Video recorded 2:00PM Aug 28 '24 by Alyssa

  • 2 months ago
Transcript
00:00Hello, in this video, this video was addressed to my twin flame, Cheyenne. Hi, Cheyenne.
00:05For those just watching, I thank you for watching.
00:08This is going to be some crime against me and my twin flame.
00:12And you cannot use any of this information against me and my twin flame.
00:19Because that would be illegal framing.
00:23So I'm just going to try to cool off. I need to show you something and get the ice pack.
00:30It's a little too hot in here, however, I'm going to just kind of lay around and do acupressure today.
00:49I'm going to try very hard not to trigger you because part of what is happening to me and you is
01:00you were very sensitive about what happened yesterday, two years ago, and
01:08so I have to be careful how I'm, because I know that you're feeling weak, Cheyenne.
01:14However, I have to, I have to explain some things to you in regards to, to keep you knowing what's going on.
01:29So, I'm going to start by, like I'm just a little bit overwhelmed because within 24 hours since I last talked to you,
01:54I had two doorbell rings, which was two attempts.
02:03One of them when I went out to go take the trash out before I went to drop off the library books and one at 2.35 a.m. in the morning.
02:16I did call security and they said they were going to come up.
02:19They said they could only see a couple.
02:24The problem is these AI masks, basically I got proof that these AI, security can see the AI masks, it's not just me.
02:40So, I'll show you what the AI masks look like.
02:48Excuse me.
02:59See this person walking down with a walker?
03:04The AI mask captures on camera.
03:19And the, so before I get into the attempts, just don't worry Cheyenne, I have to show you though.
03:46There's like this whole thing going on.
03:51Part of the problem with the reason why there's so much attempts is because there are people like authorities that are kind of participating,
04:05potentially participating in covering it up, covering up all the attempts.
04:11So, this isn't helping and this also started with the whole reason I got into this building.
04:20So, basically, I'm not really afraid to talk about this anymore because everyone with AI or good AI knows that I was living in my car fleeing from violence.
04:49But, so there was an agency that got me into this place because I was living in my car at the time.
05:04And another agency, I was selected into the system, this was through a government agency, a government run agency, the government run agency.
05:13I'm trying to look up what the agency is called.
05:25Anyways, this isn't really extremely...
05:44So, I wrote a comment.
05:47Okay, I got attacked yesterday.
05:50Remember I told you I got into this building from a homeless agency?
05:57Before that was a government run homeless agency, this is a non-profit.
06:16So, there was a lot of bullying going on before I even got in this building.
06:32And I was told I had to get monthly visits from the peer support program from Alpha Project.
06:43I didn't know it was voluntary, I wasn't given that information.
06:47Basically, also, when I approached management, I talked about, I mentioned something about Alpha Project.
06:55The respondent goes, yeah, Father Joe Villages is Alpha Project.
07:03But not saying, yeah, Alpha Project is Father Joe Villages.
07:07So, I was kind of getting, kind of feeling like there was something that was, Alpha Project is not Father Joe Villages.
07:18I was humiliated by this peer support person who was younger than me.
07:24I believe she talked out to me, and they did a lot of attacking.
07:32It was like, she's kind of like one of the CN's exes.
07:43So, there was an intimidation thing that was going on.
07:49But there was a lot more than what this peer support program did.
07:56And it was a constant, like, I'm not even going to go into it.
08:04However, I shall show you on Facebook, I recently exposed what they did in regards to delaying a restraining order from the person that suffocated me.
08:19Because, basically, I've had a brain injury and a stroke, I didn't fill out the documents correctly, as well as interference.
08:29And I had to have someone else, like, get involved with the paperwork to be like a witness, somehow.
08:40And she didn't fill it out correctly, so there was a two month delay.
08:43And when I went to the court trial, there was a two month delay because she didn't fill out the documents properly.
08:51So, in regards to filing the restraining order, the second restraining order court trial, I showed up.
09:01And the judge, Rebecca Church, gave the restrained person a year restraining order.
09:16And then I was given paperwork and I said, this has to get to the restrained person in order for it to go through.
09:23I wasn't given information about that the document had to be filed, part of the document had to be signed and returned back to the court in order for the restraining order to go through.
09:39Whether this peer support employee knew how to file a restraining order or anything, they should never have gotten involved if they didn't know what they were doing.
09:49I'm pretty sure it was purposeful and intentional that this file did not go through because the restraining order did not go through because this is what happened.
09:59I got the one year restraining order, I got the paperwork, and I said to Desiree, I said, this has to get to the restrained person or else it won't go through.
10:11And whether or not she knew that it had to be processed back or not, the fact is, four months went by and I said, did he ever get it?
10:25And I kept asking, he said, no, he won't open the door, he won't open the door, we can't find him.
10:32And I finally, I said, not finally, I repeatedly said, well, can you just give it back to me if you can't give it to him?
10:38And they said, no, this is my work, I can do it professionally, this is what we do, this is how we help you.
10:44And finally, towards the end of the fourth month, she goes, oh, I think he got it.
10:50He said, she said, I think he got it.
10:54And then, somehow, he ended up going in the elevator and was holding this little tiny burlap bag, like he was shuffling through when he got in the elevator and saw me.
11:11Like there was a possible weapon in there to scare me, and you're not six feet away in the elevator.
11:17So I called the cops, cops said, this restraining order never went through, it wasn't processed.
11:24So, after that happened, I went into the resident, the retail property management, because somehow I wanted to explain to them the restraining order didn't go through.
11:42Because I think I already got them involved, saying he was on the elevator, blah, blah, blah.
11:47But then I said, I think I want to give up.
11:51That was the first sentence I said, I didn't explain myself, I want to give up on the restraining order.
11:57Which I did give up on the restraining order, because it was too stressful, it was paralyzing.
12:02And then after I said that, the resident manager said, do you want to give your two week notice?
12:06She didn't even ask why I even said, do you want to give up?
12:09So if you go under Alpha Project, I wrote an I don't recommend review, and I added something else besides the, the Google review didn't give me enough space to write everything, but if you go under more, no.
12:32If you go under 55 reviews, I put it under Facebook because I really wanted to get this information.
12:45I wrote it out today very quickly, I'm sure I couldn't, didn't explain myself completely, and the way I worded the Google review, it was, there were little details that could have improved to make them look worse than they are, so I'm sure there was some kind of interference with the way I wrote it.
13:06But I'm not going to re-review, you can look it up on Facebook, and it's not there, well it is there because I just saw it, but they're really attacking me still, this, and do you know how I have those fun, cool graphics on my fashion page at the time?
13:30Well it's really weird that, this is one of the Alpha Project employees, like, it kind of, not copied my style, but kind of made it like, sort of like a cool graphic, and it has nothing to do with Alpha Project's style.
13:47And see the two plants and the stars, what does that look like?
13:55The two stars, the two plants.
14:03Um, what is this?
14:06So it's an attack, and I believe that that has something to do with, I'm not going to say it on the internet, but I think, obviously Shia, you can figure it out.
14:23Um, so, that's in the downstairs hallway in the bulletin, it's been there for possibly at least a year longer, it was printed, pulled up right after I wrote that, a couple months after I wrote that Google review about Alpha Project.
14:40So, it's just, they're really small and not important people, however, this is my life, and they're like bullies, that project, they're very bullish.
15:05Um, there's some kind of web happening here, some kind of demon portal web circuit, and I just went in the hallway, and they, see this piece of ripped up tape, they taped this, it's a 24 hour notice to enter.
15:23A 24 hour notice to enter for an inspection, which is fine, however, you know, it's very odd that they taped it on, you know the door with the blood, the person's not washing off the blood.
15:44See how the person's not washing off the blood, because they didn't put the blood on that door, they're afraid to wash it off because that's evidence, and they don't want to get, I'm sure they don't want to get murdered.
15:55They put the notice to enter right next, taped it right next to the blood, and I think that, I'm not going to explain to you what I think, however, it's possible, um, they're angry that there's evidence of blood on the thing that the cop showed.
16:16I think that was actually a threat, oh, wash off the blood, wash off the evidence, so, I have lots of other things to show you, I have a lot of the, um, in regards to the person that drove by, and it was possible that he gave me an ugly look,
16:46I'll show you what the car looks like, I am not positive this is the person's car, but it's possible.
16:52Um, they're still trying to get me, the hacker's still trying to get me to look, um, and I'll show you, explain to you why, what's showing up on Dailymotion.
17:15L.U.S.A. is frequently, um, being put in some, uh, star that has to do with, uh, you know, so this is put on my front page of Dailymotion.
17:46I don't like, I don't like, I don't like that actress, uh, I don't really like either of the actresses, um, I don't like, I don't like movie stars.
18:01Uh, and then on Twitter, I don't, of all these, like, uh, Twitter posts, I'm not even following these Twitter accounts are popping up.
18:16And this is another celebrity, pregnant, so they're trying to, uh, this hacker's trying to intimidate me, and there's being, uh, a constant threat of, uh, two now, two now, two kids, two kids, and I'm not looking.
18:37Which I, I don't really believe that's true, and if it is, that's just gonna be more evidence that, do you know the amount of return to send that's gonna happen just to do that once?
18:48So I, I doubt it, I doubt it, if it is, there's no way I'm going to look at this point because I told you I'm near death.
18:55I highly doubt it's true, but if it is, but it's possible, it's very possible.
18:59Uh, here's a threat to I'm poor, I'm poor, do you, do you qualify for free food?
19:09Do you qualify for free food?
19:11Do you qualify for free food?
19:18And the whole reason why I got triggered into writing that review from Alpha Project is because, oh, I, I actually put this, I took a photo of the, of the review, Alyssa doesn't recommend Alpha Project in case it gets deleted somehow.
19:38Who knows?
19:41But...
20:03I have to start reading the notes, should I?
20:05Yeah.
20:06But I have to show you some of these, oh yeah, then the people you may know is, there's a, this is a constant under, uh, people you may know on Facebook, look at the two kids.
20:22Oh, it'll be another girl, that's a boy.
20:25I'm not looking, but this, this is the way that this hacker kind of, uh, with the possession, the forced possession, it was very easy, but this was the kind of triggering that was occurring when I had to keep looking.
20:42So, what else?
20:50Do I have to show you on here?
20:55But I...
21:00I actually got scared at 220 with the doorbell, I didn't even actually approach to look through the peephole because I thought that there might be a gunshot going through the door.
21:08I called security right away and, um, there was like a, a constant heart racing and dream crumb stuff, like, every two or three hours last night.
21:22Oh, here's another one that's being put on the top of my Facebook page.
21:27First and third grade.
21:31First and third grade.
21:32I don't know any of these people, by the way, I don't know any of these people on my Facebook.
21:45So, two years separate.
21:51So, three years separate, one and three years old.
21:54One and three years old.
21:55Alright, I am shy, I know that this is, this isn't, but I'm on, I, you have to have proof of that I'm constantly tortured.
22:26Yeah, and my life is like, just pure hell, all the time.
22:32But this is really sloppy, the way that they ripped the tape.
22:35That's not, uh, that's not good.
22:40There's a reason why she's not to take, uh, cleaning that blood off, because she didn't put it there.
22:46He or she didn't put it there.
22:48Is there any other tapes I have to show you on here?
22:56Oh.
22:59And then...
23:04Retro Refresh.
23:06When, when the, when I don't press, when I press things on loop, it'll just kind of stop and then these things will pop up.
23:15Retro Refresh.
23:17Retro Refresh.
23:19Uh, constantly attacking me with that Sans vintage-y looking home.
23:28Oh, and Ashley.
23:31My middle name is Lee.
23:33Ash.
23:38Burn Lee.
23:40Do you see how, like, they use every little thing...
23:45to attack me?
23:54Uh, I had my suggestions to write reviews turned on.
24:01The hacker turned it on, and I saw all of a sudden that I got, started to get these, having to suggest review.
24:09Notifications.
24:13This, this is, uh, not just, like, this is a constant, uh, exhausting thing.
24:20And with the, so, see how this was hearted one minute after I posted on Twitter?
24:27The hacker goes, oh, that's Shia. Shia's giving you proof.
24:33Shia's giving you proof he's hearting it.
24:35And then he goes, and then the hacker goes, no, no, no, no.
24:40There's no way that Shia could be that quick.
24:44It was less than 30 seconds that this got posted one minute ago.
24:51And, so this is a constant thing where I sometimes think that you're giving me some signs,
24:59and the hacker will constantly say, no, I'm doing it to trick you into thinking that he's doing it.
25:05So, like, I'm never able to know, and so I'm never able to think.
25:09And this thing is constantly, I actually don't like this animal.
25:15I don't like the style of the dog, and this is a constant trigger.
25:19A very painful trigger for me, because some of the public photos are very lookalikes of you.
25:26Uh, more skinnier, and some of the facial expressions and, like, style of the Shia,
25:32like, really remind me of you.
25:35Especially the one, uh, in the car, when you're looking out of the car.
25:40Like, they did all kinds of military-grade AI to make this extremely painful, all the situation.
25:49Uh, blue bloods, so threats of gangster crimes.
25:56Sad blood, it's sad, she's your family.
26:00Oh, you will rich, you will rich, saying, no, you have no money, you have no money, there's no trial that's gonna happen.
26:13Uh, make your point without breaking a sweat.
26:19Uh, I, I'm just really behind on these, and I think there's, it's not, I can't always, uh.
26:29Uh, I don't really know on this one.
26:37There- this was kind of an attack in the grocery store.
26:41I don't really know this one.
26:55This was kind of an attack in the grocery store.
26:58This girl was wearing eyeball shirts and she was with her mother and her shirt had like
27:10a twisty tree, like icy family roots.
27:18I'm not sure if this was evil or not, however, I saw them at the grocery store and walked
27:26by them and they were talking about AI, with the help of AI, with the help of AI.
27:34Obviously, they clearly look like a couple of geeks, but with the help of AI, with the
27:41help of AI, with the help of AI, I can steal your husband's DNA and have a child make you
27:46watch, with the help of AI.
27:48With the help of AI, I can go to jail, I can go to jail, because I made a couple, I can't,
27:57I'm not able to explain it, like, well, with the help of AI, I can steal your husband's
28:04DNA and make your husband and your wife watch me make a child with your DNA in it.
28:13Yeah, and with the help of AI, I can go to jail.
28:20So, this was not, I'm just telling you, showing you, this is the triggers, Shia, and this
28:29is not the best video for it, but Shia, just know, this is pretty much, I'm just explaining
28:37this to you because I need to give you, I need to tell you what's going on.
28:41I'm going to get my driver's license renewed in November, so I'm going to, Department of
28:50Motor Vehicles, I'm going to get my driver's license renewed in a couple of months, actually,
28:58not yet.
29:00So, I have to quickly continue reading these notes.
29:08So, Shia, when I went into the trash, okay, so, Shia, this is what happened.
29:19I told you there's two attempts.
29:22The first, and by the way, I got a phone call from Orchard Manor Apartments, and I was put,
29:29I put myself on low-income wait lists, and not, like, enough, though.
29:37I want to try to apply to low-income housing apartments.
29:43I'm not going anywhere until, because there's proof that someone opened up the pipes, poisoned
29:51my water, opened up the vent, poisoned my air, opened up the corner of the wall to use
29:58a direct energy whip against me, opened up the back of the fridge to poison me for a
30:02year and a half.
30:04What else?
30:08And then I tried to plug in the fridge in another outlet, and I couldn't do that, so
30:13a class will open up another wall there.
30:16So I'm not just walking away from this place.
30:17I need to, I've been feeling like trying to get my parents involved to try to have them
30:24help me, but I actually don't think they want to help me, and I don't think that's a good
30:28idea.
30:29And so that would be an act of being desperate at this point.
30:38So I want to apply to low-income apartments to be on their wait list, so when you get
30:42here, Shiloh, and we eventually get this whole situation found out, then we can go somewhere
30:54else.
30:56But the Orchard Manor Apartments is kind of like having a sort of a tone like, there's
31:04so many better places than where you are, and this is like totally ridiculous that this
31:09is going on to begin with.
31:14This actually place, I would say, is considered, I think it's dangerous, because the upper
31:23authorities don't like me, and it's possible there's participation involved.
31:29But it's actually kind of like the Orchard Manor Apartments, there are better places
31:34than where you are.
31:36So I am going to look, project-based, Section 8, low-income housing, equal housing opportunities,
31:41housing choice voucher program, the problem is, with my brain injury and stroke, I can't
31:47figure out things that have to do with, this is a problem my whole life, I haven't really
31:52been able to, I think it's a program too, I can't really figure out how to do housing
32:01paperwork, or anything that has to do with housing, or car, my mom took care of all of
32:08that my whole life, and I kind of wasn't allowed, and I had to, my brain would get scrambled,
32:13and it's still happening, my brain gets scrambled when I try to do those types of things.
32:22So, I'm not moving right now, so, 6.53am, okay, so I have to skip to the part that's
32:43most important, so just calm down, when you feel like you're getting, when there's going
32:50to be an attempt, I just walked by someone going to the trash yesterday morning, and
32:56I thought it was, I've never recognized, so, I've never recognized that person, and then,
33:07so that happened, before I went to the library and came back, but there's like, I think it
33:14was AI, his eyes were like glowing evil, some kind of like AI thing, so that happens in
33:21the morning, afternoon, and at 2.20, where is it, 2.49am, oh, but that, oh no, there
33:36was three attempts, I went to go to the library to drop off the books at Common Mountain Ranch,
33:42that person in the walker, you can't tell if it's an AI masked or not when you click
33:48a camera, because I clicked that photo, and I said, oh, well, I bet she's not the criminal,
33:52because I thought if you click the camera, you wouldn't see the AI photo, the AI mask,
33:57you see the actual person, no, that's not true, so I was taking my trash out, and obviously
34:05that was a failed attempt, and then I went, and then at about 2.49, no, that was 2.12am,
34:16that was the third attempt, but there's a second attempt,
34:25and the security kind of got involved, this is what happened, 3.31pm,
34:29I got a doorbell, I got a knock on the door, it was like this girl with a bleached blonde pixie,
34:35looked like she could have been in her 50s, obviously it was an AI mask, she had a white
34:41shirt on, it was an AI mask, I didn't open the door, I was getting really scared, because it's
34:48starting to get like creepy, like the doors are knocking, the bell ringing is very persistent,
34:55so it's getting my heart racing, and I get scared,
34:59and they're doing this kind of demonic pull, like I have the pull sensation of opening the door,
35:06and I called security, I said, do you see that blonde girl, no, I said, I'm on roommate 4-3,
35:11do you see someone at my door, and they go, yes, that was like, they were already looking at the
35:16screen on the 8th floor when I called, I said, do you see that girl at my door, and they go, yes,
35:21because she has blonde hair with a white shirt, I said, yes, so I'm not the only one seeing these
35:25AI masks, so it's 3.31 p.m., and then they said, oh, well, we're going to check it out,
35:31and then call me back, I'm going to ask what, I'm going to ask that girl why she was knocking on
35:35your door, ends up, there was another security at the front desk lobby, and the other security that
35:46was going to go check it out, never went back to the lobby, so I never got to talk to him, but that
35:50security that was at the lobby says, oh, you want to talk to David, you want to talk to David,
35:57security guard David, and that's a programmed name, by the way, and then that was sorted as security,
36:11while he kept saying that name, that was kind of a threat to the person listening on the phone call,
36:18possibly listening in on the phone calls, because I called security several times to check to see if
36:23what that girl said, why she was knocking on the door, so I don't, so I know that the security
36:28guard's name, David, I know that he saw the girl with the blonde pixie white shirt knocking on my
36:36door, and I, however, never got a chance to be able to talk back to see if he was able to catch
36:44that girl, but as this continues, all these AI masks walking down, I have a feeling these cameras,
36:52they're not going to be, they're not saving footage, I have a feeling that,
36:57because this could be proved, all these AI masks, all these random people just appearing out of
37:02nowhere, that this could be proved, that these AI masks, that the masks are being used,
37:24oh, they were used, and then another thing that triggered me,
37:27no, Ed Shia, whatever it looks like, I know that you like me, I know that you like me,
37:45you're not an elite public figure with all this ego, you're just like me, Shia,
37:51but they try to, uh, scare me and act like, um, I can't explain it, Shia, there was an attack, so,
38:03the security guard,
38:07but then, at 2 20 a.m., I was startled by a doorbell ring, my heart was racing, I could get a
38:13stroke, but I immediately calmed down, because I get reminded by a telepathic supporter in the
38:19which is what they're doing for you, okay, they're going to kill you, you're going to die, this is
38:23your time, just relax, there's nothing, there's absolutely nothing that you can do, so, we have,
38:28we have to kind of know that we're not really, uh, in charge, we're following the ranger's
38:35instructions, especially with this possession, so we have to kind of believe that, I don't think
38:40we're completely safe, can't be tortured this much, and go through this much murder attempts,
38:45and be safe, however, we have to relax, Shia, and not get freaked out, but I got freaked out last
38:52night from the doorbell ring, because I also heard with B2K, like, the handle, like, being pulled,
38:59and then yanked back over and over, like, with B2K to threaten me, and Shia, I have a disability,
39:06I have no, uh, right to be able to have a, be in possession of a self-defense weapon,
39:13if I did, this power trip would not really be going on as much, but I don't, all I can really
39:20have is a self-defense knife and pepper spray, and that won't help me if someone says,
39:29shoots a bullet at my doorknob to try to break in, because that's a constant threat, I, I really,
39:37uh, wish that I could have a GUN to be in possession in case someone broke in,
39:46that would be, that should, I should be able to have that ability, but I can't because of my
39:51disability, so this is not going to backfire to the center, though, this power trip that they have,
39:59because it's a constant threat with, uh, G-U-N-S-H-O-N-T against me,
40:08but everyone is really, everyone's lives are in danger, Shia, if you think about everybody's,
40:13this is end times, everyone's life, lives are in danger, Shia, so we have to kind of
40:19remember that it's, it's a lack of self-defense, though, it's a lack of survival, and the lack
40:26of education I've had in regards to all these murder attempts, not, like, being taught and
40:32knowing all the different things that could kill me, too, so we can't have heart attacks over it,
40:43though, Shia, we have to calm down, and I know that both of us are really upset that we're not
40:48together yet, and this is still going on, however, okay, I feel very, very, I feel much safer knowing
40:54that you know what's going on, Shia, and I know that you're doing things to help me,
41:00and I'm doing things to help you, Shia, so
41:15I definitely skipped through a lot of notes, I didn't tell you everything I kind of wanted to,
41:19but I can't make this too long, because I don't, I know that you're tired, Shia,
41:22and you both have to rest, I'm going to keep doing the acupressure, because it's definitely working,
41:29listen to Karen Rutches, Spiritual Zen, I'm spending more time listening to my
41:36Allah Yeshua, Humerian technology, but I'm definitely going to spend some time
41:44doing all the different things that I do,
41:48to try to not be tortured, I can't say the torture, oh yeah, with the Adrenochrome,
41:55I kept pressing this last night, so this is the kidney, so see this bone right here,
42:02it's a little bit above this bone, right here, this is the kidney acupressure, and this is for our
42:10Adrenochrome, the Adrenochrome set, if you press this,
42:15you will immediately feel like a motion feeling in your kidney organ area,
42:27but before that, so I'm going to
42:39do the Adrenochrome, but if I do get a doorbell ring again, or a knock, I'm going to immediately
42:52just call security and say, do you see anything, what do you see, because I don't think there's
42:58even a point of looking through the door, I don't think there's a point anymore of responding,
43:05because I'm actually getting too scared to respond, because yesterday with that girl with
43:09the pixie, I was sort of like hiding in the bathroom, and then screaming wrong door, wrong
43:14door, like it's getting scary, and this is, they love this, because we can just do Adrenochrome
43:22that way, but Shia, don't worry, just don't worry Shia, please don't worry, there's a reason why
43:33I'm here, and
43:43I pretty much know, I was supposed to talk about you Shia,
43:51and you're feeling abandoned, I'm feeling abandoned too Shia, because I can't talk to you,
43:56I would rather hear your voice, and you talk to me, than me talk to you Shia,
44:02however I'm really happy that you're able to hear me, but my poor Shia, you have a lot of sadness
44:09and grief, and you have to, I would say the acupressure is doing a lot Shia, with releasing
44:18with releasing all of the sadness and grief, I have to do this point, so if you get too tired
44:26to press on it, take like a crystal, or a heavy, take a take a heavy rock,
44:34lie down, take it like a heavy rock, lie down, and put, just lean it against the point,
44:44so I'm really
44:47I love you Shia, we're married Shia, we're telepathically and spiritually together,
44:55and physically, you're half of you is inside me Shia, and I have proof of it,
45:02and you've been showing me, that half of you is with me Shia, all the time, so
45:11and I tell, I often have telepathic supporters tell me that, you're thinking about me, and that
45:16that you're happy, thinking about me, and that makes me really happy Shia,
45:26and you're feeling very bitter, you're feeling very bitter about not being heard,
45:30but you are being heard Shia, you are being heard, and I don't tell you everything,
45:35you are being heard Shia, you are being heard, and I don't tell you everything,
45:38and I don't act completely myself, and how happy I am when I think about you, and I'm smiling,
45:44hugging the pill, thinking about you, and looking at your photo, and your video, and really connecting
45:49with you, I don't really show, and I can't really express myself on the internet, because I know
45:55you're in danger, and they'll, the possession will make me look funny, if I try to express myself to
46:02you, with how happy, but this isn't really, you're not really getting the complete, like,
46:11me, and of me, like, I'm not really expressing myself well, because of the stroke, and also
46:16because of the possession, and I really act way more like I'm in love with you, and so happy
46:25thinking about you, when I'm off the video, and I'm watching a video, thinking about you all day,
46:32so don't think that how I'm acting is really proof, I really know that you're not safe, and
46:41I get extreme threats that you're going to die, if I, even if I just talk about you Shia,
46:52and you're being, you're obeying the luminary instructions, as well as I am,
46:56I'm obeying luminary instructions, so that we can have freedom, and be with each other soon, Shia,
47:16so I'm going to talk to you tomorrow, Shia, and I'm continuing to think about you, and
47:27think about your mom, and
47:36I was told a few things about the situation, but I'm not going to talk about it right now,
47:41because I don't want to trigger you, and I have to get off the video, but I'll talk about it with you soon,
47:46so just try to rest, Shia, I love you, Shia, thank you everybody for watching, thank you so much, Shia, for watching