind
27:58the curtains,
27:59you're not valued.
28:00But I also have clients
28:01that I'm really happy with
28:02because,
28:03at the same time,
28:04they think that we're
28:05just on the same level.
28:06There's no client,
28:07there's no artist.
28:08We're just the same
28:09gay people here
28:10in the drag community.
28:12Very well said,
28:13Wigs by Marvin.
28:14Wigs by Margot.
28:16That's why you should be kind
28:17to the people
28:18who do your hair
28:19because anytime,
28:20we can give you
28:21a Tarantado.
28:26When Rufo entered
28:27the Arcade,
28:28I was surprised.
28:31Oh my God,
28:32I used to watch this
28:33on TV.
28:34So I have with me
28:35the one,
28:36the only,
28:37the iconic
28:38Rufa Makinza.
28:45Who are these people?
28:46There's Angie.
28:47We have Deja
28:48and Feva.
28:50Do you have any tips
28:51that you want to get from Rufa?
28:53Do you feel secure?
28:54You're ready?
28:55I think,
28:56we need to base it
28:57on our who-goat.
28:58Yeah, our who-goat.
29:00Mama's brain
29:01thinks so fast.
29:02We need a little
29:03of that
29:04to be more polished.
29:06Just eat,
29:07eat
29:08so that
29:09you're not hungry.
29:10Don't eat too much.
29:13Just eat.
29:14Just eat.
29:16Go, go, go.
29:19I have a question.
29:20I think it's good
29:21to just use a toothbrush.
29:22Just look at it.
29:23There's a high pad there.
29:24Just do it.
29:27How can you be
29:28funny
29:29when you're not
29:30forcing yourself
29:31to be funny?
29:32Just enjoy it.
29:33You should have a joke.
29:34They have to laugh
29:35at you,
29:36not at me.
29:38So,
29:39make them comfortable.
29:40It's like you made
29:41my eyeshadow.
29:42Really?
29:43You're not just
29:44my eyeshadow.
29:46I can't think of anything.
29:47It's just a copy of me.
29:49Go, go, go.
29:50That's so lame.
29:52That's my question.
29:53It's like
29:54you're just starting.
29:55Their humor
29:56is all misogynistic.
29:58What's that?
29:59What's misogynistic?
30:01You're broken, Marlene.
30:02I love Rufa May.
30:03Whatever she says,
30:04even if it doesn't make sense,
30:05she's still right
30:06because it's Rufa May.
30:07Marlene is also
30:08a strong performer.
30:09We were surprised
30:10that her lip sync
30:11performance
30:12was really explosive.
30:13Thank you so much.
30:14Yes, it's beautiful.
30:15Also,
30:16we don't have a choice.
30:19I appreciate
30:20her courage.
30:21But you two,
30:22face each other.
30:23Maybe,
30:24she's a drag queen.
30:25She's a drag queen too.
30:26Yes, yes, yes.
30:27All gays
30:28have their flaws.
30:30Okay, so Miss Rufa,
30:31how was your experience
30:32watching our drag queen?
30:35They tried their best
30:36but their best
30:37wasn't good enough.
30:38So,
30:39they're good
30:40at everything
30:41to the highest level.
30:42Because it's just once in a while,
30:43right?
30:44And we represent
30:45the Philippines.
30:46So,
30:47it's necessary
30:48to be good.
30:49In the streets
30:50of Metro Manila,
30:51at least in every corner,
30:53comes a beauty parlor
30:54owned by queer people.
30:56But they have been
30:57bullied for their work
30:58and their femininity.
31:00And what do they do in return?
31:01Why,
31:02they kill them
31:03with kindness.
31:04Or should I say,
31:05with charity.
31:06One chupit
31:07at a time.
31:10In honor of all
31:11the baklang paradistas,
31:12please welcome to the stage
31:14the queens of drag den
31:15in their comedy musical
31:17entitled
31:18Parlor of Gays.
31:27Are you really kind
31:31or are you just hiding?
31:33Plastic?
31:35We are good at cutting
31:39and helping those in need.
31:43They say you're just a talker
31:44and a gossip.
31:47But if you don't listen,
31:48you'll be in big trouble.
31:51We have a talent
31:52for making people laugh.
31:54Oh my God.
31:55We'll pay you back
31:56when you come home.
32:00Parloristas
32:02are not just friends
32:03and professionals.
32:06Parloristas
32:08are not just friends
32:09and professionals.
32:15Parloristas
32:21Parloristas
32:22Even if we're in trouble,
32:24we can overcome it.
32:25Our hearts are strong.
32:27We can make it better.
32:35And we're not afraid
32:37of anything.
32:40We are the Parloristas.
32:53We are the Parloristas.
32:57We're the Parloristas.
33:01We're the Parloristas.
33:03We're the Parloristas.
33:04It's mine now.
33:06I made it.
33:08It's ours now.
33:10When it's drunk,
33:12it goes out of the house.
33:14Paralurista
33:16We're just friends,
33:18we're not prophets.
33:20Paralurista
33:22We're just friends,
33:24but we take good care of each other.
33:30Paralurista
33:34Paralurista
33:36Even if it's messy,
33:38we can fix it.
33:40Our hearts are hard.
33:42We can
33:44soften it.
33:48While we
33:50are fighting,
33:52we listen
33:54to bitter stories.
33:56It hurts.
33:58Friends who
34:00get angry.
34:02Husbands who
34:04get angry.
34:06When there's a fight,
34:08we have a plan.
34:10When there's a need,
34:12we have a plan.
34:14When it comes to us,
34:16we're quick.
34:18Don't hope,
34:20don't worry.
34:22Paralurista
34:24We're just friends,
34:26we're not prophets.
34:28Paralurista
34:30We're just friends,
34:32but we take good care of each other.
34:38Paralurista
34:44Paralurista
34:46Even if it's messy,
34:48we can fix it.
34:50Our hearts are hard.
34:52We can
34:54soften it.
34:56Wow!
34:58Now, you know
35:00that this is
35:02the life of a parlorist.
35:04Your hair
35:06is beautiful.
35:08Even your face
35:10is bright.
35:12Choose
35:14the color you like
35:16because
35:18your life is worth it.
35:20In our
35:22parlor,
35:24we don't
35:26want to be with
35:28tears and smiles.
35:30Paralurista
35:32We're just friends,
35:34we're not prophets.
35:36Paralurista
35:38We're just friends,
35:40but we take good care of each other.
35:46Paralurista
35:48Paralurista
35:50Paralurista
35:52Paralurista
35:54Even if it's messy,
35:56we can fix it.
35:58Our hearts are hard.
36:00We can
36:02soften it.
36:04Why
36:06do some people
36:08feel hurt?
36:10It's as if
36:12our knowledge
36:14is our biggest worry.
36:16Learn
36:18to open your heart.
36:20Help
36:22so that
36:24no one will be hurt.
36:26We're
36:28friends
36:30who can hope.
36:32Don't be sadistic
36:34to the
36:36parlorist.
36:40Paralurista
36:42We're just friends,
36:44we're not prophets.
36:46Paralurista
36:48We're just friends,
36:50but we take good care of each other.
36:56Paralurista
36:58Paralurista
37:00Paralurista
37:02Even if it's messy,
37:04we can fix it.
37:06Our hearts are hard.
37:08We can
37:10soften it.
37:14Paralurista
37:16We're just friends,
37:18we're not prophets.
37:20Paralurista
37:22We're just friends,
37:24but we take good care of each other.
37:30Paralurista
37:32Paralurista
37:34Paralurista
37:36Even if it's messy,
37:38we can fix it.
37:40Our hearts are hard.
37:42We can
37:44soften it.
37:56Queens, you made all these
37:58baklang parloristas very proud.
38:00Okay?
38:02Okay, let's start with Russia.
38:04I love how
38:06creative you are.
38:08It's so unexpected.
38:10Your outfit is over the top
38:12and that's exactly what we want
38:14on Drag Den.
38:16You did a good job.
38:18You're a parlorista.
38:20You know the topic.
38:22Jean, I love your energy.
38:24It is over the top.
38:26It's exactly what we want.
38:28I can see your panties were coming out.
38:30I just need to have a little bit more polish
38:32and then you're going to be so good.
38:34I get that this is a very stressful
38:36competition.
38:38But have the confidence still.
38:40Elvira,
38:42nice step up from last week.
38:44Thank you.
38:46You're really good at acting.
38:48I like that.
38:54Elvira, where's the salon?
38:56My concept was
38:58high fashion of
39:00Edward Scissorhands.
39:02Wow, Edward Scissorhands.
39:04That's okay.
39:06But it's a different parlor.
39:08If you don't know pop culture,
39:10not my problem.
39:12It's the thought that counts.
39:14The thought that counts.
39:18Mrs. Tan, your facial expressions,
39:20I mean, they were
39:22all over the place. It made my
39:24face tired just watching you.
39:26Marlene, your dancing
39:28is so good.
39:30But I'm starting to lose you
39:32amongst the other queens.
39:34I know that we're all
39:36female impersonators. This is a
39:38woman's thing, but it's still kind of a
39:40man's world. So I need you
39:42to step it up so that we look at
39:44you. Because I want to look at you.
39:46You're like a fish.
39:48Okay, not a blue Marlene, but red
39:50Marlene.
39:52You're good.
39:56You're good, but
39:58it's just me.
40:00It's not really
40:02FIVA?
40:04Rapunzel, Rapunzel, let down your
40:06hara. Keep on bringing that
40:08energy to everything. The hair flips.
40:10I love how you actually played
40:12with your hair. Like, it's the whole
40:14story. When you were rolling here
40:16and then you rolled back, I was like,
40:18work.
40:20It's really, really
40:22amazing to watch you perform. I love
40:24watching you perform. So keep it up.
40:26Okay? Moy,
40:28you are phenomenal.
40:30But then I started to lose
40:32your lip sync.
40:34Oh, she was lip syncing.
40:36Yeah, okay. Deja,
40:38I'm expecting now, like,
40:40really high levels from you.
40:42You're doing phenomenal.
40:44So keep it up. But do not let
40:46yourself plateau. Because all
40:48these queens up here are
40:50neck and neck
40:52with you. Okay?
40:54I mean, Margot.
40:56Yes, honey.
40:58Powerful. You were a diva. I loved
41:00how you were able to close the show. When you came out
41:02at the end, all eyes were on you.
41:04And that's all I have to say.
41:06When you went out and
41:08did your whole thing, it's like you wrapped
41:10up the entire story. And that's when
41:12this whole musicale started making
41:14sense. Give yourself
41:16a pat on the back. You did really well.
41:18Congratulations, queen.
41:20Great job, queens.
41:22But now it's for the fun part.
41:24Our dagulan!
41:26Dagmen!
41:32Our first
41:34contestant is
41:36Margot.
41:40LaRochelle!
41:42Oh, Mrs. Tan! Oh, that's gonna be exciting.
41:50Marlene!
41:52Oh, I'm gonna see you jump off
41:54the stage, Marlene. Okay.
41:56Remember, queens.
41:58The dragdagulan winner will earn
42:00immunity from elimination
42:02tonight. Meaning,
42:04she can use it to save herself
42:06or someone else
42:08in case she gives that immunity away.
42:10Queens,
42:12it's time to show us that you are
42:14one in a melanin to the song
42:16Morena by Roxanne Barcello.
42:22Dragdagulan na!
42:52Draggaduglan!
42:56Dragdagulan!
43:06Draggaduglan!
43:12Dragdagulan sa!
43:22Oh
43:52Oh
44:22Thank
44:26You so much we're gonna deliberate so please go back to the arcade
44:31Enjoy yourselves. Take a little rest and we will call you back later. Thank you
44:35Oh
44:47Well, let's talk about our theme where we have any standouts for you in theme wear Russia Fox for me hands down
44:54She pulls out a trick and surprises us every time it kind of felt a little homemade
45:01She was struggling a little bit
45:03But the second she revealed the table and then got down on all fours and then crawled up the ramp
45:08I was gagging the whole time for me. Oh, everybody is standing
45:14Everybody and everything. Yes, I'm Dean unless they're sitting. I
45:18Would like to commend moi also in the first round. You know, I see a pool cool to Russian and Filipino
45:24Now he's a masada
45:26Recognized better than a sip. Nipa reunion me thought karate young outfit and performance gene vlog in her theme wear. I think she's drunk
45:36Gene and tonic vlog the clothes were really great. It was supposed to represent the the food of Cebu
45:42And but when she delivered it, she was like, I like the front of the outfit
45:47But when she turned around it looked like the back wasn't finished mrs. Tan and her sword chin
45:51It wasn't the most aesthetically pleasing, but I don't mind out of the box yet camp. Sure. I'll give her props for that
45:58There was a lot of outfit there, but it was it was interesting
46:00Well, I loved Deja because it was cute
46:03It could have been a little bit more but it was a fully realized concept. What about Elvira?
46:09She was also the hibiscus flower. I've actually loved the concept and the execution
46:16I think that one was probably my favorite her spiel
46:19Not so much, but the look was definitely one of my favorites
46:36I loved fever when she came out with her a sapin-sapin and we all like to sir
46:41I'm hungry, but styrofoam tastes really good
46:44Feva, your tumbling, was it part of the choreography or was it the last minute?
46:49It was the last minute
46:51Why did Feva do the last minute again?
46:53It was the last minute
46:54We had a lot on stage, we were all there
46:56I did that stunt just to get attention
46:59Elvira, do you think she's a nuisance in the performance or not?
47:02If there's anything you want to do, at least let your partner know what you're going to do
47:06Marlene, a heads up
47:08Are you going to give a heads up?
47:09What do you want to do? Are you really going to get attention?
47:11I'm going to say sorry to Marlene, but we're coordinating
47:14If this is a part, let's just do it, right?
47:17Sorry girls
47:18If you're going to do that to me, I'm going to pull you aside
47:21What are you doing?
47:22She kind of looked like an onion
47:24Or a garlic
47:25Or a garbage bag
47:27I thought she was going to do a reveal
47:29I'm worried about Marlene though
47:31I'm rooting for her as the underdog
47:35But she's starting to fade into the background
47:37And that's not good this early on in the competition
47:39That's enough, sis. You're making her cry
47:42While it's noisy in the arcade, I'm starting to disassociate
47:45I don't know what's happening anymore
47:47Just speak your mind
47:49Tell me what you want to say, what you're feeling right now
47:52Who you're representing
47:54They trust you and they're very proud of you
47:57Do it for them
47:58If ever I leave today
48:01I'm thinking of the people who helped me
48:04Especially my parents
48:06My sister
48:08I keep having to remind myself to keep my eye on her
48:11Because she keeps fading into the background
48:14Because this is a comedy
48:16She wasn't as funny
48:17Other queens were giving a slapstick
48:19They were rolling on the floor
48:21And she wasn't quite giving it all the way
48:26Keep calm, carry on
48:28Like that
48:29Her feelings while performing
48:31You have to dance like, you know, right?
48:34It's just like this
48:35So it's like everything is like this, right?
48:38I'm the kind of person who's very insecure
48:41We were surprised
48:44I felt...
48:46I don't know what to say
48:48It's my first time trying to be sexy
48:52Embrace your femininity for Marlene
48:55Because when she did the sexy moves
48:57I wish that she sustained it
48:59She's very talented
49:00The makeup is beautiful
49:01Her drag is beautiful
49:02The power
49:03She just needs to harness the power more
49:05Marlene, the fact that you're just here
49:07Is a big statement for everyone
49:10Let's clap for Marlene
49:121, 2, 3, go
49:131, 2, 3
49:14The other queen that started to lose me
49:17Was Jean Valogue
49:19Jean, you're so annoying
49:20You're so annoying
49:21You're so childish
49:23You're so annoying
49:24Jean, you're so annoying
49:25You're so annoying
49:26You're so annoying
49:27I don't like it
49:28It's a musical challenge
49:29She has a chair
49:30How can I dance with this chair?
49:32You're so annoying
49:33Why are you so close to me?
49:35During the rehearsal
49:37I told her
49:38Why are you so close to my back?
49:40Am I an idiot?
49:41You're an idiot
49:42Maybe you didn't listen to the rehearsal
49:44I didn't mean for her to choose me
49:46Because she knows that she won't be able to dance with that costume
49:49If you followed me
49:50We'll both be dancing downstairs
49:52And if I made a mistake in the choreography
49:54I'm the one who's being looked at by the judges
49:56And it's true
49:57It happened
49:58Roll the tapes, bitches
49:59If you're given one thing to do
50:01You'll do it
50:02Don't be stupid, gay
50:06I feel like it's your predatory nature
50:07To target a weakling like me
50:09It's your fault
50:10That your costume is big
50:11Like a paoloista
50:13I'm just wearing a bodysuit
50:14A uniform of a gay
50:16You're a gay
50:17It's like you're wearing a bodysuit
50:18We're a gay parlor
50:19Not an alien costume
50:22The outfit
50:23It was a bit generic
50:25See, it wasn't necessarily the outfit for me
50:27There's just a little bit of need of polish
50:30Definitely, she's also fading into the background
50:33She's a young queen
50:34Yes, she is
50:35So she has a lot of time to improve that
50:38But we need to have that here and now
50:41Alright, let's talk about this drag
50:44That was exciting
50:46Okay, so who was the standout?
50:52Definitely Mrs. Tan for me
50:53I don't know where she was pulling out all the other props
50:56It just kept coming
50:57Well, I agree that Mrs. Tan did show a lot of tricks
51:01But it started only, I think, when Margot went up front
51:05And then the girls were like
51:06I have to also show my shtick
51:10Seriously, Marlyn
51:12She totally stepped up this time
51:15But Marlyn had a fight
51:16When she came out of the closet
51:18She washed that
51:22Yeah, I thought she performed very sexy
51:25I loved when she whipped off the wig
51:27Mrs. Tan Sakaling
51:28Since you're the one they say will win this drag
51:31Are you willing to give up?
51:33No!
51:34Ay!
51:35Ay!
51:36The immunity
51:37I really want to get it
51:38Because I'm shaking
51:39I'm so scared
51:41I'm scared
51:42But personally, do you think she needs it?
51:45No
51:46If I were in her position
51:48I also wouldn't give my immunity
51:50Because you don't know what to expect
51:52Really, anything can happen in drag now
51:55It's done
51:56That does it for the deliberations
51:57I want to thank you, Pura Luca Vega
51:59For being our drag agent on duty
52:01Yes
52:02Happy to serve
52:03Rufimay
52:04Thank you so much for being here
52:06You were hilarious
52:07You're so gorgeous
52:08Pretty
52:09I'm so proud and honored
52:11Like honor student
52:12To meet you
52:15Thank you so much
52:16Thank you so much
52:17I'm stressed
52:18I need a haircut
52:19I need a manicure, a pedicure
52:20A keratin treatment
52:21Call my gay parlorista
52:25Before I go, go, go
52:26I have to say
52:27You have to stand up
52:30So you stand out
52:32Understand?
52:34Thanks so much to us
52:36I miss you
52:38And I love you
52:39Yes, you too
52:42Just pray, okay?
52:43Pray for him
52:46I'll pray for you
52:47Yes, just pray, pray, pray
52:51The winner of the Drag da Goulan
52:52Will win immunity
52:54For tonight's round
52:58Unless she doesn't think she needs it
53:00And thinks that maybe she would like to give it
53:02To one of her drag queen sisters
53:06The winner of the Drag da Goulan
53:08Is
53:13Mrs. Tan
53:16Well, congratulations
53:18Now the question is
53:19Will you keep the immunity for yourself?
53:20I will keep the immunity
53:21Okay, don't even stop
53:23They programmed me to give my immunity
53:26She probably didn't need it
53:27But
53:29You deserve it
53:30Deserve
53:31Hey
53:33Fuck you
53:35Okay, girl, you can go
53:36You can leave
53:37Go hang out backstage
53:39I'm the only one with immunity today
53:43May the following four queens
53:44Please step forward
53:45Jean Valob
53:48Margot
53:51Viva Fatal
53:54Marlene
53:58I will now announce
53:59The highest ranking queen
54:01For this round
54:02And she will win
54:03Twenty thousand pesos
54:08Viva Fatal, congratulations
54:11We'll be able to pay
54:12For this round
54:14We'll be able to pay
54:15For our debts
54:16Thank you, thank you, thank you so much
54:18Now go find out where
54:19Mrs. Tan went off to so fast
54:23The rest of you are safe
54:27You three ranked the lowest
54:28In this round
54:30But that does not mean
54:31That you are not
54:32All fabulous queens
54:34Fierce queens
54:36Ferocious queens
54:38This is never the end
54:41This is just the beginning
54:43I'm sorry to announce
54:48The person that's going home
54:49Tonight is
54:53Marlene
54:54Marlene
55:12Thank you ladies
55:15Marlene
55:19Marlene, I'm so proud of you
55:21God is indeed a woman
55:24And she is a drag queen
55:26Marlene, you made history
55:28Because you are the first
55:29AFAB queen to be on Drag Den
55:33The first AFAB queen
55:34To make a name for herself
55:36In the Philippines
55:40You should be very proud of yourself
55:41I am so proud of you
55:44Go Marlene
55:47You are indeed AFAB
55:50A fabulous, fabulous queen
55:55Naligwak kaman
55:57I'll ligwak with you
56:05I'm okay, I already
56:07I'm fine, I'm being eliminated
56:08I'm being eliminated, I'm just
56:12Let's go
56:23I'm so proud of you Marlene
56:26You know this is
56:28Bigger than you
56:29It's bigger than me
56:30It's bigger than Drag Den
56:32You and your drag artistry
56:35Are superb
56:37And I can't wait
56:39For you to inspire so many
56:41Drag queens out there
56:43With your beauty
56:45With your poise
56:46With your sexiness
56:48With your makeup skills
56:50You're always part of this family
56:51And I love you, okay?
56:53I love you too
56:55Keep on baby
56:57The elimination parang
56:58It's okay to me
57:00Pero yung sinabi ni Manila
57:02I was able to represent
57:03The AFAB drag artist
57:05Parang ako yung
57:07Sabi niya na first
57:09AFAB drag artist na
57:11Who made a name for myself
57:13Parang oh my god
57:14I did not know
57:16Na ganun pala kalaki-impact ko
57:18Parang hindi kasi
57:19Masyadong talagang maliit
57:20Yung tingin ko sarili ko
57:23Tapos parang wow
57:25I'm very thankful
57:26That I'm part of the cast
57:28I am too
57:29I'm so happy and proud
57:31Na nakasama ko sa Drag Den
57:33I was able to
57:35Just showcase myself