90 Day Fiance S10 E01
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00:00:00♪ Don't it feel so good? ♪
00:00:02I wanted a fine-ass woman.
00:00:04When Sophie followed me online, I was like,
00:00:06oh, s***.
00:00:07But she's got spoiled, rich-girl tendencies.
00:00:09She's even used to maids.
00:00:11Oh, my gosh.
00:00:12I don't think I've only heard a gunshot once or twice.
00:00:15♪ You gotta stand together ♪
00:00:17When I met Manuel in Ecuador,
00:00:19we became engaged after, like, a week.
00:00:22But I haven't told him I am a witch.
00:00:25♪
00:00:27When you come, I make a lot of love.
00:00:29Really?
00:00:30Don't break my penis.
00:00:32Oh, I'm gonna break it already.
00:00:34Fifteen years ago, when our first K1 visa was approved,
00:00:37our love wasn't ready.
00:00:39But now I'm going back to Moldova
00:00:41to give love a second chance.
00:00:44Baby!
00:00:44Me more!
00:00:46I'm finally making my dream come true
00:00:49to start the 90 days of my life with Gino.
00:00:52The tongue, stick it out.
00:00:53Mmm.
00:00:54Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm.
00:00:57Oh, little French pig.
00:01:00I'm living in a one-bedroom apartment
00:01:02with two guinea pigs, two chihuahuas,
00:01:04and my mom lives in my closets.
00:01:16Without my parents' blessing, I can't get married.
00:01:24Are you fine?
00:01:29Oh!
00:01:31Cheers to our new beginning.
00:01:34Have you guys thought about kids?
00:01:36I don't think I actually want to be pregnant.
00:01:41I could not walk down the aisle today.
00:01:43It would be a lie.
00:01:45Hey!
00:01:46I'm thrusting my flags.
00:01:47You know, people don't want to be around him.
00:01:49You gonna spend the rest of your life with this man?
00:01:52I do feel pressure to make things work
00:01:53because there's only 90 days.
00:01:57Did he give me a shower or what?
00:01:59I don't know.
00:02:00It's hitting me, like, he really is cold to me.
00:02:03If you're not sexually attracted to me, why are you with me?
00:02:10What is this?
00:02:12I have no idea what that is.
00:02:16No, I'm not!
00:02:17Yes, you are!
00:02:18Yes, you are!
00:02:20That's not cheating!
00:02:22I don't want to go home.
00:02:39I think I'm having a panic attack.
00:02:42Oh, my God.
00:02:44I'm literally getting lightheaded.
00:02:46Oh, my God.
00:02:47You got this.
00:02:48Just breathe.
00:02:49In through your mouth.
00:02:50Out through your mouth.
00:02:52Oh, my God.
00:02:53Oh, my God.
00:02:54I'm freaking out.
00:02:55I'm freaking out.
00:02:56Oh, my God.
00:03:05Oh, my God.
00:03:06I'm actually crying.
00:03:07I'm just visualizing him coming, us being together.
00:03:26My name is Ashley.
00:03:27Yes, I'm a black Ashley.
00:03:29We're unicorns.
00:03:30I'm 32 years old, and I'm from Rochester, New York.
00:03:34Wait, wait for Mama.
00:03:37I love to dance.
00:03:38I love to learn things.
00:03:40I'm a poet, and I am a witch.
00:03:48I'm a tarot reader.
00:03:49I'm an astrologer.
00:03:50I specialize in shadow work.
00:03:52I think people are still very much afraid of the word witch.
00:03:58Because we've been conditioned to believe that a witch is somebody with, like, a crooked nose
00:04:03looking into their crystal ball, like, throwing hexes on people.
00:04:07That's not anything that I do.
00:04:11Place your hands on your heart.
00:04:13Okay.
00:04:14Feet planted firmly on the ground.
00:04:18Ready to receive divine wisdom from our spirit guides.
00:04:23One more deep breath in, filling the belly up with air.
00:04:27And let it all go.
00:04:30You can just shake it out and get all nice and loose.
00:04:32I love it.
00:04:33I love it.
00:04:34I love it.
00:04:35Let's pull some cards.
00:04:36My family was really just growing up, but I'm, like, the crazy one, the rebellious one.
00:04:42And I began to dabble into the occult.
00:04:46The magician is coming in upside down next to the ten of swords upside down.
00:04:50There's some limiting beliefs.
00:04:52Yes, there is.
00:04:53I'm going to get a little deep with you, okay?
00:04:55This little twinge of doubt, this isn't going to work.
00:04:58Childhood trauma.
00:05:00My spirituality guides every single part of my life.
00:05:03When I was in my undergrad, I had a dream.
00:05:06I was literally, like, in the woods, in the jungle, and I was, like, working with the earth somehow.
00:05:12It prompted me to talk to my biology teacher.
00:05:15And she's like, we're going to Ecuador in December.
00:05:17And I was like, sign me up.
00:05:19And then I went.
00:05:21I met Manuel that very first year.
00:05:30Mucho, mucho, mucho.
00:05:35My fiancé's name is Manuel.
00:05:37He's 35 years old, and he's a construction worker from Puyo, Ecuador.
00:05:44I met Manuel on New Year's Eve over ten years ago.
00:05:49Manuel came up to me and asked me to dance.
00:05:52Oh, my goodness.
00:05:53He has this beautiful, dark skin.
00:05:57It's like a mixture of peanut butter and cinnamon.
00:06:00And this, like, luscious black hair that just bounces and is so full.
00:06:10We were, like, inseparable after that.
00:06:13And then we became engaged after, like, a week, I think.
00:06:17It was passion, getting caught up in the moment, being young and in love.
00:06:21Young, dumb, full of s***.
00:06:23I think all of that came back home.
00:06:27We tried to have a long-distance relationship, but it didn't last.
00:06:41Ooh, this is beautiful.
00:06:45He might not wear these.
00:06:47And I want him to wear it.
00:06:48Manuel and I spent about seven years apart or so, give or take.
00:06:51I had gotten out of a long-term relationship.
00:06:54Like, I feel like everybody can relate to this.
00:06:56When you get out of a relationship, the exes come out of the woodwork,
00:06:59even if you haven't announced it.
00:07:01That's literally what happened.
00:07:03I was a week out of my long-term relationship,
00:07:05and Manuel, out of nowhere, hola.
00:07:07And I'm like, oh, my God, this dude.
00:07:18Manuel's kind of a f*** boy. I'll own that.
00:07:21And, you know, in his 20s, he was more of a f*** boy than he is now.
00:07:24But Manuel was always my what-if man.
00:07:27So, I bought a ticket to go see him in September of 2020,
00:07:32hopping my happy ass on a plane across the world.
00:07:39He got me from the airport.
00:07:41We went straight to the Airbnb, and we quarantined together.
00:07:44And I'm sitting in the bed, and he, like, takes out the box,
00:07:45and he was like, okay, so, like, here's the ring.
00:07:49Like, are you going to do it? Are you going to do it?
00:07:51Are you going to marry me? And I was like, are you sure?
00:07:53He's like, are you sure? I'm like, I think I'm sure.
00:07:55He goes, I think I'm sure, too. And then I did.
00:08:00Dragon's Blood in Cyprus, huh?
00:08:02Ooh.
00:08:04My partner is traveling very far away for the first time ever.
00:08:09Hence, protection work.
00:08:11Initially, he didn't want to go to America,
00:08:13but he recognized that it's better for him to come here
00:08:17because he can get work pretty easily doing construction.
00:08:20So, we applied for the K-1 visa.
00:08:23We got it!
00:08:25And Manuel is finally scheduled to arrive tomorrow.
00:08:30I am so excited about it.
00:08:32I'm also hella nervous about Manuel coming here
00:08:36and being around my witchy practice
00:08:39and being able to take it all in.
00:08:41Manuel would prefer me to be a Catholic woman.
00:08:45A thousand, million, billion percent, yes.
00:08:53Any special occasion going on that we got all this?
00:08:57We got some love, we got some protection.
00:09:00I'm so excited.
00:09:02Yeah, my partner is coming here to live.
00:09:05Tomorrow!
00:09:07Really? Tomorrow? From where?
00:09:09Ecuador.
00:09:11Ecuador, wow!
00:09:13He's never been on a plane, he's never left his country.
00:09:16I am petrified of him taking this trip.
00:09:19Manuel's never been outside of Ecuador.
00:09:22He's traveling from Guayaquil to Quito, from Quito to Miami,
00:09:26from Miami up to Rochester.
00:09:28Never left his country before or been on a plane.
00:09:31And he doesn't speak English.
00:09:33And then on top of that, his visa expires tomorrow.
00:09:37If he's not on the plane, what happens then?
00:09:39Literally, I'm not sure if he's going to be there or not be there
00:09:43when we get to the airport.
00:09:45All the thoughts are running through my head.
00:10:10My name is Jasmine, I'm 36 years old, and I live in Panama.
00:10:16But in just a few days, I'll be moving to the United States
00:10:20to be with my amazing fiancé, Gino.
00:10:23So, tonight, my friends and I are going to have a great time.
00:10:28We're going to have a great time.
00:10:30We're going to have a great time.
00:10:32We're going to have a great time.
00:10:34We're going to have a great time.
00:10:36We're going to have a great time.
00:10:39They start picking me up because it's my bachelor party.
00:10:43It's very sad to think that they're not going to be able to make it to my wedding.
00:10:47And why not to have a party?
00:10:58Gino and I met online three years ago.
00:11:03He was very nerdy, and I found that kind of cute
00:11:07because I don't like traditional good-looking guys
00:11:13because I'm a super jealous person.
00:11:15But when I saw his pictures, he has, like, the belly fat,
00:11:19the flamingo legs, the sharky nose, the non-existent lips.
00:11:24It's kind of my thing.
00:11:26I mean, those are the things that I like from him.
00:11:29I'm being just honest.
00:11:31I told him that, and he was laughing.
00:11:33It's always a beautiful day when I'm with you.
00:11:36We applied for the K-1 visa one year and a half ago,
00:11:41and they gave me a date for the interview.
00:11:45And when I made it to the embassy,
00:11:48they just told me,
00:11:51oh, we're sorry, but there is something wrong with the visa at this moment,
00:11:58and we will have to reschedule your interview.
00:12:01It was devastating.
00:12:04But I was given a second chance,
00:12:08and it took the officer less than 10 minutes after seeing me
00:12:15because I'm super cute.
00:12:17How can you say no to me, right?
00:12:19And he was like, congratulations, you're going to America.
00:12:23Your visa has been approved.
00:12:25That means that I'm going to marry Gino.
00:12:27I'm going to be with him day and night, 24-7.
00:12:31That's scary.
00:12:33But it makes me so happy.
00:12:58I'm Gino, and I'm from Michigan,
00:13:01and today is my last day of work.
00:13:05Oops.
00:13:07Oh, jeez.
00:13:10I've been working in automotive engineering for probably like 30 years.
00:13:16I told my boss, you know, that I need to take a leave of absence from my work for a while,
00:13:22and I'm not planning to come back for possibly a year-ish or so.
00:13:27I want to make Jasmine a priority.
00:13:29I want to make sure she gets on her feet in Michigan,
00:13:32get all these things that she's going to need,
00:13:35like a social security number, driver's license,
00:13:38because I'm really worried, like, if she's not able to adapt to it,
00:13:42is she going to go back to Panama and that's it?
00:13:45That would suck.
00:13:47Adios.
00:13:50Jasmine and I have been together for three years now,
00:13:54and I love Jasmine.
00:13:56I think she's the most beautiful woman in the world.
00:13:59But our relationship is a rollercoaster.
00:14:02It's up and down, up and down, and that's on a daily basis.
00:14:08One of your exes sent me a message.
00:14:11Did you send her naked pictures of me?
00:14:15If there is a f***ing breakup, I'm not going to marry you.
00:14:21Just forget it.
00:14:22Just forget it.
00:14:24F*** you. F*** you.
00:14:26Your family is f***ing trash.
00:14:29You're a f***ing piece of s***.
00:14:31F*** you. I'm going to go and f*** my ex that knows how to f*** me.
00:14:37F*** whore.
00:14:40What don't Jasmine and I fight about?
00:14:43I mean, we fight about my past exes, my past girlfriends,
00:14:48the food I eat, finances, my family and stuff.
00:14:52The cosmetic procedures, I believe.
00:14:55She doesn't like all the pop I drink.
00:14:57I don't like her talking about her exes.
00:14:59She shouldn't be talking about her exes.
00:15:01But what keeps us coming back together is we have such a strong bond
00:15:07and a good connection that when I believe there's no hope
00:15:11or think there's no hope, somehow we come back together.
00:15:15It's amazing.
00:15:22Let's go!
00:15:36Okay, let's go to the bar!
00:15:42That's it! Keep dancing!
00:15:45Hurry up!
00:15:47With your little hat.
00:15:49Party, party!
00:15:53I can't sit without my pillow.
00:15:58It smells like ass.
00:16:00But it smells good because my ass smells good.
00:16:03So I've been dieting and exercising like crazy,
00:16:07but the problem is that because I lost a lot of weight,
00:16:11that included the little butt that I had.
00:16:15One of the few things that compliments me is like,
00:16:18oh my gosh, you're fat.
00:16:19I love it.
00:16:21And I was like, oh my gosh, what am I going to do?
00:16:23It's gone.
00:16:25So I got bad implants and now my ass is so round and peachy.
00:16:30It's just perfect.
00:16:49For my wedding dress, right?
00:16:52And there it is.
00:16:56The ass that's left.
00:16:58Exactly!
00:17:00And he's going to enjoy it a lot.
00:17:02I wish Gino were more appreciative of all the effort that I put into being pretty.
00:17:09My hair, my nails, my laser hair removal that he loves by the way.
00:17:15He likes hairless, but that means spending money.
00:17:20And Gino is cheap.
00:17:22So I was basically forced to spend the money that he had been giving me for my wedding dress and bad implants.
00:17:31It's all gone.
00:17:33I'm sitting on it right now.
00:17:45What are you going to do?
00:17:47I mean, I already put my ass on it and I spent the money.
00:17:50But he doesn't know.
00:17:52Surprise!
00:17:55I'm going to get divorced.
00:18:07Oh my God.
00:18:09Fast.
00:18:11Oh my God, sorry.
00:18:15It's too fast.
00:18:17Currently, I help Jasmine out with her rent and stuff and bills.
00:18:23Because unfortunately, she lost her job as a teacher in Panama.
00:18:28And since she's about to leave for USA, she hasn't gotten a new one.
00:18:33So I help Jasmine quite a bit financially right now.
00:18:39Not in shape.
00:18:41Yeah, I get that heart rate going.
00:18:43Oh my gosh.
00:18:45Wow. Yeah, it works great.
00:18:47The hard part is that I think Jasmine's become spoiled.
00:18:50And I think when she comes to Michigan, you know, she's going to get a taste of reality.
00:18:56How much are you selling this for anyway?
00:18:59I list it for $200.
00:19:01Do you know what the mileage is on this thing?
00:19:06I'm not sure how to check that, but it's only a few years old.
00:19:09It's only a few years old.
00:19:11We just weren't getting much use out of it.
00:19:14Oh yeah. I recently quit my job because my fiance's coming.
00:19:18So we're on a tight budget and I don't want to go over that today.
00:19:22But thank you so much for showing this to me.
00:19:25I really like it.
00:19:27You're welcome.
00:19:29I'm not buying the treadmill today because even though I want to give Jasmine everything she wants,
00:19:34I don't think spending a lot of money on a treadmill right now makes sense.
00:19:41I'm a little worried about telling Jasmine that I quit my job because Jasmine likes to live the luxury good life.
00:19:48And if I don't have any income or money, oh my God, Jasmine's going to kill me.
00:19:53So I think it's better to wait until she gets USA.
00:19:59I'll tell her when she comes to Michigan.
00:20:05There we go. That'll get the punk we need.
00:20:09I ended up falling in love with someone who has a completely different background.
00:20:13She's lived in really nice places. She's even used to maids.
00:20:17Being with me is not going to be a cakewalk.
00:20:20Man, this is going to be a problem.
00:20:22All right, here we go.
00:20:24How do I look?
00:20:26Work, Barbie.
00:20:27It had been two years that Jess and I were dating and he was being lazy and he wasn't helping me with the housework.
00:20:35We got into a lot of heated arguments.
00:20:37One of those arguments I said, yeah, well, I have a secret to tell you.
00:20:40And he freaked.
00:20:58Electricity.
00:21:09That's actually nice.
00:21:11My name is Sophie. I'm 23 years old and I live in London, England.
00:21:19For work, I do fashion modeling and content creating, just like social media things.
00:21:24So I don't have to, like, stay in one place. I can kind of just, like, go wherever.
00:21:28And also I get free clothes, so that's nice.
00:21:32I don't like green, but, like, if this was, like, bright yellow, I'd like it.
00:21:36Like, I like standing out stuff.
00:21:40I like to go out. I like to dance, be with friends, have a good time.
00:21:44I was clubbing at 12 in America. I'm sure that looks absolutely crazy.
00:21:47But in Europe, if you look old enough, you can go to the clubs. Like, they don't really care.
00:21:54My family is wealthy. Like, basically, my grandad's, like, a really hardworking man.
00:21:59I don't really ask about what he does. I just know he made a lot of money.
00:22:02So, like, that's why we always just lived, you know, in nice houses. I went to private school.
00:22:07I've traveled a lot of places, so, like, I'm really lucky for that.
00:22:10But I also had a lot of really tough experiences in life.
00:22:14I'm actually mixed race, so my dad is black and my mom is white.
00:22:18I was raised in Spain, where there wasn't any black people.
00:22:21So, I was, like, the only mixed kid or a black kid in the whole school.
00:22:25And as a kid, I was bullied.
00:22:28I didn't really have any friends, and I just struggled to fit in.
00:22:32But, like, even though I went through a lot of difficult things, I'm still thankful for them
00:22:36because those experiences led me to the person I am today
00:22:40and also led me to the love of my life, Rob.
00:22:47Before I met Rob, I was feeling really insecure.
00:22:49Before I met Rob, I was following, like, a bunch of Instagram pages for, like, cute mixed race guys.
00:22:56And then I saw Rob on there.
00:22:58He was actually the only guy from that page that I followed just because, like, I thought he was so cute.
00:23:02I wouldn't tell him that, though. He'd get a massive head.
00:23:14There we go. That'll get the pump in here.
00:23:19I'm Rob. I'm 32 years old, and I live in Los Angeles.
00:23:23Two days until you got your wifey in town looking at you like,
00:23:26what you been doing? You been working out?
00:23:29I do care about looks. I care about both looks and personality, but I care about looks a lot, too.
00:23:34I feel like I'm a good-looking guy, so people can kiss my ass on me being shallow
00:23:39and wanting a good-looking girl, but I'm gonna keep it real.
00:23:42I wanted a fine-ass woman, and Sophie is the hottest person I've been with,
00:23:46and that's what I've been looking for.
00:23:50I'm kind of a jack-of-all-trades, and one of my jobs was being a model,
00:23:55so I would get a lot of women who would reach out to me on social media.
00:23:58Usually, I would just ignore them, but when Sophie followed me, I was like, oh, s***.
00:24:08She's stunning. Who is she? Is she even real? Like, she followed me.
00:24:11One of the first things I said to her was, if I had a girl like you, I could stop looking.
00:24:15And then sparked a conversation with her and shot my shot, and I must have made that shot.
00:24:23I don't know. Rob's, I guess, not smooth. I'm not even gonna call him smooth.
00:24:27But, like, he said all the right things to me.
00:24:30I kind of text him back and entertained it a bit, and then literally after the first day, he FaceTimed me.
00:24:36That's very bold, innit? I don't know if it's an American thing or what, but, like,
00:24:40you don't just FaceTime them after they've replied to you, and you don't know them.
00:24:42I accepted the call, and I was like, hello, like, why are you calling me?
00:24:46And he was like, oh, I just want to see if you're real, and I was like, yeah, I'm real.
00:24:49And at first, I was a bit weirded out, but then I was like, oh, he's very confident just to do that.
00:24:53I love you, baby.
00:24:55That FaceTime lasted eight hours. On FaceTime, like, what do you even talk about with someone for eight hours?
00:25:00But we was just talking nonstop. There was never any silences.
00:25:03Even though we were from opposite sides of the world, and I know I was raised in a nice area,
00:25:08and he was raised in a rough area, but even with that, we've had very similar childhood experiences.
00:25:12In terms of, like, you know, racism stuff, and he never fit in with anyone, and he was bullied as well.
00:25:18Even though we've been, like, brought up different ways, I think we've both felt the connection that was just, like,
00:25:23we haven't really found it anywhere else.
00:25:28Cringe.
00:25:31We've talked for, like, six months, and then she came to Los Angeles,
00:25:35and we went from having never met to living together for two months.
00:25:38Before I ever met Robin real life, I'd only ever seen him on video call with his face, like, all up on the camera.
00:25:45So when I first saw him in person, he kind of just looked like he had a pea head.
00:25:49It looks like his head is, like, stuck on someone else's body.
00:25:54One time.
00:25:56At the end of it all, we both felt like we, even in those two months, had gotten comfortable with each other.
00:26:03I'd heard about the K-1 visa before, and I just kind of put the idea in his head, like, this is a solution.
00:26:11And it was so awkward, because it was like, this basically means I'm proposing.
00:26:15He was like, so, like, you're asking if we should get engaged? And I was like,
00:26:22is it fine?
00:26:26Keep it up, keep it up. It'll be worth it.
00:26:29It'll be worth it.
00:26:31She is due to show up here very soon, and this journey all comes down to this.
00:26:37It's very nerve-wracking.
00:26:42Let me just take these, you know, just in case.
00:26:45Last thing I want is some uninvited guests.
00:26:52I ended up falling in love with someone who fell in love with me back, who has a completely different background.
00:26:57And sometimes it just seems like Sophie really can relate to me.
00:27:02She's lived in really nice places where she didn't have to pay the rent.
00:27:06She's even used to maids.
00:27:08It's far from the real world.
00:27:10Just throw one under there.
00:27:12She's still got spoiled rich girl tendencies.
00:27:15I'm going to have to bring her a little bit down to earth.
00:27:18She's going to have to learn that, you know, it ain't, it ain't, it's not that easy, and being with me is not going to be a cakewalk.
00:27:23And at the end of the day, marrying Sophie needs to feel like it's going to work.
00:27:29If I feel like it's just not going to work, then I don't want to do that to myself.
00:27:33And I don't want to do it to her either.
00:27:38So basically going to Mendoza to see if he's the man for you.
00:27:41Uh, yes.
00:27:43Honestly, we have some things to work on.
00:27:46There is no third chance with Justin.
00:27:49This is our last opportunity.
00:27:50This is our last opportunity.
00:28:05You ready?
00:28:07All right, here we go.
00:28:08Angle this a little bit the other way.
00:28:10All right.
00:28:11How do I look?
00:28:13Work, Barbie.
00:28:14Okay.
00:28:15Gorgeous, as usual.
00:28:17So I'm ready to do this.
00:28:20I'm Nicole.
00:28:21I'm from Hoboken, New Jersey.
00:28:23I'm 47.
00:28:25Just an age.
00:28:32All right.
00:28:33Yes.
00:28:35I am a recording artist known as Nikki Exotica.
00:28:43As a music artist, I created Nikki Exotica as an alter ego.
00:28:48I wanted to have another persona and then come home and be normal again and be Nicole.
00:28:54The difference between Nicole and Nikki Exotica,
00:28:58Nikki, she's a little bit of a diva.
00:29:01Nicole, on the other hand, is a homebody.
00:29:05There she is.
00:29:06I'm home.
00:29:07Come here.
00:29:13I love the smell of fresh roses.
00:29:17To make ends meet, I am a hairstylist and makeup artist.
00:29:21And I am also a beauty consultant.
00:29:23So that means that anyone who wants advice on plastic surgery, I am the person to come to.
00:29:29I've done every plastic surgery procedure from head to toe.
00:29:34Nose, lips, jaw, chin, cheek implants, eye color change, breasts.
00:29:41You can't expect a woman to have all these curves naturally.
00:29:47When you look this certain way, you have a lot of people judging you.
00:29:52But when it's 80% of the world giving me positive feedback,
00:29:57I don't really care what the other 20% have to say.
00:30:00If they can go kick rocks for all, I care.
00:30:03Because there was a time where I didn't love myself.
00:30:05I was going through a really dark time.
00:30:08And now I'm finally at a place where I'm happy and I love myself.
00:30:12And now I can actually invite love into my life.
00:30:15Yes, there you go. Give me that sex kit here.
00:30:18Got it?
00:30:20I think that's the shot.
00:30:22Yes, he got it!
00:30:24Got it.
00:30:26I currently have a fiancé named Justin.
00:30:28Justin is a personal trainer and he's from Kushnel, Moldova.
00:30:32Today is your turn.
00:30:36Send me a lot of photos and videos.
00:30:41I will wait.
00:30:43What kind of guy do I go for?
00:30:45Honestly, it's so ironic.
00:30:48Everything Justin is.
00:30:50Tall, hot, obviously hung, and funny, and sweet.
00:30:57Like, genuine.
00:30:59I just want to be with my baby.
00:31:01So everybody wants to know how I met Justin.
00:31:04It is a long story.
00:31:06But here it goes.
00:31:1017 years ago, I was not in love with Justin.
00:31:13I was not with Justin.
00:31:15We were not dating.
00:31:17I was in love with a Russian guy.
00:31:19We met at a nightclub in New York City.
00:31:21He was the love of my life.
00:31:23We were supposed to get married.
00:31:25It's just that he was a bad boy.
00:31:27You know, and he would get into trouble.
00:31:29And he committed a crime that he couldn't get away from.
00:31:31And was deported from the United States.
00:31:33I was distraught.
00:31:35So I made a plan to fly out to Kushnel, Moldova,
00:31:38where he got deported to, to find him.
00:31:41So I arrived to Kushnel to reconnect and reunite
00:31:45with the love of my life.
00:31:47So I thought.
00:31:49I never told him I was coming.
00:31:51And he opens the door.
00:31:53I'm trying to, like, give him a hug and a kiss.
00:31:55And he's being so cold with me.
00:31:57And I'm like, what is going on?
00:31:59He says, Nikki, I live here with a girl.
00:32:02I'm like, excuse me?
00:32:04I felt like I was in the Twilight Zone.
00:32:07My ex played me so bad.
00:32:08So I made a profile on a friend's site in Moldova.
00:32:12And I found Justin.
00:32:14His name is Igor.
00:32:16But I just couldn't fathom the name Igor
00:32:18because it just reminds me of, you know,
00:32:20Frankenstein's assistant.
00:32:22So I renamed him Justin
00:32:24because when I first met him 17 years ago,
00:32:27he did look like Justin Timberlake.
00:32:29And it stuck.
00:32:32And he loves the name, too.
00:32:34And we spent the rest of my first year together
00:32:36in Moldova together.
00:32:38The first time he took me on a date,
00:32:40he didn't even try to sleep with me.
00:32:42He was really sweet.
00:32:44Gave me a kiss on my forehead and left.
00:32:46And I was, like, so, like, wow.
00:32:48Like, you know, like, that was...
00:32:50I've never been treated like that by any guy.
00:32:52And I started to fall for Justin.
00:32:58And then on my fourth visit to Moldova,
00:33:01Justin proposed to me.
00:33:03It was in a park.
00:33:04It was so romantic.
00:33:06You could hear the birds chirping.
00:33:18Our first K-1 visa was approved,
00:33:20and we tried to give it a chance.
00:33:23But two weeks after Justin came the first time,
00:33:27we had some issues,
00:33:30and it just couldn't be worked on.
00:33:32So basically, you're going to Moldova
00:33:34to see if he's the man for you.
00:33:36Uh, yes.
00:33:38Are you excited?
00:33:40I am excited,
00:33:42and we have some things to work on, so...
00:33:46What happened the first time?
00:33:48You never told me the full story.
00:33:50He was being lazy,
00:33:52and he wasn't helping me with the house chores,
00:33:54and he didn't want to help me cook and things like that,
00:33:56that I had to do everything.
00:33:58I had to work, I had to cook, clean, this, that.
00:34:00We got into a lot of heated arguments.
00:34:02And in one of those arguments, I said,
00:34:04yeah, well, I have a secret to tell you.
00:34:06I used to be a man.
00:34:08And he freaked.
00:34:11I was, I think I was about 20 years old
00:34:14when I did my sex change operation.
00:34:16I, like, woke up,
00:34:18and the first thing I did was
00:34:20had to touch myself down there,
00:34:22and I'm like, oh, my God, I did it.
00:34:24I'm a woman.
00:34:26I'm a woman, and I just feel like tears,
00:34:28you know, like coming down my eyes.
00:34:30I felt reborn again.
00:34:32I was living my life stealth.
00:34:34Stealth is basically where you don't tell people
00:34:36you, the way you were born.
00:34:38I was very in the closet and very closed.
00:34:40You know, I didn't have any gay friends.
00:34:42I didn't have any trans friends.
00:34:44I kind of, like, wanted to have female friends only.
00:34:46It was just a thing for me.
00:34:48You know, I had to find myself
00:34:50and go through that journey.
00:34:52It had been about two years
00:34:54that Justin and I were dating,
00:34:56and when I did blurt
00:34:58that I used to be a man,
00:35:00he was in shock.
00:35:02Like, what?
00:35:04Like, how could you lie to me and do this?
00:35:06I traumatized him,
00:35:08and he went home, and he was depressed
00:35:10for a really long time,
00:35:12and I feel bad about that.
00:35:15When was the last time
00:35:17you were together?
00:35:19In 2007.
00:35:21Fifteen years ago?
00:35:23Yes.
00:35:25Wow.
00:35:26And we're back together.
00:35:28Second chance at love.
00:35:30Justin and I kept in contact throughout the years.
00:35:32He was on his own,
00:35:34and I had to go through things on my own.
00:35:36But years ago,
00:35:38we got into a conversation.
00:35:40He's like, how's everything?
00:35:42I was like, oh, I'm single, you know,
00:35:44but I'm in a much better place now.
00:35:46You know, I'm happy. I love myself.
00:35:48And he's like, yeah, good, good, good.
00:35:50You know, I'm single, too.
00:35:52And I was like, you know,
00:35:54it would be so funny
00:35:56if we actually gave us another chance.
00:35:58And he said,
00:36:00Nicole, you're crazy.
00:36:03Hey, sweetie.
00:36:05You see,
00:36:07I have a new hairstyle.
00:36:09Hey, I just came to the gym.
00:36:11Three months after
00:36:13we first started speaking again,
00:36:15I arranged a trip to Mexico
00:36:17for us to connect
00:36:19physically, mentally, emotionally.
00:36:22Let me do this.
00:36:24While we were there,
00:36:26he did tell me that I'm the love of his life,
00:36:28and he proposed to me.
00:36:30And then I applied for the K-1 visa
00:36:33a second time.
00:36:35Are you ready to see him again?
00:36:37Are you ready to
00:36:39make sure this is it?
00:36:41Honestly, there's just some concerns
00:36:43that I have with our relationship.
00:36:45So before
00:36:47the K-1 visa gets approved,
00:36:49we have some things to work on.
00:36:51So originally,
00:36:53when I kept making advances
00:36:55to come to Kishanel,
00:36:57his answer was no, no, no.
00:36:58Trans people are not
00:37:00widely accepted in Moldova.
00:37:02I don't think gays are widely accepted in Moldova.
00:37:04People are beat up for being who they are.
00:37:06But this is our last time
00:37:08to apply for the K-1 visa
00:37:10because he can only try twice.
00:37:12So when I go to Moldova,
00:37:14I need to know, like,
00:37:16if it's going to work before he comes.
00:37:18There is no third chance with Justin.
00:37:21This is our last opportunity.
00:37:23And I hope we do keep building
00:37:25our happily ever after
00:37:26because it's very rare
00:37:28you're going to find
00:37:30a straight man to date
00:37:32a trans woman,
00:37:34especially publicly.
00:37:36Getting older,
00:37:38this is like my last chance
00:37:40at love.
00:37:44Hey, mom.
00:37:46How's Rob the knob?
00:37:48Okay, rude, rude, rude.
00:37:50Rob the knob is not a term of endearment.
00:37:52He's stupid, he's grumpy,
00:37:54he's the epitome of a knob.
00:37:56You all know I have done this.
00:37:58I've made a decision and then I'm like,
00:38:00oh, I made the wrong decision.
00:38:02And then I backtrack and backpedal
00:38:04and pretend that decision never happened.
00:38:06There's definitely a lot of white lies
00:38:08that have come out and I'm worried
00:38:10that that's going to blow up into something more.
00:38:12Full transparency,
00:38:14if it does not go the way that I see fit,
00:38:16I am prepared to bounce.
00:38:27Come on.
00:38:29So currently I live in Englewood
00:38:31with my dog, Rome.
00:38:33He's my best friend.
00:38:35I've had him for over 10 years
00:38:37since he was three months old.
00:38:39We've been through it all together.
00:38:42Come on, come on, come on,
00:38:44no eating grass.
00:38:46Come on.
00:38:48There's definitely some really nice,
00:38:50cool spots that I've been to
00:38:52and it's been a great experience.
00:38:53There's definitely some really nice,
00:38:55cool spots in Englewood
00:38:57and then there's some, you know,
00:38:59worst parts of Englewood
00:39:01that people have probably seen
00:39:03on the news in the 90s or something.
00:39:05It's kind of like a really loud street
00:39:07and not necessarily somewhere
00:39:09that Sophie should just be like
00:39:11walking around at night.
00:39:13She's seen my crib
00:39:15because when she came to LA
00:39:17the first time, we stayed in my crib.
00:39:19I think she would like me
00:39:21to not still be there,
00:39:23but she would like me to stay.
00:39:25Man, this is going to be a problem.
00:39:29So right now,
00:39:31I'm living in a studio apartment
00:39:33and it might not be the nicest,
00:39:35but it has everything I need.
00:39:37The only thing I don't have
00:39:39is a bathroom in the apartment.
00:39:41You have to walk across the courtyard
00:39:43to get to it,
00:39:45which I can see that being annoying,
00:39:47especially if you've got to go to the bathroom
00:39:49like in the middle of the night.
00:39:51But it hasn't bothered me so much.
00:39:53I live on a mountain in Oregon,
00:39:55so walking to the bathroom
00:39:57is better than walking 40 yards
00:39:59so that you're out of sight.
00:40:03All right, babe.
00:40:05Yeah, I got plenty of work to do
00:40:07to get this place ready.
00:40:09That's nasty.
00:40:11I know that this is not the ideal place
00:40:13to bring a princess to live,
00:40:15but this will be a part of the story
00:40:17of me and Sophie one day
00:40:19where we'll tell our kids like,
00:40:21yeah, I brought your mom to LA,
00:40:23and I showed her the hood,
00:40:25and she was all nervous.
00:40:27They'll be like, wow, that's crazy.
00:40:29You guys are so happy now.
00:40:31We got a nice house,
00:40:33and we have all the stuff we want.
00:40:35I'll be like, y'all have no idea.
00:40:37You don't know what it's like.
00:40:39Rob's room is so small,
00:40:41so, like, I don't know how
00:40:43all this is going to fit even into it
00:40:45because his closet is small,
00:40:47and he has a bunch of clothes,
00:40:49so it's like I don't know
00:40:51how I'm going to fit everything.
00:40:53My apartment in London
00:40:55is very different from Rob's place
00:40:57in Inglewood.
00:40:59Rob's, where he lives,
00:41:01is very small.
00:41:03It's like a giant bedroom,
00:41:05and then in the living room
00:41:06there's, like, a little stove
00:41:08and a fridge.
00:41:10Rob's bathroom is kind of
00:41:12like an outhouse,
00:41:14so when I need to pee at, like,
00:41:16two in the morning,
00:41:18I would rather hold it
00:41:20than go to the bathroom at night.
00:41:22I literally was showering one time,
00:41:24and there was a raccoon on the roof,
00:41:26so I was just a bit like,
00:41:28oh my gosh, like,
00:41:30I don't know where I'm at right now.
00:41:32Hey, Mum.
00:41:34Can you hear me?
00:41:36Yeah.
00:41:38How are you? Are you excited?
00:41:40Yeah, I'm ready.
00:41:42I just want to get out of the way now.
00:41:44Like, I've been waiting for two years for this.
00:41:46I'm ready to just get there.
00:41:48I don't have any siblings or anything,
00:41:50so, like, me and my mum
00:41:52have always been close since I was little.
00:41:54It's not really like
00:41:56a mother and daughter relationship.
00:41:58It's more like sisters, I'd say.
00:42:00When I was about 16 years old,
00:42:02I moved to England by myself.
00:42:04After that, my mum ended up moving to England.
00:42:06She hates England, but, like,
00:42:08I was there, so she moved with me.
00:42:10And then I moved to Mexico,
00:42:12and then she stayed with me
00:42:14the whole time I was in Mexico.
00:42:16I mean, knowing my mum,
00:42:18she probably moved to America,
00:42:20probably moved down the road.
00:42:22And Rob doesn't like to hear that.
00:42:24They're not, like, the biggest fans of each other,
00:42:26but they're going to have to learn to get along,
00:42:28OK, rude, rude, rude.
00:42:30I'm marrying him, so...
00:42:38A knob is a penis,
00:42:40but it's, like, it's not an actual penis.
00:42:42It's someone that's just a knob.
00:42:44They're just, like,
00:42:46I guess a dickhead, like a...
00:42:48Rob the knob is not a term of endearment.
00:42:53Yeah, obviously, it's not
00:42:55the best situation,
00:42:57but I'm just excited to see Rob,
00:42:59and I'm going to think about, like,
00:43:01the bad stuff when I get there.
00:43:04No, I mean, I'm going to get him
00:43:06to move out at some point.
00:43:15Yeah, no thanks.
00:43:17Don't scare him off before we're even married.
00:43:19Wait till we're married,
00:43:21and then do what you want.
00:43:23Let's get the marriage done.
00:43:25We've been waiting for it.
00:43:27Do whatever. Go for it.
00:43:30For work, Rob does little odd jobs here and there,
00:43:33but it's frustrating for me
00:43:35because I've been trying to get Rob
00:43:37to move out for months.
00:43:39He's had so much time to find a good job
00:43:41and kind of change the situation he's in.
00:43:43I think Rob is a real man.
00:43:45He just doesn't do some of the things
00:43:47a real man is supposed to do,
00:43:49so it's a bit more serious for me
00:43:51than Rob realises.
00:43:58Can I do a vodka water
00:44:00with lemon and lime, please?
00:44:02I'll do a double.
00:44:11Oh, hey!
00:44:13What's up, guys?
00:44:15How are you guys doing?
00:44:17Good. You got the bead memo?
00:44:19What bead memo?
00:44:21This one?
00:44:23Oh, yeah, this one.
00:44:24Totally unplanned.
00:44:26Besides me.
00:44:28I am a mixture of emotions
00:44:31to know that Manuel
00:44:33is going to be arriving soon.
00:44:35We have been waiting for this day
00:44:37for so long,
00:44:39and now it's here.
00:44:42And it's scary.
00:44:44So I'm meeting my friends
00:44:46for a couple of drinks
00:44:48just to kind of calm down
00:44:50before I get to Manuel.
00:44:52My friends know about Manuel.
00:44:54They all know about this ex-fiance
00:44:56I had in Ecuador.
00:44:58He'd always been in the background.
00:45:00And so they didn't even take me
00:45:02seriously about this wedding
00:45:04until after I got back from Ecuador
00:45:06the third time, like recently.
00:45:08Even after we filed for the K1
00:45:10and everything, they still thought
00:45:12it was just me and one of my things.
00:45:15Tomorrow is the big day.
00:45:17Tomorrow is the big day.
00:45:19Are you excited?
00:45:20I'm excited, I'm nervous, I'm anxious.
00:45:22Did he tell you how his first flight was?
00:45:24It was his first one?
00:45:26He said he thought the plane was going to fall.
00:45:28It literally was like my love.
00:45:30Oh my God.
00:45:32Did he get a chance to talk to his mom
00:45:34once he got to Guayaquil?
00:45:36He's talked to her,
00:45:38but he's telling her he was in Guayaquil to work.
00:45:40Wait, how long does he normally work for?
00:45:42So over there,
00:45:44the men that work in construction,
00:45:46they go to different parts of Ecuador
00:45:48and they live there.
00:45:50So he could be here for three months
00:45:52before he tells his mom.
00:45:54This makes me,
00:45:56and I'm sure everybody else,
00:45:58skeptical as f***.
00:46:00It's kind of scary.
00:46:02Why hasn't Manuel told his mother
00:46:04that he is coming to America
00:46:06to live with his fiancée?
00:46:08That's a Manuel question.
00:46:10This is what he says, okay.
00:46:13He tells me
00:46:16that it's easier for him to tell her
00:46:18when he gets here
00:46:20that she's not worried about him
00:46:22traveling so far away
00:46:24and all of that.
00:46:26Sometimes I feel like Manuel
00:46:28likes to not tell everything
00:46:30or leave things out
00:46:32as a way to protect other people.
00:46:34Which irks me,
00:46:36because of course I'm worried
00:46:38what he's not telling me.
00:46:40Why do you think he hasn't said anything?
00:46:42Do you think he's coming over here
00:46:44just to get away from a situation?
00:46:46I thought about that too.
00:46:48If he's trying to
00:46:50get away from the burdens
00:46:52that he has there
00:46:54and start fresh.
00:46:56In America.
00:46:58Cheers to that.
00:47:00Cheers to that.
00:47:02Let's do a cheers.
00:47:04You, Manuel, and all the witchy stuff
00:47:06he hasn't seen yet.
00:47:08Cheers to that.
00:47:10You know, speaking of that,
00:47:12does he know the full extent
00:47:14of your witchiness?
00:47:16What have you told him so far?
00:47:18That I do tarot and astrology.
00:47:20I do not slaughter a lamb
00:47:22on the full moon.
00:47:24I do not slaughter a lamb
00:47:26on the full moon.
00:47:28I do remember there was one time
00:47:30it was a full moon and something
00:47:32and I told him I had to go work
00:47:34with the moon and I'll call him back.
00:47:36When I called him back,
00:47:38we were talking for 10 minutes
00:47:40and then he goes,
00:47:42so what were you doing with the moon?
00:47:44Is witchiness and brujerÃa
00:47:46a thing in Ecuador?
00:47:48No, God is a thing in Ecuador.
00:47:50It means working with the elements.
00:47:52It means working with the earth.
00:47:54It means working with your own intuition
00:47:56through all different kinds
00:47:58of spell work, affirmation work,
00:48:00mantra work, all that fun stuff.
00:48:02That being said,
00:48:04things like witchcraft are foreign
00:48:06to Manuel and they also have
00:48:08a negative connotation.
00:48:10But this is not just what I do.
00:48:12This is who I am.
00:48:14This is my lifestyle.
00:48:16So I am worried about how
00:48:18he's going to conceive it all.
00:48:20I hope it doesn't weird him out
00:48:22to be honest with you.
00:48:24It's one thing for him to say
00:48:26it's cool, babe,
00:48:28and it's another thing for him
00:48:30to see me literally actively
00:48:32working at my altar.
00:48:34Do you think that you're
00:48:36actually going to go through
00:48:38with the whole process
00:48:40with you both leaving so much out?
00:48:42So there is a part of me that worries.
00:48:44What if the first 30 days are just hell?
00:48:46What if they're nightmarish?
00:48:48You all know I have done this.
00:48:50I'm going to step back and backpedal
00:48:52and pretend that decision never happened.
00:48:54You can't do that right now.
00:48:56I can't do that.
00:48:58There's definitely a lot of mini lies,
00:49:00like little white lies that have come out
00:49:02and I'm worried that that's going to
00:49:04blow up into something more
00:49:06that's going to be detrimental
00:49:08to their relationship.
00:49:10So I'm worried that he's going
00:49:12to get here finally and things
00:49:14are going to change and I'm,
00:49:16you know, as friends,
00:49:18as best friends,
00:49:20just from the stuff that you told us today,
00:49:22what happens if it goes south?
00:49:24Like are you prepared to like
00:49:26cut the whole thing
00:49:28after you spent all this time doing it?
00:49:30Full transparency.
00:49:32That's all we want.
00:49:34Yeah.
00:49:36If it does not go the way that I see fit,
00:49:38I am prepared to bounce.
00:49:51Yeah, mama.
00:49:53I have to explain to my son
00:49:55that his mom is going to be
00:49:57moving to the United States.
00:49:59I don't know how he's going to take it,
00:50:01so it's going to be very hard.
00:50:14Coco.
00:50:17Coco, just don't be around
00:50:18because you can get crushed.
00:50:30If you have told me five years ago
00:50:32that I was one day going to move
00:50:34voluntarily of Panama,
00:50:37I would say you're crazy.
00:50:39But here I am,
00:50:41packing my whole life in a suitcase.
00:50:43Hola.
00:50:45Mami.
00:50:46Hola.
00:51:02Like a baby.
00:51:04I have my two sons,
00:51:06JC and Juanse.
00:51:08The eldest is Juanse.
00:51:10And the connection that I have with Juanse
00:51:12is out of this world.
00:51:14I'm a cool mom,
00:51:16so we love eating a good ice cream
00:51:19or junk food
00:51:21that he cannot eat with his dad.
00:51:23And saying goodbye to that,
00:51:26it's very tough for me.
00:51:37I made it a year
00:51:39after the first time I met Gino
00:51:41to introduce him to my children
00:51:42because I wanted to make sure
00:51:44that it was, like,
00:51:46something long-lasting.
00:51:48Any mother will understand
00:51:50that back when things got serious,
00:51:52I slowly introduced them.
00:51:54And the funniest part
00:51:56is that they don't have a language in common.
00:51:58But they were getting along,
00:52:00they were playing,
00:52:02they were communicating so well.
00:52:04It was such a beautiful moment.
00:52:06It's something that I will take in my heart
00:52:08until the day I die.
00:52:13Why do you do so many things
00:52:15to feel safe with Gino?
00:52:18I did it because I like him
00:52:20and he looks good.
00:52:22And how is your relationship with Gino?
00:52:24Well, mom,
00:52:26sometimes we have our little fights.
00:52:28I mean, Gino always puts me aside
00:52:30when it comes to his family.
00:52:32Gino's sister-in-law,
00:52:34his brother's wife,
00:52:36sent me a message recently
00:52:38on social media.
00:52:40What are you going to do
00:52:42about it?
00:52:44I'm going to talk to him
00:52:46and tell him
00:52:48that I'm not going to be there
00:52:50to please his family.
00:52:52Gino's sister-in-law, Laurie,
00:52:54sent me a very rude message
00:52:57asking me
00:52:59not to have my wedding day
00:53:01on specific days
00:53:03because she was going to be
00:53:05on vacation to Florida.
00:53:07It's not just, like,
00:53:09the message.
00:53:10What she said is how she said it.
00:53:12It was very bossy.
00:53:14She never said, like,
00:53:16hi, Jasmine, how are you doing?
00:53:18Any kind of greeting.
00:53:20It just looks more like an order
00:53:22rather than, you know,
00:53:24a polite request or suggestion.
00:53:26And it makes me feel unwanted,
00:53:28not loved by his family.
00:53:31Mom, I have to tell you something.
00:53:36I'm leaving.
00:53:38I haven't told him.
00:53:40I told him before
00:53:42about the visa I was working on,
00:53:44but he doesn't know
00:53:46that the visa has expired
00:53:48and that I'm leaving.
00:53:50So tonight I'm going to give him the news.
00:53:53Even though my kids
00:53:55have a very comfortable life
00:53:57in Panama,
00:53:59my plan with Gino,
00:54:01because we both agree on it,
00:54:03will be to bring my children
00:54:05to the United States
00:54:07as soon as possible.
00:54:08Oh, my God.
00:54:12My ex-husband,
00:54:14he's okay with it,
00:54:16but I haven't discussed with Juanse
00:54:18specific details
00:54:20about the K-1 visa,
00:54:22especially because
00:54:24there was a possibility
00:54:26that it wouldn't be approved,
00:54:28but now I have to explain to him
00:54:30that his mom is going to be moving
00:54:32to the United States.
00:54:34I don't know if he's going to be sad.
00:54:36He's going to cry.
00:54:38It's going to be very hard.
00:55:09Juanse really wants
00:55:11to move to America.
00:55:13I don't know who put that idea
00:55:15in his mind.
00:55:17It was maybe Gino,
00:55:19but no children in the world
00:55:21will want to be separated
00:55:23from their mother,
00:55:25even if it is temporary.
00:55:39Mom, when are you leaving?
00:55:41In a couple of days.
00:55:45What I like the most
00:55:47about being with my mom
00:55:49is spending time with her.
00:55:51When I go to the United States,
00:55:53I'm going to miss her a lot.
00:55:55What I'm going to miss the most
00:55:57about my mom
00:55:59is seeing her smile.
00:56:02Now I'm going to ask you,
00:56:04my love,
00:56:06how do you feel?
00:56:09Good.
00:56:15But do you understand
00:56:17that I have to leave for a while?
00:56:21Don't you get sad?
00:56:23Are you sure?
00:56:25Do you want me to leave?
00:56:29Mom, why do you look sad?
00:56:33No, no, no.
00:56:35I'm not sad, Juanse.
00:56:36Look at me.
00:56:38I'm not sad.
00:56:40I'm happy.
00:56:42Because I'm very proud of you.
00:56:46Do you understand me?
00:56:48Yes.
00:56:50Give me a hug.
00:56:52You're a big man.
00:56:55It's going to be very hard for me
00:56:57to be far from my kids
00:56:59because as a mom,
00:57:01I'm 100% involved in their life.
00:57:03But I know that everything I'm doing
00:57:04is for them,
00:57:06and eventually we're going to be all together.
00:57:08I keep myself repeating those things,
00:57:10but it gives me nightmares
00:57:12and a hard time trying to sleep at night
00:57:14thinking about not being with them.
00:57:23When you come,
00:57:25I make a lot of love.
00:57:27Really?
00:57:29That's interesting.
00:57:31Justin and I used to have lots of sex,
00:57:32and he knows that I'm trans.
00:57:34Something inside him
00:57:36rejects that part of my body.
00:57:39We're going to talk more when I get there.
00:57:59We're going to speak to Daddy today.
00:58:02Okay.
00:58:12Hello?
00:58:14Oh, I see you.
00:58:16I have to find the parking.
00:58:21Hi.
00:58:24Baby, you're beautiful today.
00:58:27Well,
00:58:29you know you like me all natural.
00:58:30You don't like me done up like a drag queen.
00:58:33Yeah, I like when you're more natural.
00:58:36And when you come,
00:58:38when you do your makeup,
00:58:41I want you to be more natural.
00:58:43Yes?
00:58:46I think Justin is nervous
00:58:49about people looking at me
00:58:51because he's still trying to get over his insecurities.
00:58:53He thinks that people can still figure out
00:58:55that I'm trans.
00:58:57I will teach you.
00:58:59You will not teach me anything
00:59:01with the fashion that they have there.
00:59:03I'm sorry.
00:59:06How's your mom?
00:59:10What is she thinking that I'm coming there?
00:59:12Like, is she excited?
00:59:14Is she kind of like...
00:59:17Really?
00:59:19She's waiting to meet me again?
00:59:21Knowing everything that she knows now?
00:59:29And she support me.
00:59:31If I said,
00:59:33this is my woman,
00:59:35she will respect you.
00:59:37You know, I just want to be...
00:59:39I want her blessing.
00:59:41I want to make sure that she approves and,
00:59:43you know,
00:59:45because I'm going to be part of the family.
00:59:47I'm going to be part of your family
00:59:49and you're going to be part of my family.
00:59:51The time when I met Maya, his mom,
00:59:53I feel like she loved our union
00:59:55and loved us together as a couple.
00:59:56She did not know that I was trans years ago,
00:59:58but now she knows.
01:00:00And she has hang-ups
01:00:02and she's scared.
01:00:05I hope Justin's family
01:00:07accepts me
01:00:09and us together
01:00:11like they did in the past.
01:00:13I don't know how I'm going to feel,
01:00:15you know, if she doesn't accept me.
01:00:17Well,
01:00:19we're going to talk more when I get there.
01:00:21Are you excited?
01:00:23Yes.
01:00:25Oh, I'm going to break it already.
01:00:31Really?
01:00:33That's interesting
01:00:35because it's the last time we saw each other.
01:00:37Lovemaking was very much
01:00:39in two and a half weeks, maybe four times.
01:00:41No, it's not.
01:00:43No, it's not.
01:00:45That's like an 80-year-old man
01:00:47that's ready for a casket.
01:00:49No.
01:00:5115 years ago, we used to have lots of sex
01:00:52and everything was so healthy.
01:00:54And, like, 15 years forward,
01:00:57I'm just like,
01:00:59what changed?
01:01:01I've noticed that he will not
01:01:03pleasure me completely.
01:01:06I understand, like,
01:01:08the whole trans thing
01:01:10probably bothers him,
01:01:12but I mean, like,
01:01:14I'm supposed to be your fiancé,
01:01:16like your future wife,
01:01:18and you're not even, like,
01:01:20100% in bed,
01:01:22so if you can accept me,
01:01:24then you accept me.
01:01:26If you can't, c'est la vie.
01:01:28Okay, baby.
01:01:30All right, kisses.
01:01:32I'm very glad to see you.
01:01:34Bye, honey.
01:01:36Bye, sweetie.
01:01:38Bye.
01:01:41Tell me why
01:01:43I saw Sophie on Bumble.
01:01:45He said she was just trying
01:01:47to find friends in America
01:01:49while she was here.
01:01:50She's doing a lot of day naps.
01:01:52She's doing a lot of things
01:01:54that make me feel like
01:01:56she's not really here for Rob.
01:01:58Red flags all over.
01:02:00A day nap Rob.
01:02:02Nah, bro, watch.
01:02:04Hey.
01:02:06Took you long enough.
01:02:08My bad.
01:02:10Had me waiting forever.
01:02:12What's up, bro?
01:02:13You know I try my best
01:02:15to not have you waiting.
01:02:17How you doing?
01:02:18I'm doing good.
01:02:20So today, me and Terai
01:02:22are going to hit the dance studio up
01:02:24and practice something
01:02:26to do for Sophie
01:02:28when she gets off the plane.
01:02:30I'm going to practice
01:02:31what I'm going to do for Sophie
01:02:33when she gets off the plane.
01:02:35What you got for us?
01:02:37We're going to have to
01:02:39come up with that together.
01:02:41My plan when I get to the airport
01:02:43is that when Sophie walks around,
01:02:45she's going to see me
01:02:47and I'm going to be like,
01:02:49stop, imitate her.
01:02:51Then I'm going to bust out the ring.
01:02:53And she's going to be like,
01:02:55whoa, I thought this was it,
01:02:57but now there's a ring?
01:02:59And I'm like, yes,
01:03:01now I'm going to do this actual
01:03:03sweet Disney princess proposal.
01:03:05What do you want this dance
01:03:07to signify?
01:03:08What's the purpose?
01:03:10I really just want it to be cute,
01:03:12fun, like welcome to America.
01:03:15All right, this is what I got.
01:03:17You ready?
01:03:26That's what I got so far.
01:03:28So I need you to help me come up
01:03:29with the next move after that.
01:03:32What is this?
01:03:34That's all you got right here.
01:03:36We're standing like this.
01:03:38I've never seen nobody come up
01:03:40with this for love.
01:03:42Pledge allegiance to Sophie?
01:03:44That's all you got for real.
01:03:46What are you doing?
01:03:48How long is the dance?
01:03:50Probably like 20 seconds.
01:03:52So you can't even think of a 20 second dance,
01:03:54but you're about to get married.
01:03:56I can come up with it,
01:03:58but I have you here to help.
01:03:59I've heard a lot from her.
01:04:01We're a little iffy.
01:04:03She seems like a nice girl,
01:04:05but she's young, like early 20s, I think.
01:04:07When she get here?
01:04:09Two days.
01:04:11She's doing a lot of things
01:04:13that make me feel like
01:04:15she's not really here for Rob.
01:04:17I don't know what you're saying.
01:04:19Don't start.
01:04:21I can't call it.
01:04:23You're not even ready for the dance, bro.
01:04:25Are you ready for a whole marriage?
01:04:27Don't start.
01:04:29I'm ready.
01:04:31So, I just didn't find it,
01:04:33but I found it.
01:04:35I feel like I found it,
01:04:37so I'm ready.
01:04:39I remember last time she was in L.A., bro.
01:04:41Tell me why I saw Sophie on Bumble.
01:04:43She was in there
01:04:45looking for her tenderoni
01:04:47and the date-sided things, bro.
01:04:49She's saying she was just trying
01:04:51to find friends in America
01:04:53while she was here.
01:04:55She did the same thing in Mexico.
01:04:57That's a red flag, bro.
01:04:59It's a dating app, bro.
01:05:01It ain't only the date.
01:05:03No, there is a friend's side to it.
01:05:05But she wasn't.
01:05:07I was on the app, bro.
01:05:09Maybe she had clicked over to the wrong side.
01:05:11If you're on an open relationship,
01:05:13just say that.
01:05:15Nah, bro, I just think that we have
01:05:17an understanding on what that was.
01:05:19I don't think that it was
01:05:21what you think it was.
01:05:23It's right in your face, bro.
01:05:25The cards are in your hand.
01:05:27Nah, bro, watch.
01:05:29I don't want to hurt people,
01:05:31but in the inside, Rob is really soft.
01:05:33At the end of the day,
01:05:35I think he's afraid to put off
01:05:37that he's scared of getting hurt,
01:05:39and that's kind of how he deals with it.
01:05:43Hey!
01:05:45I don't care what the haters say.
01:05:47I'm a star shining every day.
01:05:49I'll be me no matter what they say.
01:05:51I light it up like a diamond ring,
01:05:53shining bright over everything.
01:05:56Yeah, I don't care.
01:05:58Hi.
01:06:00Hi.
01:06:02How are you?
01:06:04I'm good, how are you?
01:06:06I'm good, thanks.
01:06:08Tonight I'm with my friend, Maya.
01:06:10I actually met Rob
01:06:12when I went to L.A. the first time
01:06:14a couple years ago.
01:06:16When she first met Rob,
01:06:18I feel like she really liked him
01:06:20because she saw that he was a proper gentleman
01:06:22when he first met me.
01:06:24He hasn't been as much of a gentleman as he was.
01:06:25He couldn't visit him, he couldn't visit me.
01:06:27And in that time,
01:06:29he was speaking to this girl online,
01:06:31so I told my friend about that straight away.
01:06:33And as soon as I told her,
01:06:35her opinion changed.
01:06:37Obviously, I didn't leave him,
01:06:39but that's in the past now,
01:06:41so hopefully she's forgiven him.
01:06:43But it'd be good to hear her opinion
01:06:45of me moving and actually marrying him.
01:06:47So how's life?
01:06:49Good. I'm excited for you.
01:06:51You're getting married so soon.
01:06:53I know, it's crazy.
01:06:55You have a boyfriend.
01:06:57I do, finally.
01:06:59Have you planned anything yet?
01:07:01To be honest, no.
01:07:03I'm just kind of leaving it
01:07:05until I get there
01:07:07because this whole journey
01:07:09has been so stressful as it is.
01:07:11First thing that comes to mind
01:07:13is all that stuff that happened
01:07:15with the online thing
01:07:17that you told me about.
01:07:19So how are you feeling about all of that now?
01:07:21Obviously, sometimes it crosses my mind
01:07:23that he did that
01:07:25and I don't want anything like that.
01:07:27Even though it was going through a hard time,
01:07:29it's like, why would he do that?
01:07:31But it's not something I'm going to
01:07:33ruin the relationship for
01:07:35and just end everything that we've been through.
01:07:38I remember I got a call from Sophie
01:07:40and she said,
01:07:42there's an account that's messaged her
01:07:44and said, look what your boyfriend's been doing
01:07:46and he'd sent sexual videos of himself.
01:07:48The first thing I thought when she told me that
01:07:50is they're in different countries.
01:07:52How do you know what he's doing out there?
01:07:53I can't believe it's the only time
01:07:55but I hope she knows what she's doing.
01:07:58Do you and Rob feel like
01:08:00you know everything about each other?
01:08:02Yeah, I feel like
01:08:04I know everything there is to know about Rob.
01:08:06Obviously, we've been talking every day
01:08:08for two and a half years,
01:08:10maybe three years now.
01:08:12There is something he doesn't know about me
01:08:15which I don't know if I'll tell him
01:08:17just because I haven't told anyone yet.
01:08:19I haven't even told you
01:08:21so you don't even know.
01:08:23No.
01:08:25Basically, I'm bisexual.
01:08:30Did you know that?
01:08:32No, I would have never even...
01:08:34Did you expect it?
01:08:36No, not at all.
01:08:38If someone asked me, I'd probably say yeah
01:08:40but I'm not just going to announce it.
01:08:42I feel like it's no one's business.
01:08:44It feels good to say it though.
01:08:46Well, I'm glad you could have told me.
01:08:48I mean, you told me you're getting married,
01:08:50you're bisexual,
01:08:52I've always known
01:08:54that I was attracted to women
01:08:56because my first crush when I was like five,
01:08:58six years old was a girl
01:09:00but I think because of the fact I'm bi,
01:09:02not fully gay,
01:09:04is that I've kind of pushed it aside
01:09:06because it's, I guess, easier to date men.
01:09:08It's exciting for me to get it off my chest
01:09:10because it does feel nice.
01:09:12This is all new for me
01:09:14but at the same time,
01:09:16there's definitely a fear of
01:09:18if I don't explore this before I'm married,
01:09:19what's going to happen in our relationship?
01:09:21I don't want to say when did you know
01:09:23or is it something you've always
01:09:25kind of known about yourself?
01:09:27Yeah, so like,
01:09:29the first crush I ever had was actually a girl
01:09:31but it's like, yeah,
01:09:33I just feel like I kind of just suppressed it for years
01:09:35because I also like guys.
01:09:37I think it's like the same amount maybe
01:09:39even though I've never had a girlfriend.
01:09:41Do you think, you know,
01:09:43you've obviously come to the certain realisation now
01:09:45that you are bisexual.
01:09:47Is there ever going to be a part of you
01:09:49where you're getting married
01:09:51and you've never explored that side?
01:09:53You know, I do wonder about it
01:09:55because I never physically went all the way with a girl.
01:09:57It's like, I don't know what that's like.
01:09:59If he was willing to negotiate
01:10:01some kind of thing at some point,
01:10:03maybe one day I can explore it a bit.
01:10:06Yeah, I mean, I guess
01:10:08in a normal situation, I'd say
01:10:10tell him, see how he reacts
01:10:12but you're getting married.
01:10:14It's a bit late now.
01:10:17I love Rob
01:10:19sex-wise, I love everything about Rob
01:10:21but we only have a short time to get married
01:10:23so I have to figure out
01:10:25what I want to do with that fact.
01:10:31I haven't even stepped a foot
01:10:34into the United States
01:10:36and I'm already receiving orders.
01:10:39I'm going to do everything in my power
01:10:41to make sure that they're going to attend our wedding
01:10:43and that's the way it is.
01:10:45What about me that I'm living
01:10:47my whole life just to be with you?
01:10:49I'm going to do everything in my power
01:10:51to make sure that they're going to attend our wedding
01:10:53and that's the way it is.
01:11:20Hola!
01:11:22Hola, señora Yasmin.
01:11:24¿Qué hay, Genesis? ¿Cómo estás?
01:11:26¡Coco!
01:11:28Hola, Coco. Tiempocito.
01:11:30Le voy a quitar el pan, pero este...
01:11:33Coco se va.
01:11:35Este es el último spa que le vamos a hacer.
01:11:38Asà que se va.
01:11:40No puede ser, si Coco es de la familia.
01:11:42SÃ, lo sé, pero ya nos vamos a Estados Unidos.
01:11:45My dog, Coco,
01:11:46is technically the only family member
01:11:48that I'm taking with me to the United States.
01:11:50Why?
01:11:52Because, unfortunately,
01:11:54he's the only one who doesn't need a visa.
01:11:56So I'm taking him to a spa
01:11:58because I want him to be
01:12:00the cutest dog at the airport.
01:12:03Hello, baby!
01:12:07My angel!
01:12:09I want to show you something.
01:12:12Oh, yes, I love surprises.
01:12:13Look who's here!
01:12:15Oh, my gosh, Coco!
01:12:17Your baby!
01:12:20I want you to say bye to Coco
01:12:23before he gets his special treatment today.
01:12:26His spa.
01:12:28Bye, Coco. You're in good hands.
01:12:30So, baby, I have to do some shopping for Coco
01:12:33because we are running out of time.
01:12:35I'm about to travel.
01:12:37I want to make sure that I have everything ready.
01:12:39I have a meeting to ask you.
01:12:41Have you potty trained Coco yet?
01:12:43Because when I was in Panama,
01:12:45he was peeing all over your floor.
01:12:47Is he going on the mat now?
01:12:49Or does he still pee all over the place?
01:12:51Because I...
01:12:53Okay, number one, Coco doesn't do it on purpose.
01:12:56Okay, he doesn't do it on purpose.
01:12:59He suffers from anxiety.
01:13:03Um...
01:13:05Are you okay?
01:13:07Define okay.
01:13:10I mean, are you doing okay?
01:13:12Are you feeling okay?
01:13:14Everything's okay?
01:13:17I cannot pretend that I'm super happy.
01:13:21I just can't.
01:13:24Because that's not true.
01:13:26That's wrong.
01:13:30You're...
01:13:32You're...
01:13:34Your sister-in-law texted me
01:13:38about the date that I can already not pick up for the wedding
01:13:43because she's having a lovely vacation in Florida.
01:13:49And she didn't even say hi, hello, Jasmine, no.
01:13:53She didn't mean anything bad about that.
01:13:57It was just a hurry-up quick message
01:13:59because she was talking to me saying,
01:14:00oh, no, please don't have the wedding
01:14:03during these days or whatever.
01:14:05It's about having manners.
01:14:07Yeah, I don't like the way you talk about my family
01:14:10like they're your enemies or something.
01:14:12Gino is always blaming me
01:14:14for not getting along with his family
01:14:17and not being open-minded
01:14:19to receive them with all my love.
01:14:21You know, I made them my family.
01:14:23But there is a pattern.
01:14:25He always has a bias.
01:14:27He's never gonna take my side,
01:14:28not even when I'm right.
01:14:30All you do is to complain about me,
01:14:33to compare me to your family,
01:14:35to just let me know
01:14:37and throw it to my face
01:14:39that they are more important than me.
01:14:41You will choose them, okay?
01:14:43I said you were equally important.
01:14:45I don't wanna be equally important.
01:14:47I need a man that's gonna tell me, like,
01:14:49you are the most important person in this world.
01:14:51Yeah, after marriage, I would say...
01:14:53I don't need marriage.
01:14:56It doesn't matter
01:14:58what I do or what I don't do.
01:15:00I'm always gonna be the bad guy
01:15:02when it comes to me
01:15:04and his family.
01:15:06And I hate it. I hate it.
01:15:08All my family have always
01:15:10treated you with love, with respect
01:15:12when you have come to Panama.
01:15:14I haven't even stepped a foot
01:15:16into the United States
01:15:18and I'm already receiving orders.
01:15:21Baby,
01:15:23all she was trying to say is,
01:15:25hey, we're gonna be on vacation.
01:15:26In the United States,
01:15:28please try not to have a wedding during this time.
01:15:30That's all she's saying
01:15:32and I completely agree with her.
01:15:34That's a simple request
01:15:36and you're making a big deal
01:15:38and have some compassion for these people.
01:15:40I am the one who has to have compassion.
01:15:42What about them having compassion on me
01:15:44that is living her whole f***ing life
01:15:46just to go there because I love you
01:15:48and marry you?
01:15:50So whenever I wanna get married,
01:15:52I'm gonna get married.
01:15:54You're talking about compassion on these people
01:15:56what about me that I'm living
01:15:58my whole f***ing life
01:16:00just to be with you?
01:16:02I'm gonna do everything in my power
01:16:04to make sure that they're gonna attend our wedding.
01:16:06That's my brother and sister love
01:16:08and that's the way it is.
01:16:14Wow.
01:16:16What a jerk.
01:16:19What a jerk.
01:16:21Yeah, and that's the way it is.
01:16:23I'm done talking about the wedding stuff.
01:16:29We can talk later.
01:16:31Okay, sounds good.
01:16:34Say hi to your lovely family.
01:16:36I will and they are lovely.
01:16:38Bye.
01:16:40F***ing idiot.
01:16:47I have the message here.
01:16:49I'm not making any promises.
01:16:50I have the message here.
01:16:52I'm not making it up.
01:16:54She was so f***ing rude
01:16:56and I have to be compassionate
01:16:58and move my wedding day
01:17:00according to her vacation.
01:17:02What about the way around?
01:17:04When it is about his family,
01:17:06I never win.
01:17:08It's like this all the time.
01:17:13Look at the way he expresses himself
01:17:15that I have to be f***ing compassionate
01:17:17about his f***ing family
01:17:18when I'm leaving everything I love
01:17:20my country, my kids,
01:17:22even when I have to leave my dog.
01:17:29I don't have any American friends.
01:17:31I don't have anyone
01:17:33not even from any part of the world.
01:17:37I'm going to be so lonely.
01:17:40And look at Gino's attitude.
01:17:49Hello?
01:17:51I think I'm having a panic attack.
01:17:53Oh my God.
01:17:55Manuel is supposed to be arriving
01:17:57to Rochester.
01:17:59But I literally have no clue
01:18:01if he made his connection.
01:18:03What is happening? Where is he?
01:18:05And if he's not on the plane,
01:18:07what happens then?
01:18:09Did I lose him already
01:18:11and he hasn't even gotten here?
01:18:13Oh my God, I'm freaking out.
01:18:15I'm freaking out.
01:18:16I'm freaking out.
01:18:22Come up here, baby boy.
01:18:24Come on.
01:18:26Oh, one more time.
01:18:28You got it. There you go.
01:18:30Good job.
01:18:35I'm going to be bringing you
01:18:37a new daddy today, baby boy.
01:18:39Are you excited?
01:18:42Manuel is supposed to be arriving
01:18:44to my AMI right now
01:18:46for his connecting flight
01:18:48to Rochester.
01:18:50Come on.
01:18:52But I literally have no clue
01:18:54if he made his connections.
01:18:56What's going on?
01:18:58I don't know where he is.
01:19:00I sent him a message two hours ago
01:19:02and he still hasn't gotten it.
01:19:04So, yeah.
01:19:07He entered into Miami
01:19:09and in Miami,
01:19:11that's where you go through customs.
01:19:13You give them everything
01:19:14and you're like,
01:19:16something's wrong here.
01:19:18And I haven't spoken to him
01:19:20since he entered into Miami.
01:19:22Everything's left unchecked
01:19:24on WhatsApp, Facebook.
01:19:26Like, literally my messages
01:19:28are left unread.
01:19:30It's very, very worrisome
01:19:32that there's been no communication at all.
01:19:34So, I don't even know
01:19:36if he got through customs.
01:19:38Hello.
01:19:40How are you?
01:19:42I'm trying to Zen.
01:19:44You look good.
01:19:46Thank you. You look good too.
01:19:48So, I don't know where Manuel is.
01:19:54So, there's no time frame?
01:19:56There's nothing?
01:19:58No messages? You have nothing?
01:20:00No. I don't have anything.
01:20:02And you're just hopeful
01:20:04that he's going to show up?
01:20:06He's supposed to land today.
01:20:08You know, I feel like
01:20:09something's going wrong
01:20:11with this whole situation.
01:20:13So, I don't know.
01:20:15Is that the universe telling you
01:20:17maybe this isn't
01:20:19such a great idea?
01:20:21You know what I mean?
01:20:23I do believe in signs.
01:20:25And I've thought about this.
01:20:27Are these signs
01:20:29that I shouldn't be doing this?
01:20:31I don't know.
01:20:34I'm the more cautious sister
01:20:36where she's super spontaneous
01:20:37and doesn't go head first
01:20:39into deep waters
01:20:41without thinking twice about it.
01:20:43But I think sometimes
01:20:45people can be naive
01:20:47and I think we need to worry
01:20:49about the other side of it too.
01:20:51What if he is not in it
01:20:53for the right intentions?
01:20:55Or what if he no longer wants this?
01:20:57Or what if she no longer wants this?
01:20:59You go ahead of me.
01:21:01Okay. I love you.
01:21:03I'll see you in a little bit.
01:21:05I'll see you there, baby girl.
01:21:08Let's do this.
01:21:10Bye, baby girl.
01:21:12Don't scratch that, honey. Bye.
01:21:16Worst case scenario,
01:21:18his papers can't get approved.
01:21:20Like, tomorrow his visa expires.
01:21:22It could take just one officer
01:21:24having a bad day
01:21:26to just be like,
01:21:28what are you doing here, sir?
01:21:30I get it, it's the 22nd,
01:21:32but like, why so late?
01:21:34What held you up?
01:21:35Why did you travel this far
01:21:37when you've never even traveled before?
01:21:39I see you don't speak English.
01:21:41Are you sure this is what you're doing?
01:21:43But like, I can't think
01:21:45anything else but what the plan has been.
01:21:48So,
01:21:50I'm gonna go to the airport
01:21:52and stick to the plan
01:21:54and try not to freak out.
01:22:06Yeah.
01:22:15Oh my God.
01:22:21We're getting to the airport
01:22:23and I carry my anxiety in my stomach
01:22:25and I just felt my stomach,
01:22:27like, in my throat.
01:22:29What is happening? Where is he?
01:22:31And if he's not on the plane,
01:22:33what happens then?
01:22:35Hasn't he even gotten here?
01:22:50I think I'm having a panic attack.
01:22:52Oh my God.
01:22:56I'm just trying to breathe.
01:22:58Oh my God.
01:23:01I think I just...
01:23:03Oh my God.
01:23:06I'm getting lightheaded.
01:23:08I legit think I'm having a panic attack.
01:23:11I'm literally getting lightheaded.
01:23:13Oh my God.
01:23:20Oh my God.
01:23:22Oh my God, I'm freaking out.
01:23:24I'm freaking out.
01:23:26Oh my God, I'm about to cry.
01:23:28Oh my God.
01:23:30Oh my God.
01:23:32Oh my God.
01:23:35Oh my God, I'm about to be crying.
01:23:38Oh my God.
01:23:48Whoa.
01:23:50This season on 90 Day Fiancé.
01:23:54Stop.
01:23:55What is going on?
01:23:56Oh my God.
01:24:01So we're gonna do this?
01:24:03SÃ, nos vamos a casar.
01:24:06Oh, I miss you.
01:24:08Come on.
01:24:09Yeah.
01:24:10This is the first trip here in Moldova
01:24:12after I know she's trans.
01:24:14Our country is narrow-minded.
01:24:16Oh my God.
01:24:18I just got clocked.
01:24:20The people over there are staring at us.
01:24:22My fiancé Citra
01:24:24is from a very strict Muslim background
01:24:27and you can't sextile marriage like that.
01:24:29It's just uh-uh.
01:24:31Good night.
01:24:33I'm a horny little ****
01:24:35and it's not gonna be easy.
01:24:42Annaliese's dad has no idea that I even exist.
01:24:52Ellos están llamándome otra vez, otra vez.
01:24:54¿Qué es tu familia?
01:24:56¿Qué quiere?
01:24:58He has family in New York City.
01:25:00I'd be a fool to not think
01:25:02Manuel might be coming here on my back
01:25:04so he could meet up with his family.
01:25:06And leave you.
01:25:08Whoa.
01:25:09Who is that?
01:25:10I don't know.
01:25:12He's been getting disgusting videos
01:25:14from other women.
01:25:16I'm not perfect,
01:25:18but I'm definitely not trying to ****
01:25:19What am I supposed to do now?
01:25:24Hello.
01:25:26You act like I cheated on you.
01:25:28That's the way it feels.
01:25:30I'm not gonna get married
01:25:32to this **** idiot.
01:25:35Men in this region,
01:25:37do they **** women?
01:25:38They are.
01:25:39Of course.
01:25:40Don't worry, we can find
01:25:41the younger one for you.
01:25:43Excuse me?
01:25:44You want to bring a partner in
01:25:46to pleasure me
01:25:47because you can't be a man enough
01:25:48over that part of me?
01:25:50Who the **** do you think you are?
01:25:52Bye, little child.
01:25:58Today's a big day
01:26:00for our family.
01:26:02I'm not sure if they accept me.
01:26:05It's okay, don't cry.
01:26:07It's just a lie.
01:26:09I don't know if I'm making
01:26:10the right decision.
01:26:12It's just sad, man.
01:26:14Yeah.
01:26:15Not too many words I can say
01:26:16can comfort you.
01:26:18How it's gonna work
01:26:19if we just keep **** arguing?
01:26:22At this point,
01:26:23I don't know if I wanna marry him.
01:26:27I'm not doing it.
01:26:29They're just a spirit.