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00:00Go in a deep dive on like my old stuff.
00:02Yeah.
00:02And...
00:03Oh.
00:03Oh my god.
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00:06Slopped down.
00:06Slopped down.
00:07Nice.
00:20All right.
00:21Welcome to In The Slop.
00:23We have another guest.
00:24We're just bringing them all in this week.
00:26Titi.
00:27Titi.
00:28Is in the house.
00:29My girl Titi.
00:31Hey, hey, hey, hey.
00:32I'm excited for this one.
00:33This is like a little girly pop pop.
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01:25Tatiana's one of those people
01:26that you see online
01:27and she's exactly like she is online in person.
01:30Perfect for in the slot.
01:32Exactly.
01:32The slot is all about owning who you are,
01:34owning your story
01:35and we sort of want to do
01:36kind of motivation.
01:37There's no motivational podcast at Barstool,
01:39so we're taking our own twist on motivation,
01:42living who you are,
01:43owning your story
01:44and that's why you're here today
01:45because you do that.
01:46You fit the criteria.
01:47Always.
01:48Thank you for having me.
01:49Of course.
01:50Thanks for coming.
01:51So what have you been up to?
01:52You just landed.
01:53I just landed.
01:54It took an hour to get an Uber out of there.
01:56Right.
01:57Because Super Bowl things.
01:58Yeah.
01:59But what have I been doing?
02:01I just moved.
02:02Yes.
02:03Trying to get my life in order.
02:04How's everything going with that?
02:05My life is in shambles.
02:06Okay.
02:07But that's a good thing.
02:08But in the best way.
02:09Yes.
02:10Moving's hard.
02:11That means growth.
02:12Like it's a big thing.
02:13I feel like you never,
02:14like you don't think it's going to be so much
02:15and then all of a sudden it's like
02:16you have more stuff and more stuff
02:18and more stuff just keeps appearing.
02:19I can't see the ground.
02:20Where are you though?
02:21Austin.
02:22Oh, you're in Austin.
02:23Yeah.
02:24You love it?
02:25It's so fun.
02:26Such good vibes there.
02:27I know.
02:28I went to Austin this year.
02:29I just like visited a couple of my girlfriends
02:30like moved down there.
02:31I feel like it's a very up and up.
02:32I've never been.
02:33It's like the California of Texas.
02:34Yeah.
02:35Okay.
02:36That makes so much sense.
02:37Yes.
02:38I gotta go there.
02:39That is the place.
02:40And there's like,
02:41I feel like I need to live
02:42like near a body of water
02:43and they have that beautiful river
02:44in the middle.
02:45Oh, nice.
02:46Honestly, Austin,
02:47like it gives to me,
02:48like if I would like to equate it to like a month,
02:49like it gives like August vibes to me.
02:50One hundred.
02:51Yes.
02:52It's awesome.
02:53Yeah.
02:54Oh, yeah.
02:55It's a queen.
02:56Everything to mom.
02:57It's giving August.
02:58So you got the new apartment
02:59and the new car.
03:00I saw that.
03:01That big girl purchase.
03:02I went from sleeping on a green couch.
03:03Okay.
03:04To then,
03:05you know,
03:06buying my own green car.
03:07I said,
03:08don't worry, guys.
03:09I was on the couch.
03:10But like I had to pop out for the one time.
03:11I had to.
03:12I have to purchase something
03:13in my life.
03:14G-Wagon.
03:15G-Wagon.
03:16It's fucking gone.
03:17It's a sick car.
03:18That's lit.
03:19It's a sick car.
03:22You're driving past me and I'm like, that.
03:24There is something to be said about being proud of the car you drive.
03:29I'm like, this is the first time I'm in something nice of my own.
03:33I'm like, my God, the motivation is real.
03:35Yes.
03:37When you're driving, you feel like people are looking at you and you're kind of-
03:39I'm like, let me just roll my window down.
03:40Right.
03:41Are you just like giving me like flasks of music?
03:42Yeah.
03:44Wait, did you guys see Justin Bieber was driving in New York?
03:47Yeah, I was there.
03:49In SoHo when he was around.
03:51And like blasting his music?
03:52Oh, no, I didn't see that.
03:53He was like blasting his music out of his window.
03:55With his new music, with his windows down.
03:57I was like, this is like super emotion.
03:59I know.
03:59I was hoping I would run into him.
04:02They've all been like stepping out and doing different things,
04:04and it's like so exciting.
04:05Timothy Chalamet.
04:06I love Chalamet.
04:07Timothy Chalamet.
04:08I love that you're a believer, though.
04:10Sorry, babe, but that is daddy.
04:12That is.
04:13Yeah, I'm like, babe's in the building.
04:16Let's talk about that.
04:17New voice.
04:18New man.
04:19New man.
04:20What is conspire?
04:20I mean, I feel like it kind of unraveled online.
04:23I literally, like, I haven't even
04:24like had the chance to like say the full story,
04:26but it's kind of crazy.
04:27A lot of exclusive.
04:29You have the floor.
04:30How long do we like have?
04:31Like, OK, I'll try to do the spark notes.
04:33Just start from like the beginning, you guys hanging out.
04:35So, OK, so obviously we both got out of like popular breakups
04:40on the internet.
04:42They were both like obviously different times,
04:43but I think the consensus was that we were kind
04:47of like similar energies in our relationship.
04:50So a few my breakup happened, whatever.
04:53And then I didn't know who Adrian was,
04:55but I saw that he like posted two videos about,
05:00you know, like whether it was like breaking a bangle,
05:03his bangle stuff or like did like one of his car videos
05:06like to please, please, please, which
05:08was like my song at the time.
05:10And so that kind of like put him on the map.
05:12Like in my head, I was like, who is this man?
05:14On the radio.
05:16Meanwhile, like all the NFL fans were like down my throat,
05:20like he better off without you.
05:21I'm like, yeah, shut up.
05:23I know. Shut up.
05:24So that I like got to know who he was.
05:28And then I was like, OK, well, this lady made a video
05:32that was like, hey, like they're both like very similar energies.
05:34Like we should like ship them, whatever.
05:37And I like happened to see the video.
05:38So I like sent it to him because we had followed each other.
05:41Oh, she made the move.
05:43I love that on TikTok.
05:47And because we had like I followed him after I saw the videos.
05:50So send him that video.
05:53And then I was like a laughing emoji because I was like,
05:56I'm not going to get, you know, flirty.
05:57Right. Like I'll send it like a haze into it.
06:00Yeah. Yeah.
06:00And he was like, I think he said, like, when can I?
06:04Oh, I agree.
06:05When can I take you on a date?
06:07And I was like, oh, I said ASAP.
06:10I forget the next word.
06:11I was like ASAP, preferably.
06:13And then I and then he like exchanged numbers
06:16and then he was messaging me, but I like was not responding.
06:20I'm not a good responder, you know.
06:22Oh, right. Right.
06:23You know, side note, I've had to track TT down for months.
06:27And everyone in my life knows not to take it personal.
06:29But I know I'm saying I was not responding or whatever.
06:33New York Fashion Week.
06:34I'll speed this up.
06:35New York Fashion Week happens.
06:37No, keeping up.
06:38Yeah, he.
06:41OK, so I'm staying at the the frickin.
06:45What's that hotel?
06:46What hotel is it?
06:47What hotel is that?
06:50The public hotel.
06:52He's got a mic now.
06:53Hey, Adrian, New York.
06:56Say, hey, Slots.
06:57Oh, never mind.
06:59In the in New York.
07:00And I feel like that room, the rooms are like very distinct.
07:03I post me.
07:05I'm like in my room.
07:05I'm like, I love the proper hotel.
07:08And I like post it, whatever.
07:09And then I think like two hours later, I'm like scrolling on stories.
07:13And I'm like, I see like Adrian on Instagram.
07:16He posted the literal same story.
07:21Hotel.
07:22And I said, I said.
07:23And that wasn't like he didn't know.
07:25Oh, no, he knew.
07:26Oh, he knew.
07:27That was. He's like, yeah, this is all motivated.
07:30Yeah. So I was at the time and I'm like, oh, my God, I respond.
07:35I'm like, such a coincidence.
07:37Whoa. Like what floor are you on?
07:39It's like you're in town.
07:40That's crazy.
07:42Come to find out.
07:42He did that literally for me to see it, but he didn't want to text me
07:45to tell me he was in New York because I wasn't responding prior.
07:49So I'm going to like triple text.
07:51So he was like, I'm like, that's hot.
07:53I'm like, don't people text that hot.
07:55When you're being like pawned over.
07:56Yeah, that's feeling.
07:57I put the bait out there and you took the bait.
07:59Yeah, that's fate.
08:00Also, he got out of the box on that one.
08:02Yeah, 100%.
08:03I love it.
08:03So I messaged him like, what floor are you on?
08:06Oh, my God. And he was like, come to find out.
08:08It was his manager that was staying there.
08:09But he like took the photo for the bait, whatever.
08:11And I'm I'm in the lobby like to like whatever that later that day.
08:18And all of a sudden I like here, Titi, do you love me?
08:23And I like turn around. I'm like, who the frick is that?
08:25Like, that is like crazy.
08:26And then you're like, oh, it's him.
08:27We just happen to be in like the lobby at the same time.
08:30Love. And that's when we met.
08:32And we. How long ago was that?
08:35No one was one.
08:37When was that?
08:37June, July, August. Oh.
08:42Oh, oh, OK. I have no sense.
08:44And so then you kind of bonded right off the rip.
08:46And then we were like, it felt like I knew him forever.
08:49Yada, yada. And then we like we were like, I was like, OK, our comment sections
08:52are like really like tagging us.
08:55They like want us to like me or whatever.
08:57We should go like take it with my idea.
08:59Yeah, I was like, we should go take some videos outside.
09:01And he was like, yeah, I remember those videos.
09:03It was like, yeah, it was like, yeah, the Internet was often like arms.
09:09Millions of people like one bit.
09:10I'm like, yeah, we were like, I think we knew it would pop,
09:13but we didn't know it would pop like that.
09:15All of a sudden you're like refreshing.
09:16It's just like more and more. Yeah.
09:18So anyways, we can like really get into the.
09:20No, that's because I know that there's like a dip.
09:22No, I hated this.
09:24He was blocked for like a good two weeks. No way.
09:26OK, let's get into that.
09:27We'll get into that. He's smiling. He's smiling.
09:29At this point, I remember watching it unfold.
09:31And I'm like, I think they don't like each other anymore.
09:34Yeah. Yeah. OK, sorry.
09:35And you guys were like friends at that point.
09:37Like it wasn't anything romantic.
09:40Well, he made a song.
09:42Everyone is like up for like their own discretion, I guess.
09:46Some people probably didn't like the way I was moving,
09:48but I'll explain it from my side and I'll try to do us justice.
09:52OK, do you think?
09:54I OK, so I met him in New York.
09:59After that, we met that night.
10:00He called me like the end of the New York Fashion Week.
10:03He calls me. He's like, hey, like my buddy, my roommate has like a show
10:07because he does music as well.
10:09And he's like, and he has a show in L.A.
10:11And I would love for you to like come with me to like the show.
10:15And I was like, oh, yeah, like I have nothing going on after this.
10:17Like I just I just like thought it was like content.
10:22Like I was just like, oh, yeah, he doesn't like me.
10:25Like I don't like it. We don't like each other.
10:26But like, oh, well, it's like a friend.
10:28We'll go ahead. Yeah, he's like friends with.
10:30He's like really good at like being platonically friends with females.
10:33I'm like, OK, let me just go and like go to the show with him like fun.
10:37Oh, because the kicker to this is I was kind of sort of seeing somebody.
10:42Oh, in Minnesota.
10:44Oh, I mean, in Minnesota.
10:45OK, I didn't know that.
10:46So that was low key.
10:48Yeah. Oh, yeah.
10:49So we were like not anything necessarily strong by any means,
10:54but it was like forming or whatever.
10:57OK, so I do go to L.A. with him.
10:59We have like separate rooms, whatever.
11:02And we go and we have a great time.
11:06It's like we were like buds that whole time.
11:09You guys didn't like kiss or anything?
11:10We kissed. Oh, I'm getting really old.
11:14And we got a kiss.
11:15You can do it all night together.
11:18OK. And at this point, like I was in an era, right?
11:23Like I'm trying to like for my identity again, which is fun.
11:27You're doing your I'm doing my thing, my single thing.
11:31OK, I was very much single, not exclusive with anybody.
11:34That was made clear to me.
11:35Yeah, that's what you wanted.
11:37Like at the time, I didn't plan for anything. Right.
11:40I was. Yeah. No, I did not expect.
11:42Yeah. Which is the best divine love. Totally.
11:45So I am in L.A.
11:49and I'm like, do we like hang out, whatever?
11:52And then I'm like, I'm like going like bar.
11:55I'm going to Minnesota now.
11:57I had plans. Oh, my God.
11:59Oh, no. Damn.
12:02And so I I went and I, you know, went to this man's game
12:10and like did that whole thing and like just like was just doing my thing.
12:13Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
12:15Dating. No strings attached.
12:16You're like, oh, yeah, you're just doing this relationship.
12:19You want to, you know, explore and do your thing.
12:22Then you go to Minnesota and that might have made some
12:25communicated on both ends from me.
12:29So it was like, whatever.
12:31So then I go and I post
12:36a photo on the sidelines at a Vikings game.
12:40And that is the birth of the song Minnesota.
12:45I made it. This guy's a good artist.
12:48He's literally an artist.
12:50In my head, in my head, I'm like, I've met this guy twice.
12:53Yeah. What is going on?
12:55Like, why? You know, why is this happening?
12:57Yeah. Yeah. But so how did you address?
13:00For those who don't know, Minnesota is a song about T.T.
13:02It's about it's a good song.
13:04Yes. And it's about, yeah, me, you know, going to Minnesota.
13:09And he like formed feelings.
13:11And I didn't know because it was never a discussion, but valid.
13:15So then then I go to
13:19that happens and I land because I didn't have Wi-Fi on the plane back home.
13:24Yeah. And it gets posted.
13:25Well, are you really?
13:27Are you? What are you thinking?
13:28Like, are you like, I believe the plane land and my phone is like blowing up
13:33because they're like, what did you do?
13:35What happened? What do this man?
13:36I'm like, I don't even know.
13:38I don't expect this.
13:40What's going on? Like what?
13:42What's happening?
13:42And then I go to TikTok and there is the song and I'm like, oh, OK, here we go.
13:47So I call him that night and I'm like, dude, like, why
13:51would you do such a thing?
13:53Because I look terrible.
13:56Maybe I was terrible.
13:57I don't know. But I it's out for like your six million people to see.
14:01And that is shitty.
14:03And I like told him how I felt about it.
14:05So valid.
14:06I'm like crying. I'm like this.
14:07Like, this is like scary.
14:09Like, I don't know what's going on.
14:10Like, why would that why would you do that?
14:12Like you could have talked to me about it first. Right.
14:14So I then, you know,
14:18hang up the phone to never in my head, never to speak to him again.
14:22He's blocked.
14:24I'm like, what the hell?
14:25People are like calling me messy.
14:26They're like doing the whole thing online.
14:27I'm like, oh, yeah.
14:29So I'm like, I got to like just whatever.
14:32So I like that happens.
14:33And then
14:35later down the road, I'm in Nashville.
14:38Because my sister's looking for property out there.
14:40And I he has my glasses.
14:42So we meet up for coffee and I get my glasses
14:47and we do an apology.
14:50He has like his apology song written at this point already.
14:54And it was an apology to me for like doing that.
14:57Well, and then we make up and I.
15:04Yeah, the rest kind of just like flowed out.
15:07Yeah, I love that.
15:08And how did he reach out to you when he had because he was blocked?
15:11Yeah. So how did that work?
15:12How are you like, oh, wait, let's you know, my glasses.
15:15Did you get a little text?
15:16Oh, did you look, you know, when you met when you're going to meet up again?
15:19Like did you have like a little gut feeling?
15:21Like, oh, my God, I did.
15:26You definitely realize I would eagerly be so excited.
15:29Everyone was like, yeah, I was like, OK, well, I'm just going to like
15:34I'm just going to tell him how I felt about it.
15:35Yeah, my glasses.
15:36Like, yeah, I can't see without my glasses.
15:39That closure, that closure.
15:41So, yeah, right, right, right.
15:43So and then it all worked out.
15:45Oh, I love that. I love it.
15:47And then we just kind of like kept hanging out and like it just like
15:52grew and like the apology was there.
15:55I apologized for like how I made him feel.
15:59And then it just, yeah, the communication, the communication sounds great.
16:03Yeah, we're both two Tauruses, which are really compatible.
16:05OK, we're like, I don't know anything very like grounding with each other.
16:09I feel like it's like a very I mean, yeah, the energy.
16:11Yeah, I think that's how it's supposed to be.
16:13You know, it's very easy, like just like enhancements
16:15makes your life smooth a little better.
16:16That's how it's supposed to be.
16:18Yeah, it's like you want like a partner and like an equal one.
16:21Like I feel like in this industry, finding someone that you like,
16:23you can both do it together and build each other and, you know, totally.
16:26Yeah, that's super important.
16:28Yeah, so that's totally cool to have someone who's like down for you.
16:32Yeah, down for me.
16:34Like, yeah, like likes me.
16:36Yeah, the least, the least we could do and wants to like, you know,
16:41benefit each other's careers and support each other.
16:44Yeah, that's dope.
16:45And you guys are doing like long distance and everything.
16:48OK, I just like told myself I'm like everyone's thing right now.
16:51They're like moving Nashville.
16:52I'm like, I just I I thought I can acknowledge the fact
16:55that I got into a relationship pretty quick after.
16:58And I think everyone moves at their own timing and what's right is right.
17:02But I do want to like sit with my independence for a while.
17:07Learn a new city.
17:08Like I made a promise to myself and I'm like keeping it essentially.
17:11Yeah, I literally love your own and your slum.
17:13Yeah, that's like.
17:14Yeah, that's right.
17:15That's that. Yeah, that's right.
17:17Let me sneak in, you know, like Maddie, get it in there.
17:22True. And like then you can come visit you and you can have your own little space
17:25and you can show me your area.
17:27I feel like that's so much fun. Yeah.
17:28I like to be able to explore each other's cities and get to know also
17:32I just feel like it's not like do that challenge.
17:34Yeah, nice. Nice over there.
17:36Hey, yeah, I'll just stop it.
17:39Well, I might need a rag.
17:41Oh, let's go. But I have no idea what I was going to say.
17:45Honestly, exploring cities, going to each other.
17:48Oh, I was going to say, I feel like if you guys like in your communication
17:51so good, if you like do long distance and it's like after that,
17:54it's like a piece of cake, like light work.
17:56Yeah. Isn't it like an hour plane?
17:59Two and a half.
18:00OK, but I mean, it's like that's light work. Yeah.
18:03So we don't have to get into, obviously, the past relationship.
18:05Do you see like a huge like is it the biggest difference
18:08of two different types of love and just like experiencing whatever?
18:11Is it a whole rebirth?
18:12And you're just like, wait, this is what it should feel like.
18:15Yeah. Yeah. Yes. Yes. Yeah.
18:19It's so weird because you really think you like have it.
18:21You really think what you're in,
18:23like who you love and like what you think it's right.
18:26And you think it was like, yeah, and maybe I didn't even think it.
18:29But I was like making it.
18:30I'm like, I will make this happen.
18:32I will like it's my I'm like choosing this person or whatever.
18:35And then you like I like it's almost like a definitely a rebirth.
18:38It's like, wait a second.
18:39OK, this is what it's actually. Yeah.
18:41I kind of like a real thing. Yeah.
18:43I feel like I have it. It's crazy.
18:44Love this crazy thing.
18:45It's like, yeah, especially because like your whole lives,
18:48like you start with it.
18:48It's like really just like your family and stuff,
18:50which is such a different love, obviously,
18:52that relationships are with your friends versus like just such another level.
18:56Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
18:58It's been a change. Yeah.
19:00But like career wise, how are we?
19:02How are you doing or whatever?
19:06That's a good question. I feel good.
19:07I feel like I'm ready
19:11for more now that I'm like in like a new space.
19:15Like I definitely I want to start something new. Yeah.
19:20So I'm excited. I like a little a little fire under my ass.
19:23Right. It's like more motivation.
19:25Yeah. Feeling, though, like how exciting. Yeah.
19:28Such a new era.
19:29I feel like that's when you know you're happy is like when you are ready
19:33when you're cooking up so much lately.
19:36Would you get excited when you're like, oh, I'll just do it.
19:40I have these little things I do and I go and like wait.
19:43Which what's what's next?
19:44What's next month's thing?
19:46Right. Really?
19:47All of that ADHD and it's really feeling inspired.
19:50Like you have, you know, people around you that making you feel motivated.
19:53And that's like the best thing ever.
19:55It's feeling in place and sucks, especially in this industry.
19:57It's like you feel like everyone's doing so much.
20:00It's so the comparison aspect of this is so tough.
20:04I feel like the first year of
20:09making it or like making this a career for myself was just it's so exciting
20:14because it's every every new thing is like, oh, this is like, yeah, yeah.
20:18And the tough part is when is like the years after
20:22where you have to like, you know, keep building and like everything
20:25might not be so like new anymore.
20:28And like keeping your motivation.
20:30Yeah. While you're like still going.
20:32Yeah, I know. It's not easy for me.
20:35Like, I'll be honest.
20:36Like what's like what do you feel when it's not easy?
20:39It's like the comparison.
20:41And it's like feeling like there's always more to do. Yeah.
20:44And remembering just like relish in like what is there and like the support
20:49and like the love that I do currently like have on whatever I'm doing.
20:55But it's like it's it's tough.
20:57Yeah, it is.
20:58I saw this quote the other day because like I totally get that way, too.
21:01And like, I mean, it's like everyone, it's like so hard not to in this industry
21:05and like your job is to be on TikTok.
21:08But that's where all of this is.
21:09You can't even remove yourself from that toxic environment.
21:12It's so true.
21:12Like you're just locked in it.
21:13But I saw this quote that said like it was like tomorrow.
21:16Like don't let tomorrow's worries affects today's piece.
21:19Yeah. And like I've been like really like I was like, I just saw that
21:21a couple of days ago and I've been like really trying like while I'm here,
21:24my phone's not working.
21:25I'm like trying to text.
21:26I'm supposed to go to like Utah to go see after this.
21:29And like I was like getting all stressed.
21:30And I'm like, but I'm here right now.
21:32Yeah, like slow down.
21:33Experiment, like experiencing where your feet are.
21:36Yes, I know.
21:38Cherish everything.
21:39And I'm like, I'm like, like walk down Bourbon Street, like take it all.
21:42Yeah, that's right.
21:44Yeah, but it is hard because and then once you scroll one second,
21:47you're like, oh, this is someone's making this and someone's doing that.
21:50I know. I hate that.
21:51Always also I struggle with like my family or people around me in my life
21:55who don't know them.
21:56She always like, what's next?
21:57What's next?
21:58Yeah, and I'm like, can I just try to focus on what I'm doing now?
22:01But also in the back of my head, I do think of like, what is next?
22:04What is 30 look like?
22:05What is 25 look like?
22:07Yeah, because it's so iffy, like not iffy, but it can.
22:11I know it's it can go away.
22:13Yeah, yeah.
22:14The blink.
22:15Like even the TikTok ban was that scary for you?
22:18It wasn't.
22:19I think I I have so much love for my audience.
22:23I feel like I have cultivated something that, you know, they'll go find me.
22:27We're so grateful for that.
22:29So I actually wasn't.
22:31In fact, you know what?
22:32I liked the little break.
22:33Me, too.
22:34I loved it.
22:34We were saying we wanted it to be longer.
22:36I was having a job.
22:37I was hit.
22:39First of all, I love Instagram.
22:41I have a blast on Instagram.
22:43OK, you're my memes.
22:45That's all I was like, I'm fine.
22:49Your story post that day, we were like, I've been doing.
22:51Yeah, like you guys are shitting on my app.
22:54Like, you're in my house now.
22:56She was coming to sound like guys.
22:58So she's like, guys, chill.
23:00It's fine.
23:00It's fine.
23:01Like, remember, you're like, they were like, all upset.
23:03I'm like, guys, just give it a second.
23:05Like, get your algorithm off.
23:06I built this shit.
23:07My girl.
23:11Working me up.
23:12Is Mark in there?
23:14Jesus.
23:17No, it is crazy, this world.
23:19And it's so new.
23:20And like, obviously, YouTube creators were a thing.
23:22But just like TikTok is so different.
23:25And I do agree with like waking up every day.
23:27And when you're first starting, it's so exciting because things go viral and new.
23:30And this and that.
23:31And then you're like, OK, day of my life.
23:35And then you get made fun of because it's like, dude, and you have to like,
23:38what I'm struggling with right now is
23:40I'm like, there's so many eyes and there's so many opinions.
23:45And it's you're not this like a brand new shiny thing to people anymore.
23:50And like the criticism grows.
23:52I feel like every year you're doing this.
23:54And it's like, yeah, I'm finding myself.
23:55I was so like unfiltered myself, you know, silly, like coming on to the scene.
24:02And I find myself every day.
24:03I'm like, like totally censoring myself.
24:07I'm like, I don't want to be like that.
24:09Because you learn.
24:10And then you're like, climate on TikTok is tough.
24:12Like anywhere, social media, anywhere.
24:13It's tough.
24:15And I feel like I learned that last year more than ever.
24:18And it's just like, I don't know.
24:20Yeah, I saw you.
24:21Sorry. No, you're good.
24:22You know, I saw your video.
24:23The hate I was cracking up about with that.
24:26Bro, that was hysterical because it's so true.
24:29Like I'm giving you the power to hate.
24:32Yeah.
24:33The review, but the review comment.
24:35Yeah, I approve every single one.
24:37I'm like, go ahead.
24:37I'm like, little do you know, you're not on.
24:40Like, I'm giving you the power right now.
24:42Yeah, I'm putting this on there.
24:43Yeah, I'm putting your hate comment.
24:45Exactly.
24:45On my list for you.
24:47Yeah, it's so true.
24:49I just feel like that is such an ick.
24:50Like if you're leaving a hate comment.
24:52Imagine like sitting down and writing like, oh my God, like this girl needs better lips.
24:56Or like, what?
24:57I just saw this girl.
24:58Yeah, we get that.
24:59We get small and McGee's.
25:00Or like fours.
25:01Watch your fours with a podcast.
25:03Yeah.
25:03Or like make podcasts a little bit more.
25:06No filler is, is actually coming, coming in.
25:09Yeah, it's back.
25:10Yeah, I'm like, I'm need to get mine dissolved.
25:12Mine has gone a little.
25:13No, I think you're a little crazy in here.
25:15I was looking.
25:15No, you're so glossy.
25:17I did that little.
25:17They look great.
25:18Oh, yeah.
25:21Period.
25:22I love that.
25:23We're on the way here.
25:23I'm like a little too long.
25:25But anyways, no, I just saw this video, this girl last night.
25:28And she was like, do y'all have like people leaving?
25:31Hey, do y'all not have friends?
25:32Like the moment.
25:33And it's true.
25:34The moment I were, if I were to hate on somebody,
25:36my friends would see that and like call me up in minutes.
25:39Like, girl, are you good?
25:40What are you going through?
25:41Yeah.
25:41I just feel bad for these people.
25:42They don't have like.
25:43Lives.
25:44Yeah.
25:44They don't have anyone.
25:45We were just saying how like, what do we say?
25:49People who hate, like you wouldn't switch your life with them.
25:52So it's like.
25:53Yeah.
25:53Totally.
25:53Yeah.
25:53Like they're coming from a plan of like.
25:55I wouldn't even want to be you.
25:56Insecurity.
25:57Yeah.
25:57It's unrealistic.
25:57Anybody would give up, want to be in our shoes.
26:00So like why would never switch lives with a hater?
26:03Yeah.
26:04Real.
26:04Real.
26:05And it's just crazy.
26:06I was going to, what was I going to say?
26:07Oh, like about showing yourself less.
26:10I sort of feel that too.
26:11More, not like showing yourself, obviously physically, but like.
26:14Yeah.
26:14Your personality in a way or in the beginning.
26:16If you come on so strong of like.
26:17Even for me, I'm like salad.
26:19And now like.
26:20Like I obviously love chicken, cheese or salad.
26:22But when you say it 500,000 times and I do it again.
26:24I'm like, what am I doing?
26:25Yeah.
26:26Just like self-realization as you continue.
26:29Yeah.
26:29So I agree with that for sure.
26:31I'll even like go in a deep dive on like my old stuff.
26:33Yeah.
26:34And.
26:34Oh, my God.
26:36What's our sign?
26:37Soft down.
26:39This is the last podcast of the day.
26:41Let me take inspo like from my old self.
26:43I'm like, who I used to be.
26:45I'm like, how do we bring her back?
26:46Take notes on her.
26:47I know.
26:48And then you're like, did I lose my sparkle?
26:49Like, I do that all the time.
26:51The most triggering.
26:52Not everyone will say it.
26:54Not the hater.
26:54But the most triggering comment I get is like, oh, we missed the old.
26:58T.
26:58What does that even mean?
27:00No, no, no, no, no.
27:03Like we miss old.
27:04It's the same one.
27:05Like, yeah.
27:06No.
27:06Yeah.
27:06Right.
27:06We're growing.
27:07You don't know me, bitch.
27:08You're not the same person.
27:10And you're going.
27:11And it's true.
27:12That means there's growth.
27:14Yeah.
27:14No, you're right.
27:15And I just feel like the line between like like comparison and like inspiration is just so small.
27:22It's like it's just so tough to like not compare yourself to people.
27:28It's killing an industry.
27:30Yeah.
27:31I feel like specifically like for all of us, like we are women, too, that are like in our 20s and like,
27:37you know, the beginning of figuring out the out.
27:39So it's like then comparison and views and stuff.
27:41But then you're compared what they look like and all.
27:44And then it goes into all that.
27:45So it's just like such a big part.
27:48But then, you know, that's why we're bad ass strong.
27:50I mean, I was just on the Tartup and I went to some of my favorite girlies.
27:55I'm like, how is that?
27:56You only tell me what you're doing.
27:57Like, what's your daily routine?
27:59How are you?
28:00How are you structuring your day?
28:01Like some of you got kids, like you are pumping these things out.
28:05Like I'm like, some people just I'm like, I'll be waking up like noon.
28:08Like I can't be doing that if I'm clean.
28:11I feel like she's always.
28:12I'm like, how are you doing this?
28:13She's a new event every, every day.
28:15I'm like, how?
28:16How does she have the energy to do all that?
28:18I'm like, good for her.
28:20Yeah, the edit is crazy.
28:21And the noon thing is so funny because that's like me, like especially New York City,
28:24because there's that cult of like New York City 7 a.m.
28:27It's like, okay, choir style.
28:28I'm like, how are you living?
28:30First of all, her apartment is like $17,000 a month.
28:33Insane.
28:34And I'm like, they're waking up and doing a whole day before I'm even waking up.
28:38And it's just it's.
28:40And to wake up and to see that.
28:41And I'm like, what am I going to see this heartbreaking failure, bro?
28:45I'm like, no, I don't even know.
28:47What is your life for you?
28:48You know, for your slot?
28:50Like what?
28:51People love you.
28:53There it is.
28:54Did it again.
28:55Right.
28:57No, I thought you were asking me my like my day.
28:59I was like, oh, I want to know.
29:01It's nothing special.
29:02I feel like remind myself that when I see that stuff, I'm like because I think the same thing.
29:05I'm like, oh, my God, I'm so unproductive.
29:06Like I'm still in bed.
29:07But then I'm like, OK, but that wouldn't make me happy.
29:09That would not like I would be a crank the rest of the day if I did that.
29:13Yeah.
29:14If I had to.
29:18I think to people listening that, you know, you can find inspiration in your own ways
29:23and don't give up to get that motivation aspect of like keep grinding.
29:27And yeah, I think I see this like what would you tell yourself a year ago?
29:31You know, what advice would you give yourself to keep going?
29:33Are people out there that are like struggling to find the inspiration, even though we are?
29:37Yeah, we're just like we're hanging on by a thread.
29:40I mean, fake it till you make it.
29:41That's a big thing for me, especially in this industry.
29:43It's like, yeah, I was nervous to interview you and interview Dave.
29:46Like you just have to fucking do it and fake it till you make it.
29:48You literally have to just like take this just even if you're terrified,
29:51there's like one foot in front of the other.
29:53Just get your body there.
29:54Get yourself there.
29:55Like, I don't know.
29:56I've been listening to a lot of Mel Robbins lately.
29:58Oh, we love her.
29:59No one can pull me out of a slump like that woman.
30:02Yeah, here you like.
30:03No one can motivate me more than her.
30:05I feel like we all love her.
30:07We do.
30:08Like intelligence.
30:09Like I'm like, you know what I like about her?
30:11She she comes with receipts.
30:13She comes with the research.
30:14Yeah.
30:14I'm like, oh, that's why my brain's doing that.
30:16Yeah, I can change that tomorrow.
30:18We started reading this book, Inner Excellence.
30:21Like AC Brown was reading it on the Eagles.
30:24And I mean, we started like reading it.
30:26And like it actually like it tells you like so much.
30:28And I'm like, literally reading it.
30:29I'm like, how did you know this about me?
30:31Like, yeah, I'm reading a book right now.
30:36It's called it's just about what we were just talking about.
30:39It's called the hold up.
30:43Sorry.
30:43It's called The Big Leap.
30:45And my therapist actually told me to read it.
30:49It's about like when you get into a level of success
30:55that you either worked hard for, you didn't think you can get.
30:57Like we like tend to like scale back because we're scared of like.
31:01Like imposter syndrome.
31:02Yeah, imposter syndrome.
31:03We're scared to fail or we're scared to like get even like higher.
31:06Yeah.
31:06So this book is like really walking you through like the steps on
31:11um like how to break through that like barrier of like how to manage.
31:16I love that.
31:17I would love to read that.
31:18And because I dude, I'm like, how am I here right now?
31:20I got to sleep.
31:21Like I got to sleep in.
31:22Like I can't succeed.
31:23Like I have to sleep in.
31:24I'm scared.
31:24Like, yeah, I'm scared to like elevate myself.
31:26It's like a real or it's like, oh, I have to sleep in because I'm so tired
31:29because I do so much.
31:30I deserve this.
31:31Then it's like, I should be working hard and not sleeping.
31:33That's where it gets me too.
31:34Because I'm like, what?
31:35Right.
31:35I didn't realize that we all kind of feel like that.
31:37I know.
31:37I'm like, all right.
31:39Because I can relax now.
31:40Mental sludge.
31:41It's lonely sometimes.
31:42It does.
31:43It's really nice having actually a boyfriend who.
31:46Right.
31:47Knows the industry like way longer and better than even I do.
31:51And like, it's nice.
31:52He's been very helpful.
31:53That's amazing.
31:54Shout out.
31:56The best.
31:57Do you have any advice you want to share into the mic?
31:59For the sloth?
32:02Tiana's doing great.
32:03She knows exactly what she's doing.
32:05I'm just like a reassurance.
32:07That's the best.
32:08In her head.
32:08That's what we need.
32:09She's amazing.
32:12All right.
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33:03Do you believe in second chances?
33:05Yes.
33:05Oh, we all know.
33:06Hey, we all know what?
33:07Yeah, we all know what I did at one point.
33:09Yes.
33:11Yeah.
33:11Unless it's like a real.
33:12Unless it's like really fucked up.
33:14Unless it's a really big fuck up.
33:16Um, I don't know.
33:16I kind of think anything is redeemable.
33:18But like, I definitely will be like, oh, I just think about the fact that like,
33:21I definitely need a second chance every once in a while.
33:23So that's my point.
33:25That's my thing.
33:27But when you're giving the second chance, you better be mindful.
33:29You better be mindful about it.
33:31Correct.
33:32Yep, correct.
33:33If your life was a movie, what would the audience be screaming at the screen
33:36telling you to do right now?
33:40Brush your hair.
33:41Clean your room.
33:44Don't sleep in.
33:45Wake up.
33:46Yeah, get the hell up out of that twin bed.
33:48I feel like don't doubt yourself to be like inspirational.
33:51Yeah.
33:52Like I'm, my mom is like, don't like, like stick.
33:56I don't know.
33:57I feel like I just doubt myself a lot.
33:58And she's like, why?
33:59Like you're killing it.
34:00Keep killing it.
34:00And I'm like, well, like, I guess those things.
34:02Cherish the moment.
34:03Yeah.
34:04Perfect.
34:04Absolutely.
34:05All right.
34:05And then that's it.
34:07What did you, what was yours?
34:07Oh, you're like, all right.
34:10Mine was like, go get a shot, girl.
34:13Yeah, let's go get one right.
34:14I feel like it would probably say like, um, yeah, like be confident.
34:17Love yourself.
34:18Like life's great.
34:19You get one.
34:20There you go.
34:20There you go.
34:21Be deep.
34:21That's it.
34:22All right.
34:24I think we have to wrap up, but we loved having you on.
34:27So much fun.
34:28So excited.
34:29I love you.
34:30I want to come to Austin.
34:31Please come see me.
34:32I know.
34:32Come see me.
34:33After, you can see the floor.
34:34I'll like, I'll get an air mattress.
34:37I don't give a shit.
34:37You know, we'll look up anyway.
34:38You don't have to look down.
34:40But yeah, we seriously love you.
34:41And we love you listeners.
34:42And stick to yourself.
34:43Stay true to yourselves.
34:45And you're amazing.
34:46You're not alone.
34:46You're not alone.
34:47We're all feeling the same things for real.
34:50No matter what industry you're in.
34:51One more.
34:52You're not alone.
34:53Yes, you're never alone.
34:54We love you.
34:55Bye.